Light woke him.
Not the harsh fluorescent glare of his hostel room, but something softer. Sunlight filtering through curtains he did not recognize, falling across a ceiling he had never seen before.
Daehyun blinked.
Wooden beams. Dark aged wood. The same ceiling from last night. Or was it two nights ago? He had lost track somewhere between the lightning and the pain and the memories that were not his.
He lay still for a long moment, letting his body wake up slowly. The pain had faded to a dull ache. His ribs still hurt when he breathed too deep. His face felt tight, like the swelling had gone down but left something tender underneath.
He turned his head.
The room was small. Smaller than he expected for a noble's son, even a forgotten one. A bed. A wooden desk with a single chair. A wardrobe that looked older than he was. One window, curtains half drawn, revealing a slice of blue sky.
No posters. No personal items. No sign that anyone actually lived here.
The status screen hovered at the edge of his vision, faint blue and translucent. He focused on it.
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[Name]: Leon Ardent
[Mana Core Rank]: E
[Attributes]
Strength: E
Agility: E
Endurance: E
Intelligence: A
Charm: B
Mana: E
[Skills]
Cognitive Acceleration
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Still there. Still real. Or as real as anything was in this nightmare.
He waved his hand through it. His fingers passed through the light like smoke. The screen flickered once and stabilized.
"Great," he muttered. "Stuck with a video game interface I cannot even touch."
His voice still sounded wrong. Deeper. Rougher. Not his.
He pushed himself up slowly, testing each movement. His arms held. His back held. His head throbbed but did not explode. Progress.
His eyes landed on the bedside table.
The gift was still there. Small package wrapped in delicate paper, sitting exactly where Sarah had placed it last night. He had been too overwhelmed to open it then. Too confused. Too scared.
Now, in the daylight, it looked almost ordinary. Just a box. Just paper. Just something a girl had left for a boy who ignored her.
Daehyun reached for it. Stopped. Pulled his hand back.
Not yet. He needed to understand where he was first. Who he was. What rules governed this world before he started touching things that belonged to someone else's life.
The door creaked.
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Sarah entered with a tray. Same brown hair pulled back. Same simple dress. Same worried eyes that softened when they landed on him.
"You are awake," she said. "Good. Better than yesterday."
She crossed the room and set the tray on the small desk. Bread. Soup. A cup of something that steamed gently. More food than he had seen in one place since... well, since ever.
"Eat," she said. "You need strength."
Daehyun stared at the food. "Is this all for me?"
Sarah paused. Looked at him strangely. "Of course, young master. Who else would it be for?"
Right. Noble. Servants. Different world.
He swung his legs over the side of the bed and stood slowly. His body felt lighter than he expected. Taller. The floor was cold against his bare feet.
He made it to the desk and sat. The chair was hard but solid. He picked up the bread. It was still warm.
Sarah watched him.
He took a bite. It tasted like nothing he had ever eaten. Fresh. Real. Not processed or packaged or three days old from a convenience store. Just bread, but perfect bread.
He almost cried.
"How long was I asleep?" he asked between bites.
"Two days." Sarah moved to straighten his blankets. "You woke briefly the first night, but you were confused. Feverish. I thought..." She stopped.
"You thought what?"
She did not answer.
Daehyun kept eating. The soup was good too. Rich and warm and exactly what his body needed.
"Where is everyone?" he asked carefully. "My father? Marcus?"
Sarah's hands stilled on the blanket. "Your father is in his study. He has not... he has not asked about you." She said it quietly, like the words hurt to speak. "Lord Marcus returned to the academy yesterday. Fourth year classes resume soon."
Relief flooded through him. Marcus gone. Good. One less threat while he figured out how to survive.
"And the servants?"
"They keep to their duties." Sarah resumed straightening. "No one bothers this wing."
This wing. So he really was isolated. Pushed to the edge of the estate where no one had to see him.
He finished the soup. Set the bowl down. Looked at Sarah.
