After staying a night at their house, the next day, we left the farm. On the way home, I was quiet and didn't talk to anyone.
My mom and dad were confused about my behavior. They didn't understand what was going on.
"Son, are you okay?" my dad asked.
"Yeah, I'm fine," I replied, staring out the window.
"What's wrong?" my mom asked.
"Nothing, I'm just tired."
They dropped me off at my apartment. As soon as I got inside, I collapsed on the couch, still trying to process what had happened.
Did I sleep with a married woman who has kids?
It didn't seem possible. And yet, there was no denying it.
I buried my face in my hands, feeling like the worst person in the world. How could I have done something so terrible?
The next day, I couldn't get her out of my mind. I needed to talk to her. So, I decided to call her.
"Hello?" her voice was like honey, sweet and smooth.
"Lisa, it's me, Matt."
"Oh, hi, Matt! It's so nice to hear from you. How are you?"
"I'm okay," I said, pausing for a moment. "Listen, I need to talk to you."
"Okay, what's up?"
"Not on the phone. Can I come over?"
"Sure, I'm at home right now. Come on over."
"I'll be there soon."
I hung up the phone and immediately got in my car. I had to talk to her, to find out the truth.
On the way, my mind was racing. What if she didn't know that we were related? What if she had no idea?
Or, worse, what if she did know and didn't care?
I had no idea what I was going to do, but I knew I had to confront her.
When I arrived at her house, I took a deep breath and rang the doorbell. A few moments later, the door opened and there she was, standing before me.
She was just as beautiful as I remembered. Her long black hair framed her face perfectly, and her big brown eyes sparkled with life.
"Hi, Matt! It's so good to see you," she said, smiling at me.
"Lisa, we need to talk," I said, unable to return her smile.
"Of course, come on in," she said, stepping aside and letting me into the house.
We sat down on the couch and she looked at me expectantly.
"So, what's up?"
"Do you have any idea who I am?"
"What do you mean? You're Matt, the guy I met at the park a few days ago."
"No, I mean, do you know who my family is?"
She paused for a moment, thinking.
"Not really. I mean, I know you're from the city, but that's about it."
I took a deep breath and prepared myself for what I was about to say.
"Lisa, I'm your cousin."
She looked at me, confused.
"What do you mean?"
"I'm your cousin. Your mother and my mother are sisters. We're related."
"Oh my god, are you serious?"
"Yes, and I think you knew that. I think you knew all along."
She looked away, her face turning red.
"I'm sorry, I didn't know. I swear, I didn't know."
"But why did you do it? Why did you have sex with me, when you are married?"
She sighed and shook her head.
"It's complicated."
"Try me."
"I'm not happy, Matt. I haven't been happy for a long time."
"So, you're cheating on your husband?"
"Yes. And I feel terrible about it. But I can't help it. He's not the man I thought he was. He's not the man I married."
"How can you do that to him? To your kids?"
"I don't know. I just...I need to feel something. Something other than sadness and loneliness."
"But you have a family. You have a husband and kids who love you."
"I know. And I love them. But it's not enough. There's a part of me that needs more. And I'm sorry, but you're the only person who's been able to make me feel alive in a long time."
I sat there, shocked and disgusted.
"So, what, you were using me?"
"No! Not at all. I really like you, Matt. I think you're an amazing guy."
"I don't know what to say. This is too much. I can't handle this."
"I'm sorry. I never meant to hurt you."
"I have to go."
I stood up and headed for the door. She called after me, but I didn't turn back.
My heart was shattered. Not only did I feel guilty for sleeping with a married woman, but I also found out she was my cousin.
But before I could grab the door knob, someone grabbed my shoulder. It was Lisa.
"Please, don't go. Let's talk about this."
I turned around and looked into her eyes. They were filled with tears.
"I'm sorry, Matt. I never meant to hurt you."
"I know, but it's just...too much. I can't do this."
She hugged me tightly.
"Please, give me another chance. I'll make it up to you. I promise."
Her body was warm and soft against mine. I could smell her perfume.
"Lisa, I..."
"Shhh," she whispered. "Just relax."
Her hands roamed over my back, her touch sending shivers down my spine.
"Let's go to the bedroom," she whispered in my ear.
"But, what about your husband? Your kids?"
"They're not here. It's just us."
She took my hand and led me to the bedroom.
The bedroom was dark, the only light coming from the moon outside. Lisa closed the door and pulled me close to her.
"Lisa, I don't think we should be doing this."
"Shhh," she said, placing her finger on my lips.
She began unbuttoning my shirt, her fingers moving slowly and sensually.
"I want you, Matt. And I know you want me too."
