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The rain is falling, and I'm running into the sea while the water touches my feet cold, yet comforting. I turn back and see my dog. He's not a husky, but he resembles one a little, and his black-and-white fur stands out clearly in the rain. He suddenly jumps on me, knocking me to the ground, and starts licking my face nonstop, while the waves slowly pass around me as if they're part of this moment.
I'm wearing a white long-sleeved shirt, slightly puffed, decorated with a wavy trim and a small ribbon at the neck. My skirt is dark and adorned with stars, and a black belt defines my waist. My socks don't match; one is long and decorated with stars, and the other is light-colored with a small ribbon. As for my black shoes, they're decorated with tiny bows ✦
Do you know why everything is decorated with stars? Because it never happened. Just a dream… actually, it didn't even appear in my dreams.
A silly dream, isn't it? It was foolish of me to think I could go to the beach. I can't even leave my room so how could I think about the sea?
Stuck in my room… I see the dark circles under my eyes in the mirror every day. The smell of cigarettes fills the place, even though I don't smoke.
I can barely remember my name. Have I finally gone crazy?
Hmm… I don't know.
Amid all this tension, madness, hatred, family problems… and addiction, I'm still clinging to something as trivial as this.
What about you? Were you finally able to break free from that iron chain? You're bound, my dear… so how do you still think there's hope, even though it has already gone out?
You're like me… when I used to be at the top of my class. I fought every day to keep my place.
And I still do. Not because I have a career dream or a big goal… but because I don't want to be beaten and humiliated again.
Oh, right… the dream you saw at the beginning of this page will never come true. Because their fate… is only death.
And me too… maybe.
Do you want to know how that poor dog ended up living in a hell worse than mine? Hmm… I'll tell you.