Have I committed so many sins in my past life that my present life turned out like this?
Maybe it's possible.
In this life, I have never met anyone who truly loved me.
Not even once. Except my mom the only person who loves me . Who support me .
Looking back on all these years, there hasn't been a single day I can confidently call a happy day.
Except those three days.
Only three.
Before that day, I used to think my life wasn't that bad. Maybe I was just unlucky sometimes. Maybe things would eventually get better.
But after that day…
I finally understood what my life really was.
That was the day I realized what love actually means.What happiness feels like. What it means to have a family.Things that I probably never truly had.But she had all of them.For the first time in my life, I felt something strange in my heart.
Jealousy.
Just a little jealousy toward someone else's life.
Until then, I never believed in things like karma from a past life.
But now I wonder…
If karma doesn't exist, then why are some people born into lives that are so beautiful, surrounded by love and happiness…
While others are born into disasters like mine?
A life where nothing ever feels like it belongs to you.People always say the same thing. " Be patient. Everything will be fine."
But reality is different.
Everything only ends well…
when everything is already okay.
Let me tell you something funny.When I was younger, I once wished that I would die in a busy road accident.
A childish thought, right?
I thought that if I died like that, people might finally remember me.Because people rarely remember someone while they are alive.
So why would they remember them after death?
But if I died in a car accident…
Then the driver who hit me would never forget me.That road would never forget me.Except my mom maybe that way someone would remember me for the rest of their life.
Looking back now, that childish thought makes me laugh.
How ridiculous.
My name is Emya Sterling.
And I'm twenty-seven years old.
I have lived a life much longer than I ever needed.At this age, I am the wife of a public servant officer.From the outside, my life probably looks perfect.
But the truth is…
I haven't achieved anything in my life.
Not a single thing.
Let me tell you something more interesting.
I know my husband is cheating on me.
Isn't that amazing?
If I wanted to, I could leave all of this behind and start a new life.
But honestly…
I'm too tired.I don't want to start over anymore.Because there is no guarantee that life would become better the second time.
So I chose to stay.
Maybe that's the kind of person I am. Someone who doesn't even want to go back and change her past.
Because my past life…
was even worse than my present.Emya sat quietly in her room, lost in her thoughts.
She didn't notice the sound of footsteps approaching the door.
Someone was walking through the house.
Someone she didn't even know was here.
Suddenly—
Knock.
Emya shock.
A knock?
That had never happened before.
No one had ever knocked before entering her room.
"Come in," she said.
But when the door slowly opened…
Emma's eyes widened in shock.
Only one word escaped her lips.
"You…?"