"Can I ask you something?"
She turned. Waited.
"The day of my birthday. Marcus. What exactly happened?"
Sarah's expression flickered. Confusion again. That same look from last night when she said his eyes were different.
"You do not remember?"
"Head injury." He touched his temple. "Everything is fuzzy. The fall, the humiliation, all of it. Pieces are missing."
A long pause. Sarah studied him with an intensity that made his skin prickle.
Then she nodded slowly. "I see."
She walked to the window. Drew the curtain fully open. Sunlight flooded the small room, revealing dust motes floating in the air.
"You were called to the main hall," she said quietly. "Your brother insisted. Something about a birthday announcement in front of the household staff and visiting merchants."
Daehyun listened. Let her talk.
"When you arrived, he smiled at you. That smile he does. The one that looks friendly but is not." Her voice hardened slightly. "Then he announced that you would be training with the junior guards starting next week. A great honor, he said. A chance to prove yourself."
"I do not understand. That sounds..."
"Generous?" Sarah turned from the window. "The junior guards are not trained. They are used. Manual labor disguised as discipline. Lord Marcus knew you would fail. He wanted everyone to watch you fail."
Daehyun's jaw tightened. "What happened next?"
"You refused. Quietly. You said you would rather focus on your studies for the academy entrance exam." Sarah's eyes were distant, like she was watching the memory play out. "Lord Marcus laughed. He said you had no chance at the academy. That you had no talent, no skill, no future. He said..."
She stopped.
"He said what?"
Sarah met his eyes. "He said you were worthless. Just like your mother."
The words hit harder than they should have. They were not his memories. Not his mother. But something in Leon's body reacted anyway. A flash of heat. A clench in his chest.
"And then?"
"And then you ran." Sarah's voice softened. "You ran here. You locked the door. I heard you crying for hours." She paused. "When I finally came in, you were asleep. Feverish. Broken."
Silence filled the room.
Daehyun looked down at his hands. Leon's hands. Paler than his own. Longer fingers. Clean nails.
He thought about Marcus laughing. About a father who did not check on his son. About a boy who cried alone in his room while everyone pretended he did not exist.
He thought about Seoul. About Minjae and his quadratic equations. About Ajumma Kim and her dish towel. About the hostel matron who left rice on his desk when she thought he was not looking.
They were not here.
But he was.
"I see," he said quietly. "Thank you for telling me."
Sarah watched him for a long moment. Then she moved toward the door.
"Rest, young master. I will return with dinner."
She paused with her hand on the handle.
"Young master?"
"Yes?"
"The gift on your table. From Miss Leah." She did not turn around. "She will visit tomorrow. She always does the day after your birthday. You should open it before she arrives."
She left.
Daehyun looked at the small wrapped package.
Still there. Still waiting.
He reached for it.
The paper crinkled beneath his fingers. Delicate. Expensive. The kind of wrapping that cost more than a meal in his old life.
Daehyun turned the package over in his hands. It was small, maybe the size of his palm, light enough that he could barely feel its weight. He thought about the girl who left it. Leah Valentine. White hair, red eyes, villainess of Blood and Steel. The novel had painted her as cold, prideful, dangerous. An obstacle for Elijah to overcome.
But Sarah said she came every year. Every birthday. Left gifts for a boy who ignored her.
He pulled the paper loose.
Inside was a small box, dark wood polished smooth. He lifted the lid.
A hairpin.
Silver, simple, elegant. A thin band curved into an arch, with a single small stone set at its peak. Not flashy. Not something that screamed for attention. Just beautiful in a quiet way.
He lifted it from the box. The metal was cool against his fingers. Light. Well made.
Something folded at the bottom of the box. Paper. He pulled it out.
The handwriting was elegant but slightly messy, like the writer had rushed or maybe did not care enough to make it perfect. He unfolded it and read.
"Happy birthday.
