I hate my mother and father.
They are horrible.
I'm religious so sometimes when we get into fights or they annoy me I pray to God to let me dissect them, scrape their skin off with a blunt scalpel so maximum pain will be felt, rip their faces off stabbing and pluck their eyes out since there's no love in them anyways
But sadly I can't do that.
God Forgive Me For My sinful Thoughts
And I have too see them while going to school tomorrow, but it's only 'them' if my dad visits but thankfully that isn't the case because I can't hear distant sounds of arguing, I slept on the floor yesterday even though I swear I was sleeping on Mori, but it's okay he'll show up later
I go to the bathroom and stair at my dead eyes through it "I look as horrible as always". When you keep repeating the same cycle over and over and over again it gets tiring and I'm just here wondering 'Mai when is this going to end'
And I Know a way to end it
But I don't want to leave My dear Mori alone
After being depressed, I do my usual fake smile so nobody will give a damn even though I doo want people too care
School is boring and basically, head to class-answer questions-copy notes-and repeat until it's time too go home, and that time happens too be now. On my way home from school I head to the convenience store to buy some snacks to eat on the way back home and while looking for those snacks in the store I could feel eyes on me, not curious eyes, hungry eyes like they want to devour me
Why does this always happen.
I quickly find and pay for my snack and leave the store, since I felt too uncomfortable, even when I go outside and continue on my route home I still feel those eyes
I hate it
I'm not to be devoured
I am just a high-school girl with snacks in her hand wearing her school uniform because shejust coming from school
So why won't they leave me alone
Where is my escape
Where Is Mori