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Chapter 41 - The Weight of Regret

The drive home felt longer than usual.

Not because traffic slowed the roads between the Kang residence and the Han estate, but because Han Mira had fallen into a silence so deep that even the passing city lights seemed distant from her thoughts.

Seoul moved around her as it always did.

Cars flowed through wide avenues. Neon reflections shimmered across the river. Buildings towered against the evening sky like monuments to ambition and power.

This was the world she had spent her entire life navigating.

A world of strategy.

Decisions.

Negotiations where fortunes could rise or collapse in a single conversation.

But none of that knowledge helped her now.

Because the thing weighing on her chest tonight was not corporate.

It was personal.

Painfully personal.

And it had followed her from the moment she stepped out of her daughter's house.

The Image That Would Not Leave

She could still see it clearly.

The living room.

Sooah's terrified eyes.

The sound of the vase shattering against the wall.

The way her daughter had swung the wooden tray without hesitation.

And Daehyun —

Standing there quietly.

Taking the blow.

Holding Sooah carefully so she would not hurt herself.

Apologizing to her even as she struck him again.

The memory twisted something inside Mira's chest.

Because now she understood something she had never fully realized before.

Kang Daehyun had been living inside that moment for two years.

Not once.

Not occasionally.

But again and again.

Every week.

Every month.

And he had never told them.

Never complained.

Never asked for help.

The Old Judgment

The car turned slowly through the gates of the Han estate.

But Mira remained sitting still in the back seat even after the engine stopped.

Her driver did not say anything.

He simply waited.

Because sometimes silence was the only thing someone could offer.

Mira stared at the dark garden outside the window.

And memories began surfacing one by one.

Memories she suddenly wished she could erase.

The first time Sooah had introduced Daehyun to them.

The young man had been… unimpressive.

That was the word Mira had used privately at the time.

Unimpressive.

He had been overweight.

Soft.

Lazy in the way he carried himself.

The son of the richest man in the world, yes — but someone who seemed completely uninterested in responsibility.

And Sooah…

Sooah had been brilliant.

Fearless.

Already running strategic divisions within Hanseong Holdings before she was even thirty.

Mira remembered the private conversations she had with her husband back then.

She had worried Sooah was marrying someone beneath her potential.

A man who would become a burden.

A deadweight.

Someone who would enjoy the status of being Sooah's husband while she carried the real work.

The fact that Sooah had temporarily helped manage internal operations of KGI Group during certain restructuring periods had only reinforced Mira's fears at the time.

She had believed her daughter would always be the stronger one.

The one holding everything together.

The Cruel Reversal

But life had turned that assumption upside down.

Sooah had gotten sick.

Her brilliant mind had begun to fracture under the slow violence of a degenerative memory disorder.

And the man Mira once believed would become a burden—

Had become the only thing holding her daughter's life together.

The irony felt unbearable.

Mira stepped out of the car slowly.

The night air felt colder than usual against her skin.

She walked through the quiet garden toward the house, but each step carried the weight of something she had never fully acknowledged before.

Regret.

The Realization

Inside the house she moved straight to the sitting room.

No lights.

No staff.

She simply sat down in the darkness.

For several minutes she remained completely still.

Then the tears came.

Quiet at first.

Then stronger.

Her shoulders trembled as years of assumptions collapsed inside her chest.

Because now she could see the truth clearly.

The young man she had once dismissed as a useless heir had quietly endured something unimaginable for two years.

He had not run away.

Not complained.

Not asked anyone to intervene.

Instead he had changed himself entirely.

Built the strength to physically restrain Sooah during her episodes.

Run two corporations simultaneously.

Protect his wife's dignity by hiding the worst of her illness from the public.

And shield Minjun from the truth as long as he could.

All alone.

Mira covered her mouth with one hand as the tears continued.

"…I judged him so harshly."

The words sounded small in the empty room.

Because there was no one there to hear them.

The Man She Misunderstood

She thought back to the way he had spoken earlier that day.

So calm.

So steady.

"I can handle it."

Not a complaint.

Not resentment.

Just quiet acceptance.

And Mira suddenly understood something terrifying.

Daehyun would never leave Sooah.

Not because of obligation.

But because he had decided long ago that loving her meant enduring whatever came with her illness.

Even if it meant living inside that house for decades.

Being hit.

Being stabbed.

Being forgotten by the person he loved.

Again and again.

And still staying.

The thought made Mira cry harder.

Because she knew something with painful certainty now.

He would endure it forever if necessary.

He would keep absorbing the damage quietly until his body gave out.

Until his spirit finally broke.

Or until Sooah no longer recognized him at all.

The Child

But one thought interrupted the spiral of grief.

Minjun.

The small boy sitting happily at the breakfast table that morning.

Swinging his legs.

Holding a dinosaur toy.

Laughing as he described his parents "playing."

Mira wiped her tears slowly.

Because that part of the story was different.

Daehyun could endure suffering himself.

That much was obvious.

But Minjun?

Minjun could not grow up watching this.

He could not grow up believing that love looked like violence disguised as a game.

That fathers silently accepted pain.

That mothers attacked the people who cared for them.

Children learned from what they saw.

And what Minjun was seeing—

Would shape him forever.

The Inevitable Truth

Mira leaned back against the couch slowly.

The meeting between the parents returned to her mind again.

The painful proposal they had discussed.

A long-term care facility.

A place where Sooah could receive constant supervision.

Where she could not hurt herself.

Or Daehyun.

Or allow Minjun to witness her worst moments.

Before today, that idea had felt unbearable.

Now—

It felt like the only path left.

Because the truth had become impossible to ignore.

If nothing changed…

Kang Daehyun would sacrifice himself quietly for the rest of his life.

And Minjun would grow up inside that sacrifice.

Watching it.

Learning from it.

Carrying it.

Mira wiped the last tears from her face.

And for the first time since leaving the Kang house, her thoughts settled into something steady.

Not comfort.

Never comfort.

But clarity.

Because now she understood exactly what the families would have to do.

Not because Sooah deserved to be sent away.

But because the people who loved her most were slowly being destroyed by the illness she could no longer control.

And somewhere in that quiet mansion across the city—

Kang Daehyun would continue pretending everything was fine.

Even if it killed him.

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