~Adam French ~ Holding on
There are times where I just stare into space . A dark abyss like right now ? I don't even know if I'm insane or just drowning. I was supposed to be happy ,yes . Cheering on the damn game. Fucking screaming Wolves but no ,I'm so sad and my body is going numb . I want to hate myself but what reason is there ? I'm already dead. Tears run down my cheek as I close my eyes and the bright light fades into darkness .
It doesn't take long till someone shakes my numb body awake, I know this voice. "GET UP , GET THE FUCK UP!!." the voice speaks and I try my best to open my eyes I mean being hit by a base ball should really be a crime . "GET THE FUCK UP!! FUCK JADE!!"the voice speaks again and I open my eyes slowly but not too much ,"Can't you see me ? How many fingers and I holding ?"he asks me and I smile weakly . Maybe I do want to die ,but why isn't that happening soon ? "Chase , It hurts ."I murmur and he grabs my hand tightly nodding his head . " I know baby it hit your head and I hate to admit it you got a big big thing going on right there ."he replies chuckling .
"Not funny ."I whisper and hs kisses my hand , now that I'm fully awake and the actual pain ,buzzing its way through my body. "I know but ,Alice didn't mean to hit you with the ball okay ? " said Chase and I sit up , the noise at the background starting to sound more and more real than before. "She's fine. She's okay ." The school commentator says through his mic and everyone in the crowd cheers . Chase helps me stand up , urgh for the love of death .
My embarrassment would've been pitiful and classic .
"How shocked were you after finding out you were getting married to me ?"he asks me and I glare at him . I was shocked indeed, who would want to get married to the most popular bully in school? Not me but I am . Why ? Why you ask me ? Cause my parents are greedy people. Chase Lavigne is the big time jock every girl is inlove with except me . Well I was but two weeks ago after finding out he was soon to be husband ,I tried evey way possible to make him hate me.
I'm talking , hairstyle, eating habits , clothes ,unattractive things a guy mostly finds disgusting in a girl but he just won't back the fuck up and that hurts me so much cause I never have ever wanted to stay away from a guy the same I do from him. He has tattoos peaking on his neck ,arms and hands ,he's big . Like huge big ,muscles and that handsome face I shouldn't want to slap and kiss after the impact ,but I do . And then those damn green like eyes that can read through my soul , can a girl get a break ,I mean his younger brother Ryan would be an exception but no , I got the bully instead but then again it wouldn't maks sense if I married Ryan ,he was in high school and thid was college for me and Chase.
"Do you have to call me baby ?"I ask him and he pulls me by my waist our bodies close to each other ." You're going to be my wife shouldn't you call me daddy ?"he replies and I roll my eyes , classic come back . "My dad is still alive ,thank you very much ."she replies with a smile and shoves me away from her which I do not let her get away just yet . I pull her back," I didn't ask you about your dad ,I'm telling you to call me daddy if you want this brute to leave you alone?."he says and I chuckle .
"Over my dead body . "She replies and I smirk. "So you do want this marriage more than me. " he says picking me up princess style . When is this ever going to end , of all days I was avoiding signing the contract with him today but seems like I cant cause he may have caused the baseball to hit my face on purpose. "Oh and after signing the contract today, you're going to move in with me . " he says and I dig my nails on his skin which he just chuckles and nibbles my earlobe and I gasp for air, shocked and annoyed . "Fiesty . I hope you keep that up for our honeymoon ,babe."he says grinning .