Chapter 1 - Aap ki zindagi ka faisla ;

Aaj Main apni jindagi ka Safar shuru karne ja rahi hun to shuruaat kuchh is prakar se hai ki Bachpan mein Jaise dusre bacche khelte kudte Apne din ki shuruaat aur ant karte The to kuchh ISI prakar Se Mera bhi din shuru aur khatm hota tha auron Se Alag Hai Meri jindagi ka yah Safar jo aapko bhi pata chalega sabne Apne Bachpan mein Kai अलग-अलग tarah Se apni is khubsurat Si jindagi ko bataya hai maine bhi apni jindagi ka Safar bahut hi majedar tarike se aur enjoyment ke sath bitaya hai mujhe lagta hai ki sabko apni jindagi ke hasin palon ko unki apni tarike se bitana chahie Jaise vah chahte hain jaise vah jina chahte Hain kyunki yah jindagi hamen बार-बार nahin milati aur ham yah bhi jante Hain ki hamen life hamari yah jindagi hamen bahut hi kashton ke bad milati hai Ham sab yah jante Hain ki hamari ek khubsurat Si jindagi hamen hamari Maa ke dwara Mili Hai to hamen apni jindagi kuchh faisle UN per bhi chhodane chahie hamen lagta hai ki Ham apni jindagi ke faisle lene ke liye bilkul taiyar hai aur ham jo karna chahte hain vah Ham kar sakte hain aur jo Ham faisle le rahe hain vah sare ke sare faisle sahi hai theek hai per aise nahin hota hamari jindagi kuchh faisle hamen jindagi tabah karne ka kam karte Hain ki hamen fir bhi ine chijon se fark nahin padta kyunki hamen lagta hai ki Ham apni jagah sahi hai jo Ham kar rahe hain vah theek kar rahe hain hamen apni jindagi kuchh faisle Apne माता-पिता per bhi chhune chahie kyunki yah jindagi hamen unke dwara hi Mil Gaya aur unka Ham per pura Adhikar banta hai ki vah hamari jindagi ke faisle Le sake aur hamen Sahi galat mein fark Bata saken asali duniya se perchit kara saken hamare माता-पिता hamare liye Jo kuchh bhi sochte Hain Jo kuchh bhi karte Hain vah hamare bhale ke liye aur hamari manjuri mein karte Hain hamen bhi unke faisle mein han Milana chahie han karna chahie taki unhen bhi kar ho sake ki hamara baccha hamari manjuri le raha hai humse hamare hak poochh raha hai to isase unhen bhi aam se baat karke achcha lagta hai vah bhi jante Hain ki han Ham Kya kar rahe hain kya karna chahie ine sab bare mein unhen bhi pata chalta Hai to Main ine sab bare mein se baat karte rahana chahie Aisa kuchh batate rahana chahie ki Ham Kya kar rahe hain kya nahin kar rahe hain unki manjuri mein hamen apni manjuri bhi Deni chahie lekin baat bus yahin Se khatm nahin Hoti Hai balki Abhi to yahan Se shuruaat Hui Hai ek naye adhyay ki jismein aapko is baat ki Anubhuti deti hun ise padhne ke bad jo bhi prashn aap mujhse karenge main unka Uttar aapko dungi aur aapke paksh mein bhi Main kuchh likhna chahti hun mujhe lagta hai ki Shayad aapko Meri baat acchi Lage ya aisa bhi ho sakta hai ki aap meri ine baton Se sahmat Na Ho jajba se fark nahin padta hai kyunki aapko bus vahi bata rahi hun jo ki sach hai aur aapka Sach Janna bahut jaruri hai to milte Hain Main adhyay per usmein main aapko aage ki aap kya chahte hain aap kya karna chahte ho sab bare mein aapse baat karungi aur aapko yah bataungi ki aap kahan se hain aur kahan galat aur kya aapko karna chahie