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Chapter 46 - The Choice He Never Wanted to Give

The room remained quiet for a long time after the truth settled between them.

Outside the window, the night had deepened completely. The city lights shimmered in the distance like a quiet ocean of glass and electricity, far removed from the fragile moment unfolding inside the bedroom.

Sooah had not moved.

She sat on the edge of the bed, her hands trembling slightly in her lap, her eyes still fixed on Daehyun's body as if her mind was struggling to reconcile the man standing before her with the life she thought she understood.

Bruises.

Scars.

The bandage over the stab wound.

Evidence of things she had done but could not remember doing.

Her chest felt tight.

Not from anger.

Not even from fear.

But from a slowly growing understanding that the life she had been living inside this house had not been real.

Not completely.

And the man standing in front of her had been quietly protecting that illusion.

For two years.

Daehyun pulled a clean shirt loosely over his shoulders, but he did not button it yet. The fabric hung open slightly across his chest as he leaned against the wall across from her.

He looked tired.

Not the kind of tired that sleep could fix.

The deeper kind.

The kind that settled into someone's bones after carrying too much responsibility for too long.

Sooah swallowed slowly.

"…Why are you telling me all of this now?"

For a moment Daehyun didn't answer.

His gaze drifted briefly toward the door.

Toward the hallway where Minjun slept in his room.

Then back to her.

"Because your parents and mine met yesterday."

The words made her blink.

"…About what?"

He held her gaze calmly.

"They want to put you in a care facility."

The sentence fell quietly between them.

But the effect was immediate.

Sooah stiffened.

Her mind rejected the idea instantly.

"A facility?"

Her voice sharpened.

"You mean a hospital?"

"Something like that."

Her eyes widened.

"No."

The response came instinctively.

Firm.

Almost defensive.

"I'm not insane."

"I didn't say you were."

"But that's what places like that are for!"

Her breathing quickened slightly.

"They want to lock me away because I'm sick?"

Daehyun didn't react to the rising tension.

He simply watched her quietly.

Because this reaction was exactly what he had expected.

"…They're worried."

Sooah laughed bitterly.

"About what?"

But the answer was already sitting inside the room.

On his body.

In the bruises she had just seen.

Her voice faltered slightly.

"…About you?"

Daehyun nodded once.

"And Minjun."

That name changed the atmosphere immediately.

The Shift

Sooah looked down at her hands again.

Her fingers curled slowly together.

"…Minjun."

The image of their son surfaced in her mind.

His small hands.

His bright smile.

The way he always ran to Daehyun first in the mornings.

"…What about him?"

Daehyun pushed himself away from the wall.

He walked slowly across the room and sat in the chair near the window.

Not too close to her.

But close enough that his voice remained steady and clear.

"He's getting older."

Sooah said nothing.

"He's already seen some of your episodes."

Her head lifted instantly.

"What?"

"He doesn't understand what's happening."

Daehyun's voice remained calm.

"He thinks we're playing."

Sooah stared at him.

Confusion and horror mixing slowly in her expression.

"He said that?"

"Yes."

The room felt colder suddenly.

Sooah felt her stomach twist painfully.

Because that simple sentence revealed something she had not considered before.

Minjun had seen her during those moments.

The moments she could not remember.

The moments when fear turned into violence.

"…I would never hurt him."

Daehyun nodded immediately.

"I know."

The certainty in his voice was absolute.

But that wasn't the point.

"You might hurt him by accident."

The words were quiet.

But they landed harder than anything else he had said.

The Decision

Silence filled the room again.

This time it lasted longer.

Because both of them understood where the conversation was heading.

Sooah spoke slowly.

"So that's it?"

"You're sending me away?"

Daehyun shook his head.

"No."

Her brow furrowed slightly.

"…No?"

He leaned forward slightly, resting his elbows on his knees.

His eyes met hers again.

"This isn't my decision."

The statement confused her.

"What do you mean?"

He held her gaze steadily.

"It's yours."

The Choices

Sooah blinked slowly.

"My choice?"

Daehyun nodded.

"Yes."

His voice remained calm, but there was something heavier beneath it now.

Something that made her chest tighten slightly.

"You have two options."

He raised one hand slightly.

"The first one is simple."

"You stay here."

Her heart lifted slightly.

But he continued before she could react.

"You stay here with me."

"With Minjun."

"With the life we built."

Her breathing steadied slightly.

But Daehyun's eyes did not soften.

Because that option came with a cost.

"And nothing changes."

He gestured toward his body briefly.

"You continue having episodes."

"I keep restraining you."

"You keep forgetting."

His voice remained painfully calm.

"Minjun eventually grows old enough to understand what's happening."

The image formed clearly in Sooah's mind.

Her son watching.

Learning.

Confused by a reality no child should have to interpret.

Her stomach twisted again.

Daehyun raised his other hand.

"The second option."

His voice softened slightly.

"You go to the facility."

Her chest tightened.

"You receive constant care."

"Doctors who specialize in your condition."

"People trained to handle episodes safely."

"And Minjun…"

He paused briefly.

"…won't grow up thinking violence inside a family is normal."

The room fell silent again.

Because now the situation had been laid out clearly.

No lies.

No protection.

Just the truth.

The Man Who Cannot Choose

Sooah stared at him for a long moment.

"…And what do you want?"

It was the most important question.

Daehyun didn't answer immediately.

His gaze dropped briefly toward the floor.

Then returned to her.

"I don't get to want anything."

The words sounded almost hollow.

"Why?"

"Because both choices hurt someone."

His voice remained steady.

"If you stay here, Minjun suffers."

"If you leave…"

His throat tightened slightly.

"…I suffer."

The honesty of the statement filled the room with something unbearably heavy.

Sooah's vision blurred again.

"Daehyun…"

He shook his head slightly.

"This isn't about me."

His eyes softened briefly.

"But I can't decide this for you."

He leaned back in the chair slowly.

For the first time since the conversation began, his shoulders sagged slightly.

As if the act of finally speaking honestly had drained the last of his strength.

"So you choose."

The words came quietly.

But they carried the weight of everything they had both endured.

"You decide what kind of life you want."

And for the first time since her illness began—

Han Sooah understood that the future of her family now rested entirely in her hands.

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