"Joonghyuk-ah you can leave me here."
I said to the person who was was carrying me on his back
"Don't talk nonsense."He replied
"You will die if you run like this."
"If I leave you here, you will definitely die."
"I won't die"
"Stop talking ,the stories are leaking."
"Why are you saving me."
"...."
"I am not Cheon Inho."
"I know."
"What?..... You knew?."
"I know that you are not Cheon Inho, maybe your name is Kim Dokja"
I wanted to say that you don't know anything about me, you don't even know my name , the world I came from . I even don't know who am I? Why am I here? Am I Kim Doka or Cheon Inho or maybe neither of them or maybe both, but still choose to say the word that even I am not confirm about it.
"You know what, I am not even Kim Dokja."
"....."
"I am not the Kim Dokja that this world needs but just a fragment of him.Maybe I wanted to become the Kim Dokja the most but I am far away from it than anyone else ."
I just kept rambling, I know this guy don't know who Kim Dokja is but still continued.
" These people want me to become Kim Dokja but they don't know that even I don't know who even am I."
After saying this there was an awkward silence between us but breaking the silence joonghyuk spoke .
" Even if you are not Kim Dokja you are still these people Kim Dokja , they believe in you more than anyone else."
"..."
" ..."
"From when you started to talk this much."
"..."
" I am saying this again , these people(constellations) are all behind me if you leave me here you can survive easily. I promise you I won't die."
"Such a bold declaration of you who is being carried by me."
"..."
" I am not going to leave you , so stop talking"
"You won't get anything from this"
"No, I have things that I will get from you."
"And what are those"
" I will tell when the right time will come , so stop thinking about dying ."
"You are really stubborn."
"So you are."
We kept silent for few seconds but then I decided to say something.
" I am lee hakyun"
"What?"
"Well this is the name given to me. I don't know even if it's worth calling now but that's it."
"Lee hakyun."
He muttered , hearing my name from his mouth made my heart race, I don't know why is this happening maybe because it's the first time I heard my name from his mouth or someone said this after a long time.
"Mmmmm" I said while burying my face in his back .My vision became more dizzy. Maybe I am going to faint again.
{Time skip}
When the dust of Outer god was coming to engulf us Yoo joonghyuk embraced my incarnation body tightly in his arms . My voice stuttered in his embrace.
"I-Idiot just leave me already"
"Don't start again"
"Please , they are after me not you"
"Will you just shut up for one minute"
"Please"
Words came from my mouth and few drops of wet liquid came from my eyes.
" You know this too, right? I won't going to leave you even how much you whine"
He said those words as extends his hand towards my face and wiped the drops of liquid coming from my eyes with his thumb.
My vision drizzled again and I buried my face into his chest.
Sounds of the racing heartbeat came to my ears like music .
This heartbeats proving that the person who is there with me is not just in my novel but in real .
Is this what Kim Dokja felt ? When he was with joonghyuk and realising it that is no more fiction but reality .
Joonghyuk-ah I made a promise with you , I won't give up on that promise . You won't give up on life and I will write the story for you.
"Joonghyk-ah I love you"
I mumbled the words that come from my mouth without realising it .
Not knowing why I said this . He will also be not able to hear me .
Few words came from joonghyuk mouth but didn't reached my ears .
Vision infront of me also became black and the only thing which reached my ears were his heartbeat .
His heartbeat which was more intense then before.