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Chapter 7 - NOTICED

Lily's POV

People are staring.

Lily doesn't realize it at first. On her third day on the executive floor, she's too focused on the Brookfield analysis to notice the shift. But by Friday, it's impossible to ignore.

She walks to the bathroom and conversations stop. Just like that. Mid-sentence. Mid-laugh. People go silent and watch her pass.

An employee in the elevator makes a comment about fast climbers. Lily pretends not to hear but her face burns anyway. She knows what he means. That she climbed too fast. That she took shortcuts. That she used something other than her brain to get ahead.

No one says it directly. Not to her face. But the implication hangs in the air like smoke.

Lily keeps her head down and works harder. She arrives early. Stays late. Produces analysis that Gabriel says is excellent. She tells herself the whispers don't matter. She tells herself she's doing her job and that's all that counts.

But the whispers get louder.

Jessica corners her during lunch in the break room.

"So what's the deal?" Jessica asks. She's from Lily's original intern class. They used to eat lunch together before the transfer. Now Jessica looks at her like they're enemies.

"Deal with what?" Lily tries to keep her voice neutral.

"You and Gabriel Stone." Jessica leans against the refrigerator. "You're sleeping with him, right?"

Lily chokes on her sandwich. Literally chokes. She coughs and sputters while Jessica watches with cruel amusement.

"What?" Lily manages. "No. Absolutely not."

"Then why does he keep you late every night? Why does he stare at you like you're the only person in the room?" Jessica's voice is getting louder. Other interns are definitely listening now. "Why did he transfer you within twenty-four hours?"

"Because I found an error in a file," Lily whispers.

"Sure. That's totally why." Jessica rolls her eyes. "Everyone knows Gabriel Stone doesn't have relationships. But he has preferences. And apparently you're his preference right now."

Lily feels sick.

She knows she should defend herself. Should explain that nothing inappropriate is happening. But the truth is she can't explain Gabriel's behavior because she doesn't understand it herself.

Why did he transfer her?

Why does he keep her late?

Why does he order her dinner and ask about her life like he cares?

Lily's been telling herself it's mentorship. That Gabriel sees potential in her. That this is professional and appropriate.

But Jessica's words crack open something Lily's been avoiding.

Gabriel does stare.

She's noticed it. Of course she's noticed it. The way his steel-blue eyes track her when she's speaking. The way he finds her face in a room full of people. The way he looks at her like she's the answer to a question he's been asking his entire life.

She thought it meant respect.

Now she's wondering if it means something darker.

Something more.

Lily leaves the break room without responding to Jessica. She goes back to her office and tries to focus on work but her concentration is shattered.

Every time Gabriel appears in her doorway, she feels it. His gaze. His attention. The weight of his need pressing against her like a physical thing.

She's terrified of it.

She's also terrified of losing it.

That thought makes her stomach twist.

By afternoon, Lily makes a decision. She's going to be more careful. More professional. More distant. She needs to establish boundaries before this thing between them becomes something neither of them can control.

She stops making eye contact when Gabriel talks to her.

She keeps her answers short and work-related.

She doesn't smile at his jokes.

She makes sure there's always physical distance between them.

Gabriel doesn't comment on it. At least not immediately. But she can feel his attention sharpening. Can feel him noticing that something shifted.

Around 4 PM, his office door opens.

"Lily," Gabriel says. Just her name. No title. Just Lily.

Her heart rate spikes.

"Yes?" She keeps her eyes on her screen.

"My office. Now."

Lily follows him, every nerve in her body screaming. She's made a mistake. She's pushed too hard. She's made him angry. He's going to fire her or worse or—

Gabriel closes the door behind her.

"Sit," he says, and Lily sits in the chair across from his desk because she's too scared to refuse.

Gabriel doesn't sit. He stays standing, looking down at her with an expression she can't read.

"Why are you avoiding eye contact?" he asks quietly.

Lily's mouth goes dry. "I'm not."

"You are." Gabriel moves closer. Not threateningly. Just close enough that she has to tilt her head back to look at him. "For the last eight hours, you've been staring at your desk whenever I'm in the room. You're keeping your distance. You're making yourself small again."

Lily's throat tightens. "I don't know what you mean."

"Yes, you do." Gabriel pulls up a chair and sits beside her instead of across from her. "Something changed this afternoon. Someone said something. Or you realized something. And now you're scared."

"I'm not scared," Lily whispers, which is an obvious lie because her hands are shaking.

Gabriel reaches out slowly. He gives her time to pull away. But Lily is frozen as his hand touches her chin. Gently. Carefully. Like she's something fragile that might break.

He tilts her face up so she has to meet his eyes.

"What are you scared of?" he asks.

Lily can feel tears forming. She blinks them back because crying is weakness and weakness is dangerous in foster care and old habits die hard.

"People are saying things," she whispers. "About us. About why you transferred me. They think we're..."

She can't finish the sentence.

Gabriel's jaw clenches. "What do they think?"

"That I'm sleeping with you. That I'm using you to get ahead. That everything I've done here is because you want me close for... for reasons that aren't professional."

Gabriel pulls his hand back like her words burned him.

"And what do you think?" he asks.

Lily looks at him. Really looks at him. At the damaged, broken, terrifyingly intense man who brought her Chinese food and asked about her life. Who transferred her within hours of meeting her. Who hasn't let her leave the executive floor without checking on her safety.

"I think they might be right," Lily says quietly.

Gabriel goes very still.

"Not about me using you," Lily continues. "But about why you did it. You're not keeping me close because of work. You're keeping me close because you need me to."

The silence that follows is deafening.

Gabriel stands and walks to the window. He stares at the city like it's the only thing keeping him grounded.

"Do you want me to transfer you back?" he asks without turning around.

Lily should say yes. Should take the exit he's offering. Should run while she still can because Jessica is right and Natasha is right and everyone else is right.

Gabriel Stone destroys everything he touches.

Instead, Lily says the thing that will change everything.

"No," she whispers. "I don't want to leave."

Gabriel turns to face her and his expression is dangerous. Raw. Like she just removed the last barrier between his control and his need.

"Then stop running from me," he says. "Because I've been running from myself for sixteen years and I'm done. I see you, Lily. Really see you. And I'm not letting you disappear again."

He steps closer.

"And if people want to talk, let them talk. Because they can say whatever they want but at the end of the day, you're staying with me. And I'm keeping you close. And there's nothing anyone can do to stop what's happening between us."

Lily's breath catches.

"What is happening between us?" she asks.

Gabriel's eyes darken to something almost black.

"Something that's going to destroy us both," he says quietly. "But I'm done fighting it."

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