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Chapter 2 - What I Couldn't Keep

The Academy gates closed behind Owen at 3:20 PM.

Owen did not wait for the crowd to thin out. He cut through the side exit near the equipment shed the one that let out onto Varens district roads instead of the main plaza where students gathered in groups and talked about things that felt very far away from anything Owen needed. He adjusted the strap of his bag pulled the collar of his jacket up against the afternoon wind and walked.

Varen, one of the cities of Atheios moved around him the way it always did. Loud, layered,. Street vendors near the Academy perimeter sold food to students spilling out of the gate. Two B-rank Hunters in armor crossed the road ahead of him heading toward the eastern Gate monitoring district their class insignias catching the pale sun. A System notification floated at the edge of a girls vision as she passed. Something green and congratulatory a level milestone probably. And she gasped and grabbed her friends arm and they both squealed and Owen watched them for exactly one second before looking away.

He took the road down to the lower cemetery district.

It took forty minutes on foot. He did not mind. He had been walking this route since he was eleven years old. His legs knew it better than his mind did. Past the transit junction. Past the community hall that had been converted into a Players support office. Down the hill where the road narrowed and the buildings got quieter and shorter and the noise of the city gradually thinned to something bearable.

The cemetery sat at the edge of Varen's boundary bordered on one side by a low stone wall and on the other by a stretch of open ground that the city had never developed because the soil destabilized every time they tried. It was one of the maintained burial sites in the region expanded three times since the Collapse to accommodate the dead that kept accumulating. There was an iron gate at the entrance. It was never locked. Owen pushed it open. Walked in.

The graves here were modest. Stone markers, most of them. Some with flowers. Some without. The path between them was narrow. He knew every turn.

He stopped at a row of three near the wall set slightly apart from the others beneath a tree that had grown large enough over six years to cast genuine shade. Three markers. Clean stone. He kept them clean himself came every weeks with a cloth and water and spent ten minutes on each one.

He set his bag down at his feet. Kneeled down.

Dren Walker. Lena Walker. Sera Walker.

He did not say it loud. He never did. It just ran through him the way it always did when he stood here. Their names in that order like a list he was taking attendance from and always coming up short.

It was his birthday celebration.

The restaurant was called Elma's. It was the kind of place that existed in every city. Lighting, slightly sticky menus, food that was better than it looked and portions that were bigger than they needed to be. His mother, Lena had four year old Tom.

His father, Dren had arrived late from a Guild debrief. Come through the door still in his light armor laughing at himself pulling it off over his head and handing it to the coat rack attendant who very clearly had never been handed a piece of B-rank Player equipment before. He sat down. Immediately stole a piece of bread from Owen's plate.

Owen said "Dad!!" in a tone that made his father laugh. Lena said "Dren order your bread." Sera had been watching all of it with that expression she had.

Sera, his sister was seventeen and already A-ranked which should have been impossible and which she carried with the particular kind of quiet confidence that came from being genuinely exceptional without needing anyone to tell her. She was watching Owen the way she often did at family things. Slightly removed, a smile like she was filing everything away. She caught him looking. Raised an eyebrow.

"What?"

"Nothing " Owen said.

She then smirked.

Then halfway through dinner his parents had pulled out a small wrapped box. Owen had opened it. Found inside a compass. An old-fashioned physical one, no System integration, just a needle and a dial and a worn brass casing. Dren said, "This belongs to your grandfather, Owen."

Lena said, "Owen it always points toward what matters and your destiny."

Owen picked the compass from the box. Looked at it and in a split second it started to flicker and then suddenly stopped. He saw that it pointed towards outside the restaurant.

Then the sky outside the restaurant window had turned the wrong color.

It happened fast and slow at the time. A Gate. Not an one, not a monitored one, the kind that tore open without warning in a neighborhood that had no Gate defense infrastructure. Had split open two blocks from Elmas restaurant on his tenth birthday. The sound was a frequency that went through walls. Through glass. Through the body. People in the restaurant stood up before they understood why.

His parents were on their feet immediately. Not in panic. In the focused way of people whose bodies had been trained to respond. Dren had his armor on in seconds. Lena handed Tom to Owen. Left outside.