She pulled my shirt off and tossed it aside.
"But...we're cousins. It's not right. Moreover you are married."
She smiled and shook her head.
"I don't care. All I know is that I need you. I need to feel your skin against mine."
She placed her hands on my chest, her fingers tracing my muscles.
"I need to taste your lips."
She leaned in and kissed me softly.
"I need to feel your cock inside of me."
Her hand moved down to my crotch, rubbing my hardness through my pants.
"But Lisa, we can't."
"Yes, we can," she whispered. "We can do whatever we want."
She unzipped my pants and slid them down, revealing my rock-hard erection.
"Oh my," she said, licking her lips.
She dropped to her knees and wrapped her fingers around my shaft.
"Lisa, wait. We need to talk about this."
She looked up at me and smiled.
"There's nothing to talk about. We're adults. We can do whatever we want."
With that, she took my cock into her mouth, sucking and licking me with a passion.
"Oh fuck," I groaned, unable to resist her.
She was too much for me. I was powerless against her charms.
She worked my cock with her mouth and hands, bringing me closer and closer to orgasm.
"Lisa, I can't take it anymore," I moaned.
She stood up and smiled at me.
"Good. Then fuck me."
She unbuttoned her jeans and slid them down, revealing her perfect, naked body.
"Come here," she said, pulling me close.
She kissed me, her tongue exploring my mouth.
"Fuck me," she whispered. "I need you."
I couldn't resist her any longer. I had to have her.
I laid her down on the bed and spread her legs wide. Her pussy was wet and ready for me.
"Oh god, please," she begged. "Fuck me. I need it so bad."
I positioned my cock at her entrance and slowly slid inside of her.
"Yes," she moaned, throwing her head back. "That's it. Give it to me."
I began thrusting into her, harder and faster.
"Fuck, you're so tight," I groaned.
"You feel so good," she said, wrapping her legs around my waist. "This is what I want."
"Me too," I admitted.
"Then take me. Take what you want. I'm yours."
I grabbed her hips and pounded her with a fury.
"Yes! Yes!" she screamed. "That's it! Don't stop!"
But then I stopped.
"What are you doing?" she asked.
"This is wrong."
"What is wrong?"
"This shouldn't be like this." I said.
"And how should it be?"
"Like this."
I grabbed her and flipped her over, getting her on all fours. Then, with a deep groan, I thrust inside of her.
"Oh fuck yes," she moaned.
I began thrusting into her, grabbing her hair and pulling her head back.
"Is this what you want?" I growled. "Is this what you need?"
"Yes! Yes!" she screamed. "Give it to me!"
I pounded her hard and fast, my hips slapping against her ass.
"Tell me who you belong to," I commanded.
"You," she cried. "I'm yours. Only yours."
"That's right," I said, pulling her hair and fucking her even harder.
"I'm going to cum," she moaned.
"Cum for me," I ordered. "Cum on my cock."
She screamed and came, her pussy convulsing around my shaft.
"Now you," she panted. "Cum for me."
I thrust into her a few more times before exploding inside of her, filling her with my seed.
We collapsed onto the bed, our bodies covered in sweat.
Again, I did it with my cousin.
But this time, I was in control. I was the one calling the shots.
I felt bad about cheating on my cousin's husband, but it was hard not to. She was so beautiful and sexy, and the way she begged me to fuck her was irresistible.
The next morning, we woke up together, our bodies entwined.
"Last night was amazing," she said, kissing me softly.
"It was," I replied, running my hand down her naked body.
"My husband will be back in two hours." she said, looking into my eyes.
"Then we better make the most of the time we have left," I said, rolling on top of her and kissing her deeply.
As I made love to my cousin again, I couldn't help but wonder what the future would hold for us.
Would we be able to continue our affair, or would we have to give each other up?
Only time would tell. But one thing was for sure, the sex between us was hotter than anything I'd ever experienced before.
In the end, I decided to stop the affair with my cousin. Not only did I feel guilty about cheating on her husband, but also I was afraid that if we got caught, our entire family would be ruined.
It was a tough decision to make, but I knew it was the right one.
As for my cousin, she was devastated, but she understood my decision.
"I'm sorry," she said, tears in her eyes. "I shouldn't have put you in this position."
"It's not your fault," I assured her. "You're a beautiful woman, and any man would be lucky to have you."
"But I just can't get you out of my mind," she confessed.
"I know," I said, hugging her tightly. "But we have to try. For both our sakes."
It was the hardest thing I'd ever had to do, but it was for the best.
And despite the pain, I knew that we'd both move on and find happiness with other people.
[The End.]