[196 Witherspoon Street, Princeton — November 15, 2004, 5:30 PM]
The door stuck.
Isaac shouldered it, and the dead bolt gave with a sound like cracking knuckles. The apartment exhaled stale air — closed windows, radiator heat, the faint chemical smell of carpet cleaner that hadn't been used in weeks. He stepped inside and stood in the dark, listening.
Nothing. No roommate calling from another room. No cat winding around his ankles. No evidence that anyone had missed Isaac Burke or expected him home.
He found the light switch. The apartment opened up under a single overhead bulb — living room and kitchen in one L-shaped space, a hallway leading to what had to be a bedroom and bathroom. Bare walls. No art, no photographs, no posters. A couch that looked like it came with the lease. A coffee table with a ring stain and a medical journal left open to an article about autoimmune hepatitis.
Isaac closed the door behind him and locked it and didn't move for a full minute.
Then he searched the apartment the way someone searches a crime scene — systematically, starting from the left wall and working clockwise.
Kitchen: Two plates, two bowls, two sets of silverware. One of each had been used recently; the other set had dust on the edges. A box of Cheerios, half-empty. Milk in the fridge, three days from expiration. A frozen pizza. No beer, no liquor. The coffee maker held grounds that had gone gray with mold.
Isaac Burke either didn't drink or hadn't been home long enough to stock a kitchen properly.
Living room: Medical textbooks on a shelf — Harrison's Principles of Internal Medicine, Robbins Pathologic Basis of Disease, Goodman & Gilman's Pharmacological Basis of Therapeutics. Dog-eared, underlined, annotated in a handwriting Isaac didn't recognize but that his hand could apparently replicate. No fiction. No movies. No games. A small television with rabbit ears sat on a stand that also held a DVD player with no DVDs.
Bedroom: Full-size bed, sheets tucked with military precision. A nightstand with a digital alarm clock set for 5:45 AM and a hospital pager sitting in its charger. The closet held six white dress shirts, three pairs of khakis, two pairs of dark slacks, one interview suit still in dry-cleaning plastic. Sneakers, dress shoes, nothing else.
Bathroom: Razor, toothbrush, generic shampoo, bar soap. No prescription medications. No personal grooming beyond the functional minimum.
Desk: A laptop — chunky IBM ThinkPad, the kind that could stop a bullet. Isaac opened it, and the login screen asked for a password. He tried the obvious ones. Birthday: 0303. Nope. Burke: rejected. PPTH: rejected. He left it and moved on.
The desk drawer yielded gold: a manila folder with documents. Isaac spread them across the coffee table and read them one at a time, standing because the couch didn't feel like his yet.
Medical license — State of New Jersey, issued August 2004. Three months ago. Burke had been practicing for ninety days.
Residency completion letter — Internal medicine, Rutgers University Hospital. Completed June 2004.
Undergraduate transcript — Rutgers University, class of 2000. GPA: 3.7. Biology major, chemistry minor.
Medical school — Robert Wood Johnson Medical School, graduated 2003.
No gap years. No detours. Isaac Burke had been a straight-line man — high school to college to medical school to residency to fellowship, never stopping, never detouring, never doing anything interesting enough to leave a mark on the apartment walls.
The phone was the most revealing artifact. A Nokia 3310, scuffed and utilitarian. Isaac flipped it open and scrolled through the contacts. Fourteen entries. Twelve were hospital extensions or department numbers. One was a dentist. One was labeled "Mom" with a 609 area code.
He stared at that entry for a long time. Then he checked the call history. The last outgoing call to "Mom" was six weeks ago. Duration: three minutes. Before that, two months. Three minutes again.
No text messages. No saved voicemails. No photos — the phone didn't have a camera.
Isaac set the phone down and checked the email on the laptop. After twenty minutes of guessing passwords, he tried "harrison1" — the first textbook on the shelf. The desktop loaded.
The inbox held fifty-three unread emails, all from PPTH administrative addresses. Shift schedules. Compliance training reminders. A welcome packet from HR that had never been opened. No personal correspondence. No social emails. No evidence that Isaac Burke had a single human relationship outside the hospital.
