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Chapter 10 - THE BOND EXPLAINED

Sienna's POV

I pull away from Levi after a while and I can feel the bond strain against the distance.

It is like there is an invisible rope connecting us and the further I move, the more it pulls. It does not hurt exactly. It is more like something inside me is trying to follow him even when my mind is trying to stay still.

"Explain it to me," I say. My voice is steadier now but my hands are still shaking. "Explain what this bond actually is. Because I do not understand how this is possible. I did not come to your territory looking for a mate. I came because I was dying."

Levi sits across from me and I can see him gathering the words like he is collecting pieces of something dangerous.

"Fated mates are rare," he starts, and his voice is flat. Emotionless. Like he is reciting facts that do not touch him at all. But I can see his jaw clenching. I can see the way his hands grip his knees. The emotion is there. He is just locking it down. "When two wolves meet their fated bond, the connection is absolute. It overrides everything. Logic. History. Morality. Everything."

I do not like the way he said that last word.

"The bond does not care about kingdoms," he continues. "It does not care that your father murdered my pack. It does not care that I should hate you. It only knows one thing. Want. It wants us together."

"That is not love," I say. "That is not choice. That is just biology."

"Yes," Levi agrees. "It is physics. It is chemistry. It is something written into our bones before we were even born."

He stands and walks to the other side of the cabin. The moment he moves away, I feel the pull intensify. My entire body wants to follow him. It is not a conscious decision. It is instinct. It is need.

I stay still through sheer force of will.

"When I found you in that clearing," Levi says, keeping his back to me, "my wolf recognized you as something it had been searching for. My mate. Not in a romantic way. Not in a way that makes sense. Just in a way that is absolute."

"But I did not agree to this," I say. The panic is rising in my chest now. "I did not choose this. This is not fair."

Levi turns to face me and his expression is hard.

"Fair has nothing to do with it," he says. "The bond does not care about fairness. Fated mates are bound before they ever meet. The universe decided this long before either of us were born."

"The universe is cruel," I say bitterly.

"Yes," he agrees. "It is."

He sits back down across from me and I can feel the bond humming between us. It is like there is a frequency only we can hear and it is pulling us together constantly.

"When you sit close to me, what do you feel," Levi asks.

I do not want to answer. I do not want to admit to the weakness of what I am experiencing.

"Like there is something pulling me toward you," I say finally. "Like my entire body is magnetic and you are the only thing it wants to be near."

"That is the bond," Levi says. "When you move away from me, what happens?"

"I want to follow you," I admit. "I have to fight the urge to move closer."

"That is the bond," he repeats. "It is not love yet. Love is something we might build. But this pull, this need, this is just the bond doing what bonds do. Trying to keep us together."

I stand up and walk to the window. I need distance. I need to think. But the bond is screaming at me to go back to him.

"Can I leave," I ask. "If I wanted to, could I just walk out that door and never come back?"

The silence stretches between us and I know the answer before he speaks it.

"Technically yes," Levi says quietly. "You can do whatever you want. You are not a prisoner here."

"But," I prompt, because I can hear the unspoken condition hanging in the air.

"But if you leave, you will die," he says flatly. "You are still weak. You have nowhere to go. The hunters are still looking for you. Your father still wants you back. Prince Kessler still wants revenge. The forest will not survive you a second time."

He pauses and when he speaks again, his voice is harder.

"And now I will not let you die. So no matter what you decide, I will not allow you to walk out that door and slowly fade away in the wilderness."

I turn to face him and his expression is terrifying in its honesty.

"That sounds like a choice that is not a choice," I say.

"It is not," he agrees. "You can stay here and learn to live with the bond. Or you can leave and I will follow you into the forest and die with you. Those are your options."

The weight of what he is saying settles over me like snow.

I am trapped. Not by chains or guards, but by something far more binding. The mating bond. The weakness of my body. The reality that I have nowhere else to go.

I am trapped with the son of the pack my father murdered and I can feel my entire body pulling toward him even though my mind knows this is impossible.

"So what you are saying is that I am stuck here with you whether I want to be or not," I say.

"Yes," Levi says. "And I am stuck here with you whether I want to be or not. The bond does not give us the luxury of choice."

"But you do not want me here," I say. It is not a question. I can feel the conflict in him through the bond. The rage. The desire for revenge. The pull of the mating instinct fighting against his better judgment.

"No," he says honestly. "I do not. Every logical part of me wants you gone. Every angry part of me wants you dead. But the bond overrides all of that. And I am too tired to fight it anymore."

I feel something break in my chest.

This is not a love story. This is not fate bringing two people together for a beautiful ending. This is a trap. This is a prison made of biology and circumstance and the universe deciding that the daughter of a murderer and the son of his victims should be bound together forever.

"If we are fated mates, what happens now," I ask. The question we have both been avoiding. "Because I do not see how this ends well for either of us."

Levi meets my eyes and I see the answer there before he speaks it.

"I do not know," he says quietly. "No one has ever told me what happens when fated mates meet under circumstances like this. When they should destroy each other. When the bond pulls them together anyway."

He stands and walks toward me.

"All I know is that the bond is real. The pull is real. And somehow we have to find a way to live with each other despite everything that should keep us apart."

He is close enough now that I can feel the warmth radiating off his skin. The bond is screaming at me to move closer. To touch him. To surrender to the connection.

I resist.

"What if we cannot," I whisper. "What if we destroy each other trying?"

Levi reaches out and traces his fingers down my arm. The touch is gentle but it sends electricity through my entire body.

"Then I suppose we destroy each other together," he says. "Because the alternative is fading away slowly as the bond pulls us apart from the inside. And I am not sure which death is worse."

 

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