"Owen." His fathers hand on his shoulder. Heavy. Certain. Take Tom. "Just stay in the back of the building. Don't come out until one of us comes back for you."

Owen asked "What about Sera?"

"She stays with you." His mothers voice echoed in his ears. She was already outside the restaurant killing monsters by her force. "You will look after both Sera and Tom. Promise me."

"I promise," Owen said, tears were flowing from his eyes.

Dren left the restaurant to kill monsters.

Sera watched their parents go through the door. Then she had. Looked at Owen. The way she was looking was like she had made a decision. And then looked at four year Tom confused and holding Owens hand and then back at Owen.

"Stay here and don't move " she said. "Both of you."

"Sera!!?!!"

She walked towards the door.. Suddenly stopped and stepped back and looked at both Owen and Tom.

Owen saw her eyes were very clear.

She smirked again. Then walked towards the door.

"Sera." Owens voice came out wrong.. It was too small.

She paused with her hand on the door frame. Didn't turn around.

"You're going to be fine Owen. Take care of Tom until I come with mom and dad."

Then she went through the door and followed their parents into whatever was outside and Owen had stood in the back of Elma's restaurant holding Toms hand while the city outside made sounds that he still heard sometimes when the apartment was too quiet at night.

Owen and Tom both were waiting for them. None of them came back to them.. When they came they came directly in the cemetery as stones.

Owen, kneeling at the three graves did not wipe his face he cried for his family at eleven at twelve at thirteen. At sixteen he mostly just knelt down here. Felt the feeling of what was missing. A hollow that had been there so long it had become structural.

He straightened the stone border around his mothers marker that had shifted slightly since his last visit.

"Tom's doing well " he said quietly. "Just passed his System theory exam. Eighty-three percent." He paused. "He wants a cat. I told him the apartment doesn't allow pets. He looked at me like I'd said something in a language." He almost smiled. "He gets that from you Mom."

It was 11 and in 1 hour Owen would be sixteen. The last acceptable year for a System awakening. After tomorrow statistically speaking the window closed. Unawakened at sixteen wasn't impossible. It was the kind of thing that followed you. The kind of thing that made Guild assessors write candidate in boxes on forms and move on.

He had been waiting three years for the System to make a decision about him and the System had said nothing and in a hour the waiting would officially become something. Something without a name that was worse than waiting.

Then he looked at Seras grave.

"I couldn't keep it " he said. "I promised Mom that I would watch Tom and you. I.. I promised her that I'd protect you and Tom. I'm sorry."

And then Owen put his hand in his pants pocket and took that compass started looking at it and then closed his eyes. He said, "Dad I'm doing great I made a lot of friends year. They really care about me a lot you know. And this compass is the gift it's like my own lost fragment. Thank you Dad."

Then as he opened his eyes he saw the needle was again flickering and then stopped in front of him.

The air changed.

It was subtle. The kind of change that shouldn't register consciously. A drop in temperature a shift in the quality of silence the way the shadows, between the grave markers seemed to deepen by one degree more than the fading afternoon light accounted for. Owen ignored it. Stood up slowly while putting his compass in his pocket.

The cemetery was empty. It had been empty when Owen arrived and nothing had come through the gate behind him. He was certain of that.

Something was wrong with the air in the whole cemetery. This was different. Quieter. More deliberate. Like the absence of something that should be there than the presence of something that should not be there.

A sound reached Owen. Low, distorted, like a voice heard through water.

Then the first grave marker, in the row cracked straight down the middle without being touched.

Owen took one step back. He had nothing. His heart rate climbed in the way it did when his body knew something before his mind caught up.

For three seconds nothing happened.

Then it was gone.

Not fled. Not retreated. Simply. The cemetery was quiet again. Like a word erased from a sentence. The eastern corner was stone wall and old graves and the last of the afternoon light.

Owen stood in the silence for a moment.

His hand was shaking slightly. He looked at his hand. Made a fist. The shaking stopped.

He picked up his bag. Looked one time at the three graves.

"I will come back after tomorrow " Owen said quietly. "Whatever happens to the cemetery."

Then suddenly a red colour gate appeared, right at the back of the three graves.

Owen's fist released.

He saw some monsters coming out of the red colour gate.

Owen fell down on his knees. His muscles were frozen. He was scared of the monsters.

It was an outbreak.

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