The outgoing folder contained four messages, all to Cuddy's administrative office. Scheduling confirmations. Professional, clipped, no personality.
Isaac closed the laptop. The apartment settled into its silence. Radiator clicking. Traffic outside, distant and irrelevant.
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He was standing at the kitchen counter eating dry Cheerios from the box because the milk smelled questionable when the body did something he didn't expect.
His hands picked up a pen from the counter — a hospital pen, blue ink, PPTH logo — and started writing. Not his handwriting. Burke's handwriting, the same cramped script from the textbook margins. His fingers formed letters with the casual speed of long practice, scrawling across the back of an envelope: differential for acute intermittent porphyria — abdominal pain, neuropsych symptoms, tachycardia, hyponatremia—
Isaac stopped. Stared at the words. He hadn't chosen to write them. The knowledge had been there, sitting in the muscles and the motor neurons, and his hand had reached for it the way someone reaches for a light switch in a familiar room.
Muscle memory. The original Isaac Burke's training, encoded in the body, accessible even though his memories were gone.
Isaac put the pen down and held his hands in front of his face. He flexed the fingers, curled them, extended them. Then he reached for the stethoscope in his coat pocket and pressed the diaphragm against his own chest. His — Burke's — heart beat steady and strong. The hands adjusted the earpieces with automatic precision.
He spent the next hour testing what the body knew. Surgical knots: his fingers tied them without hesitation, five different types, each one clean. Blood pressure cuff: his hands positioned it and inflated it with the muscle memory of a thousand clinic visits. The ophthalmoscope he found in a bag by the door: steady hands, correct angle, automatic focus adjustment.
The body was a trained physician. Whatever Isaac Burke had lacked in personality or human connection, he'd compensated for in technical competence. The hands knew their work.
The brain was Isaac's. The memories, the personality, the knowledge of a television show about a fictional hospital that was now concrete and real — all his. But the hands belonged to a man who'd spent a decade learning medicine, and they remembered every lesson.
He could work with that.
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The pager on the nightstand buzzed at 9:47 PM. Isaac picked it up and read the display: DR. BURKE — 6:00 AM SHIFT — DIAGNOSTICS DEPT — DR. HOUSE.
Isaac sat on the edge of the bed — Burke's bed, his bed now — and read the message three more times.
Tomorrow he would walk into the Department of Diagnostic Medicine and meet Gregory House. The most brilliant, abrasive, paranoid diagnostician in television history. A man whose entire professional existence centered on catching lies and solving puzzles.
And Isaac was the biggest lie in Princeton-Plainsboro Teaching Hospital.
He set the pager down and pulled open the nightstand drawer, looking for anything — a journal, a letter, a note that might tell him what Burke's relationship with the team had been like. Empty. Just a spare battery for the pager and a pen light.
The apartment had given him everything it had. Identity documents. Medical credentials. Technical skills encoded in borrowed muscles. And the complete, total absence of a personal life. No friends who'd notice a personality shift. No family close enough to spot the difference. No girlfriend, no roommate, no poker buddy, no one.
Isaac Burke had been a ghost before Isaac ever arrived.
The Cheerios sat heavy in his stomach. He brushed his teeth with Burke's toothbrush — the intimacy of it, using a dead man's toiletries, made his skin crawl — and changed into the only sleepwear he could find: a Rutgers T-shirt and boxers.
He lay in the dark with his hands behind his head and listened to the building. Pipes knocking. Someone's television two floors down, muffled laugh track. A car alarm that lasted thirty seconds and stopped.
The alarm clock glowed 5:45. Six hours and eight minutes until it would scream and Isaac Burke — the new one, the transplanted one, the one who'd died on a Los Angeles freeway and woken up in a New Jersey hospital — would have to stand in a room with three doctors and a genius and pretend he belonged there.
He turned onto his side. The pillow smelled like someone else's shampoo.
Sleep came eventually, and it was dreamless, and the mercy of that was the only kindness the universe had offered him all day.
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