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Chapter 34 - Misunderstood?

Emily froze, her mind struggling to process the three words that had just shattered the night air. The moon seemed to grow colder, casting a pale, sickly light over them.

​"What do you mean, you broke up?" Emily asked in disbelief, spinning toward him. Her eyes searched his face for a sign of a cruel joke, but she found only a haunting, hollow exhaustion.

​Mikael paused for a brief moment, his gaze fixed on the asphalt between his feet. "I had to, Emily... I had to."

​"No, you didn't!" she countered, her voice rising, laced with a mixture of anger and profound sadness. "How could you do that to him? After everything? He loved you, Mikael! Anyone with eyes could see that!"

​"But I didn't love him," Mikael replied. The words were quiet, instantaneous, and sharp as a razor.

​Emily stopped, her face shifting from fury to genuine shock. "What do you mean you didn't love him? I... I don't understand. You were together for months. You were happy."

​"I tried to be," Mikael said, finally looking up. His eyes were glassy. "I have dated so many people since you left, Emily. I was trying to fill the crater you left in my life. I tried so hard to fall in love, to find someone who could make the noise stop. And then I met Ken. He was... perfect. He fit the hole better than anyone else. He made me feel whole for a while, and I convinced myself it was love."

​He took a shaky breath. "But I realize now... I didn't love him. He was just a kind person, someone safe enough to hide behind. I couldn't afford to lose the 'best pick,' so I stayed. I used him."

​"How could you, Mikael?" Emily's voice broke, a single tear tracing a path through the makeup on her cheek. "I thought you were the same guy I knew years ago. But you've changed. You've become... cold."

​"I haven't changed, Emily. That's the problem," Mikael replied, his voice dropping an octave into a dark, painful register. "I couldn't move on. I thought finding someone who loved me would save me from losing my mind, but I was just distracting myself from the truth. I have never loved anyone like you. No one can take your place. Not Ken. Not anyone."

​Emily recoiled as if he had struck her. "So what caused this sudden realization? Was it my arrival? Is this my fault?"

​"It wasn't your fault," Mikael said, stepping toward her. "The blame is mine. But I had to do it. He deserves better than a man who uses him as a placeholder. He deserves someone who sees him as their only choice, not a distraction. And sadly, I am not that person."

​Emily looked at the ground, her chest heaving. She knew he was telling the truth, but the guilt felt like a physical weight. "But why now? Why couldn't you wait?"

​"Our relationship was barely two months old," Mikael said. "Keeping it going would only make the ending more lethal. It was inevitable. I couldn't hoard his heart any longer."

​He was right, and that made it hurt more. Emily felt like a wrecking ball that had swung into Ken's life without meaning to. She turned and began walking back toward her apartment, her shoulders shaking with silent sobs.

​"Emily, please..." Mikael called out, his voice cracking.

​"I can't," she choked out, not turning back. "I can't do this right now, Mikael."

​She hurried away into the shadows of the gated community, leaving Mikael standing alone under the moon—a man who had burned his bridges to find a path back to a girl who was now running away from him.

​The next morning, Ken woke up to the soft, rhythmic hum of the penthouse's climate control. He stretched, his muscles stiff, his mind foggy until the memory of the "Crimson Vault" snapped him awake.

​"Good morning, Ken."

​Ken jumped, nearly Tangling himself in the heavy black duvet. Standing by the bed was Lucien. He looked casual yet imposing in a black tank top that showed off the terrifying breadth of his shoulders and perfectly ironed black trousers. In his hands, he held a tray: golden toasted bread, scrambled eggs, a glass of apple juice, and a jar of water.

​Ken shook his head, trying to find his voice. Breakfast in bed? I thought this only happened in the dramas Amy watches.

​Lucien set the tray down with a clinical grace, turning to leave immediately as if he were a waiter who had fulfilled a mundane request.

​"Ah... wait," Ken muttered, his voice raspy from sleep. He reached for the tray. "Thank you."

​Lucien offered a short, singular nod and walked out of the room, shutting the door with a soft click.

​Ken looked at the meal. It was perfectly laid out. Then, he noticed something else. Sitting neatly at the foot of the bed were the clothes he had been wearing the night he confronted Mikael. They had been washed, dried, and pressed with such care they looked brand new.

​The toast stopped midway to his mouth. Ken set it down and moved closer to the clothes. This level of intentionality... it was overwhelming. It was the kind of quiet care he hadn't experienced since before his mother's heart began to fail. It was the kind of thing he used to dream Mikael would do without being asked.

​A memory of Mikael's voice surfaced in his mind: "I hope you find someone better—someone you don't have to teach how to be a person."

​Ken pulled back, retreating to his breakfast. Lucien fits that role perfectly. He does everything before I even think of it. But... He took a bite of the toast, the crunch sounding loud in the quiet room. I'm not ready. I've lost enough of myself to one man. Not again. Not yet.

​He finished his meal and headed for the bathroom. He had promised to see Amy before the restaurant opens by 1:00 PM, and he wasn't going to break that promise. He showered quickly and wrapped a thick black towel—identical to the one Lucien had worn—around his waist.

​Dressing in his own clean clothes felt like putting on a suit of armor. He grabbed his phone and shot a text to Amy: I'm on my way.

​But as he reached for the door handle, a cold realization struck him. Wait... will he let me leave?

​He wasn't a prisoner, technically. But Lucien's care felt like a net—soft, expensive, and wide. He thought about sneaking out, then immediately dismissed it. That's ungrateful. And impossible. He probably knows my heart rate from across the house.

​"Just be direct," Ken whispered to his reflection. "Thank him, and leave. It's that simple."

​He descended the stairs. The penthouse was quiet, the white morning light reflecting off the black marble floors. Lucien was on the couch, wearing a complete black suit now, his silver-rimmed glasses back on his face. He was reading a leather-bound book, looking cold, unbothered, and permanent.

​Ken took a deep breath, his heart hammering against his ribs. He walked up to the couch and stood in Lucien's shadow.

​Lucien slowly lowered the book, his eyes meeting Ken's with an intensity that made the room feel smaller.

​Ken swallowed hard, his voice low but steady. "I'm leaving."

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