I know you will not wear this. I know you will hide it in a drawer and pretend I did not give it. But I saw it in the shop and thought of you. The old you. The one before you started pushing everyone away.
— L"
Daehyun read it once.
Then again.
Then a third time.
The villainess. The cold, prideful, dangerous villainess of Blood and Steel wrote this. To Leon. To a boy who ignored her year after year, who pushed her away, who ran from everyone who tried to care.
She remembered flowers. A scraped knee. A compliment about her eyes.
She had been watching him drift away for years and she still came back.
He looked at the hairpin. Silver and small and perfect. Something she saw in a shop and thought of him. Not something flashy to show off, but something quiet. Something for him.
"She loved him," Daehyun whispered.
The words hung in the empty room.
The original Leon. The real Leon. The boy who cried alone in his room while his brother mocked him and his father ignored him. He had someone. Someone who saw him. Someone who remembered who he used to be.
And he pushed her away.
Why? Fear? Shame? Marcus's influence? The novel never explained. Leon was just an extra, a footnote, a loser who existed to lose.
But Leah remembered. Leah kept coming back.
Daehyun set the note down carefully. Picked up the hairpin again. Turned it in the light.
He thought about Minjae. About how his friend complained about his parents while Daehyun silently wished he had parents to complain about. About Ajumma Kim who threw things but always smiled. About the hostel matron who left rice on his desk.
They were not here.
But Leah was.
She was coming tomorrow. Sarah said so. She always came the day after his birthday.
He placed the hairpin back in its box. Closed the lid. Set it on the bedside table where he could see it.
Not hidden in a drawer. Not ignored.
Tomorrow, when she came, he would be different.
He did not know Leah. He did not know what kind of person she really was beneath the novel's description. But he knew she deserved better than what the story gave her. Better than a boy who pushed her away. Better than becoming a villain because the one person she loved was destroyed.
He owed her that much.
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The afternoon passed slowly.
Daehyun explored his room. There was not much to find. Clothes in the wardrobe, all plain, all practical, none of the finery a noble's son should have. A few old books on the desk, their spines cracked from reading. A small mirror hanging on the wall.
He looked at himself for the first time.
Golden hair. Blue eyes. A face that was handsome underneath the remaining bruises. Younger than he expected. Softer.
Leon Ardent.
He looked like someone who could have been loved.
Daehyun stared at the reflection for a long time. Tried to see himself in it. Could not.
He turned away.
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Sarah returned at dusk with dinner. More bread. More soup. A small piece of meat this time, which she watched him eat with quiet satisfaction.
He asked more questions. Careful ones. About the estate. About the servants. About the academy entrance exam.
She answered. Leon had studied for it, she said. On his own. With books he borrowed from the estate library when no one was watching. He wanted to pass. He wanted to escape.
"He never told anyone," Sarah said. "He was afraid Marcus would find out and stop him."
Daehyun filed that away. Leon wanted out. He wanted to go to the academy. He wanted a life beyond these walls.
"I will take the exam," Daehyun said.
Sarah looked at him. Surprise flickered across her face. Then something else. Hope? Doubt?
"Young master, the exam is difficult. And without proper training..."
"I know." He met her eyes. "But I have to try. Staying here is not an option."
She was quiet for a moment. Then she nodded slowly.
"Then I will help however I can."
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Night fell.
Daehyun lay in bed, staring at the ceiling. The status screen still hovered at the edge of his vision, faint blue and patient. Cognitive Acceleration. He still did not know what it did. The description was vague. Temporarily increases cognitive processing speed. Side effects: headaches and fatigue.
He would figure it out later.
For now, he had a plan.
Survive. Train. Take the exam. Get into the academy. Find his place in this world.
And tomorrow, meet Leah.
He looked at the box on his bedside table. Thought about the girl who wrote that note. About the boy who picked flowers for her in a garden that probably did not exist anymore.
"Sorry I am not him," he whispered into the darkness.
No one answered.
He closed his eyes.
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