I tossed and turned in bed until the morning. Karan
He would leave tomorrow. But I never even thought of it
did not come. Just wondering where John went
wondering if you left
I finally made it through until the morning
I couldn't sleep. To enlighten your surroundings
lingering in bed longer when it starts
I got up and got ready because I didn't want to.
I started. After I get dressed my dear
I went to the garden because I didn't want to have breakfast.
I went out for air. More here too
Since I didn't want to stop, I went to Kara and
I'd better help you prepare
it would happen.
When I arrived at his room, he came in with a sheet in his hand.
When I see someone leaving, it's usually the palace.
employees do their cleaning with someone inside
They wouldn't do it when it happened. Why at this hour?
He had to take care of the cleaning. where to
Maybe he's gone, maybe he's in the dining room
I thought he was having his breakfast and went there.
But it wasn't there either. It was earlier this time
where did he go? Where to ask a passerby?
I asked if it was.
"Do you know where the prince is?"
The maid looked a little confused and said, "In the morning
He set out early. that you're gone
Don't you know?" I was left in shock.
Did he leave without even saying goodbye? this treatment
What did I do to deserve it? I want to cry
but it wasn't even worth it. all in my life
Men had never even seen me say goodbye
Why do this for people who are not worth it?
I'm sorry that they didn't even meet me once
They left without thinking. Ok Karan
He would come back. But someone who doesn't say goodbye
I wouldn't think about it. When I come to my room
I couldn't say more to myself
I started to cry.
How much time has passed, I can't count, the days have turned into months. I've heard nothing from either Karan or John, I'm sure they both don't want to see me anymore.
I'm sure Karan is already regretting finding someone and making the engagement with me. It may have happened, but how could he neglect me? I had no value in his eyes.
I don't think of John anymore like I used to. Karan occupied all my thoughts. I was so attached to her existence that the idea of running away with John seemed ridiculous beforeI realized that I could not spend even a day without the presence of the land.
I feel sorry for them even once
They left without thinking. Ok Karan is gone
He would come back. But someone who doesn't say goodbye
I wouldn't think about it.
People in the palace are worried about Kara's departure.
They thought I was upset like that and didn't interfere.
But after a while, people's feelings
It started to sting his eyes. more this
I felt like I couldn't stay in this situation.
I need to gather my responsibilities
I had to fulfill it.
I need to keep myself busy. My results were paying off. The more I occupied myself, the more I didn't even think of John anymore. It was just hard not being able to receive a letter from Karan.
Whenever I write letters, they are all unread
was coming back. Only from the king or queen
I was getting his news. I understood that the sign
He said that he did not want this marriage to happen because he was afraid of his father and that he did not consent to it.
I understand. Maybe he sees me as the culprit of this.
He was giving me the punishment for this.
The people in the palace thought that I was so upset about Kara's departure and did not interfere. I saw very little of the King and Queen anymore. They didn't like me at all anyway.
As months and years passed, exactly 3 years had passed since Kara left. During this time he did not even write me a letter.
I realized that only I cared about each other and that he had already forgotten me. More to myself
I don't want to do too much harm.
After I decided, I don't even know Kara's name anymore.
I didn't put it in my mouth. From now on just
I would think about myself and live for myself.
The plan I made when I first came here
I decided to implement it. In my life now
There was no room for Karan. before the palace
The only reason I didn't run away was for Karan.
Because I won't let him be in my life
I decided to leave this place.
I have a lot of gold and money in these years.
had happened. Of course, without stealing any of them, they were all given to me as gifts during the years I spent here.
So I wouldn't have any money problems. The only problem was how I was going to escape from the palace without anyone knowing. After thinking carefully, I came up with a plan.
Wearing a maid's outfit without being noticed
I will run away from here. But that's the way out
permission was required. If someone in the palace
If he needs to leave, go to the department he works in.
Issuance of exit permit from the responsible person
It was necessary.
Identity and exit permit of this person
I had to get your paper without being noticed,
Who goes on weekly leave every day?
I started researching how it came out. Finally
Lucky for me, it's one that doesn't seem to be around much.
I found the servant woman.
Yes, I decided to disguise myself as a woman. Even though I was a man, my face and body looked completely like a woman, except for my vision. By putting a little filler in my breasts, I can tell no one that there is a man inside.
He wouldn't understand.
I found the room of that person, the palace employee who was going to be on leave, days ago. I would be released from here in two days. In these two days all
I need to make my preparations. With a few clothes and money
I prepared a small bag.
Finally that day had come, as it always was
I acted like. I don't want anyone to be suspicious. If they find out I'm on the run, they might want me dead, saying I've dishonored the royal name, I don't want that to happen.
I told him that I would stay in my room and take care of business and that no one should disturb me. The plan was working smoothly. In the end, I wouldn't be around people who didn't care about me.
When I opened the door of my room to make sure there was no one around, the servant listened to my words and left the door.
With great joy, I walked through the corridor, came to the employees' floor, and went towards the room of the employee who was going to be on leave.
Luckily he was supposed to leave in the afternoon. Otherwise, how could I make up lies and catch up? I don't know how to escape.