My mistake
Ab main 10th mein thi tab mujhse bahut badi galti hui thi main Aaj bhi vah galti sochati Hun to Meri ruh ka jaati Hai main use galti ke chalte marte marte jaati Ho vah galti Meri Life ki Sabse Badi galti thi maine bahut bahut badi galti ki thi,
To Main jab 10th mein Thi tab bahut hoshiyar Thi mujhe sab log bahut pasand karte The aur Main sabke najron mein bahut sanskari thi teachers mujhe bahut pasand karte The main sab ki favourite student Thi lekin mujhse ek bahut badi galti Hui Maine 10th mein ek ladke ko new admission karte dekha main use dekh Teri mujhe pyar Ho Gaya lekin mujhe kya pata tha ki yahi pyar Mera jaan bhi le sakta hai mujhe aane Wale khatre ka koi Andaaz nahin tha main jab uska pahla din tha maine uski taraf dekh Kar muskuraya to vah bhi Meri taraf dekh Kar muskuraya maine kam karana pyar samajh liya aur uske side mein jakar baith gai dheere dheere baatein hone lagi aur ham ek pyar karne Lage main use bahut pyar karti thi lekin mujhe kya pata tha ki vah Aisa Dhokha dega aur mujhse pyar karne ka natak Karega FIR ek din maine usko propose Kiya to usne kaha kah diya tab Ham relation yahi Meri Life ki Sabse Badi galti thi to aise hi Ham roj baat karte the kabhi chat kabhi class nahin bahut baten hoti Thi ek din usne kaha ki mujhe aapki chahie to maine socha aap hi Diya aur hamari kis Ko chuki thi tab usne kuchh nahin lekin kuchh Dinon bad itne FIR ek mang Rakhi ki mujhe ab is bar sex karna hai maine bahut socha aur maine kaha theek hai Ham ek vaise bhi shaadi karne Wale the to yah aam baat hai isliye maine uske sath vah Kiya aur humne vaise hi do bar Kiya fir usne mujhse aur baat kiske liye FIR kuchh Dinon bad usne mujhe Bulaya aur kahane Laga chalo breakup karte hain tab Maine mere pairon tale se jameen khisak Gai Ho aisa laga ki pahad tut gaya hai maine usse kaha shaadi ho chuka hai aab Tum mujhse breakup kaise kar sakte ho to ismein kaha mujhe tumse pyar Hai kuchh nahin re Main to sirf tumhara istemal kar raha tha sab Meri halat bahut buri ho chuki thi FIR thi tab maine bahut request ki thi lekin usne nahin Mana aur pet Bhar liya to maine bhi accept kar liya rote rote aur breakup ke kuchh samay bad matlab literally 4 ya 5 month ke bad Jo baat mujhe pata Chali vah khulkar mere hosh ud Gaye mujhe bahut regret hone Laga aur bahut pachtava hone Laga,
Mujhe chakkar mein aane Lage aur vomiting bhi hone lagi tab main chakkar khakar gir Gai aur dobara hosh mein aane ke bad mere per Dard hone Laga to main hospital Chali Gai aur hospital mein job doctor mujhse bola bahut jordar mere hosh ud Gaye doctor bola aap 5 month pregnant hai tabiyat sunkar Meri hosh ud Gaye aur main bahut pachtane lagi tenth mein yah sab mere mama ka bhi hosh ud Gaya aur ghar mein sabko pata chal gaya dhire dhire school mein bhi pata Chala Mera pet ublne Laga sab mujhe galiyan aur gandi ladki kahane Lage our depression mein jaane lagi to sab log sochte the main bhi khud Ko padati thi ki maine kyon relationship Rakha aur doctor ne bhi kaha tha abortion nahin ho sakta tha isliye main bahut pareshan Ho Gai aapke call mein bahut bacche ko apnana pada mere 10th ki life story ho chuki thi main test dene bhi nahin Gai Thi 10th mein Main fail ho chuki thi Meri Life ki Sabse Badi galti Thi Maine depression ke chalte Apne hath ki nas Kat Li thi usse bahut blood nikala aur mujhe pata nahin kiya Main marte marte baj gayi aur kuch month ke baad 9 month mein mere bacche ki delivery ke waqt kuchh critical problem aane ki vajah se mera baccha bhi nahin Bach Paya aur Main bahut galti ke liye regret karne lagi main bahut roi Main do bar apni Jaan Lene ki koshish bhi ki lekin Main Na kamyab Hui yah Meri Sabse Badi galti Hai Life ki