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Chapter 38 - Gentle Touch 

I woke up with a heavy head and found myself in Jay's embrace. This had become our habit, sleeping together like this throughout the night. Perhaps because we had kissed too much the night before—and Jay was indeed a good kisser—but it made me dream about him. I raised my hand to touch my slightly swollen lips, and my heart suddenly fluttered. 

The person embracing me still had his eyes closed, breathing calmly. It was dark around us, but I could still see his beautiful face. I moved my hand from my lips to his cheek, caressing it gently. Now I understood what it felt like to fall in love with someone. Wherever he was, I just wanted to keep looking at him. 

I wasn't sure what time it was and why I had awakened when it wasn't time to get up yet. Perhaps it was still early dawn. Usually, Jay woke up before me because he had to train, but today I woke up first, so I got the bonus of being able to sleep while watching him slumber. Suddenly, Jay tightened his embrace and moved closer. I was startled to feel something hard touching my thigh. 

...That was normal for men in the morning. Before I could think of anything else, mine also became erect. I furrowed my brow and closed my eyes in embarrassment. I wanted to move away, but I couldn't because Jay was embracing me so tightly. The lower end of my body touched his stomach. I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, trying to calm myself, but I knew it was impossible. At times like this in the morning, it took time for it to subside. 

Does this happen every morning? The image of us passionately kissing suddenly appeared in my mind, arousing me further. My heart began to beat rapidly, my chest felt hot, my lower abdomen swelled, and the hardened part started to make me uncomfortable. I slowly pushed myself up, intending to go to the bathroom, but accidentally woke Jay up instead. 

He slowly opened his eyes and looked at me. His deep voice called me softly. 

"Dan?" 

"I... I want to go to the bathroom first." After saying that, I hurriedly stood up, but he held me back. 

"What's wrong with Dan?" 

"Yeah, I just want to go to the bathroom." 

"Why is your face red?" 

"No, nothing's wrong." I helplessly lowered my head, avoiding his gaze. But Jay moved closer again and touched my groin. I immediately flinched. He fell silent, so I looked at him. Jay seemed to be thinking about something. 

"Jay?" 

"Dan, don't you like it?" 

"..." God, what should I say? "It's always like this, isn't it?" So I decided to ask back. 

"Yes." 

"I'm sorry," I apologized shyly. 

"Why are you apologizing?" 

"You're still asking?" I answered softly. 

"It's the nature of a man's body." 

"Uh, that's true." 

"But I've never done it." 

"What?" 

"Release." 

"Huh?" I unconsciously let out a surprised sound. 

"I found information saying that men occasionally need to release themselves, like masturbation." He spoke in a calm voice, as if he knew nothing about it. As a listener, I could barely contain myself. "Have you ever done it?" 

"Oh... I do it sometimes." 

"How often?" 

"About once a week, I guess." 

"Hmm," Jay replied, before asking again, "Have you done it this week?" 

I opened my eyes wide. "Huh?" 

"Have you done it this week?" 

"... not yet." 

"Want me to help you?" 

"Huh?" I unconsciously let out another surprised sound. Why did he suddenly say something like that? No one spoke afterward, and the atmosphere became quiet. I hesitated as I looked at him, who appeared somewhat tempting. 

Actually, although it was a bit awkward, I had prepared myself for something like this. If he wanted it, I was ready to accept it. It might take a little time, but if that's all... 

"Do you want to?" I asked softly, embarrassed because my voice sounded somewhat faltering. 

"May I?" 

"Will you help me too?" 

"Do you want me to do it?" 

I bit my lip and nodded. "But I don't know if I can do it right." 

Jay also nodded. "Jay also doesn't know if he can do it well." 

"You know how, right?" 

He nodded before asking for permission again. I agreed. The large hand that was still there, gripping my waist, slowly moved toward my hips. Unconsciously, I held my breath. With a warm touch, he slowly lowered my pants. Although I wasn't looking, I could tell that my erect penis was no longer covered by anything. 

My heart was pounding. I couldn't breathe properly. Jay touched it gently. I shivered because no one had ever touched me there before. My hands tightened, and I gripped his shirt tightly before I remembered that I had to help Jay too. I then released one hand and caressed his beautiful, rippling stomach before I could feel his large, erect penis. I could feel it through his pants, and it was very tempting. 

When I reached out to touch it, Jay shivered slightly. Then, I lowered his pants. Jay's hands were very large. He was able to hold all parts of me. He held the base and middle, rubbing the tip with his fingers, wiping away the pre-ejaculation fluid and wetting his fingers with that fluid. I began to feel aroused, so I did the same to him. 

We didn't say anything, just moaned occasionally. Unconsciously, I rotated my hips with the strength of his hand. Jay turned my body to sit me down. Not long after, I was positioned to sit on top of him, facing him. I looked down and saw our core bodies touching. Seeing that made me feel even more embarrassed. I wanted to ask why he did this suddenly, but Jay spoke first in a hoarse voice. 

"Dan, may I kiss your chest?" 

"... Uh," I answered softly before Jay reached out to remove my shirt. I raised my arms to obediently take it off. He used his left thumb to touch the top of my breast, slowly rotating it before bringing his face closer. The tip of his hot tongue touched one of my nipples, and he began to lick it, while his left hand massaged and rotated the other nipple. His mouth sucked and licked without stopping, sometimes biting. 

I didn't think this part would feel this good. I arched my chest to give him more access without realizing it. Now, my chest was trembling from heavy breathing. The other hand touched my shaft again. However this time, he didn't wait for me to help him and pressed our shafts together. It was a very strange feeling, feeling my penis pressed against someone else's penis, which was also very hard and hot. His thick hand gripped both of our penis shafts, before he began to stroke up and down. 

Now, I couldn't think of anything. 

"Mmm," I couldn't help but moan softly. "Ahhh...." 

Jay moved his lips away from my chest, kissed my neck, and bit it gently. His breathing became faster, indicating that he was becoming more aroused. Our breaths met as Jay moved his hand up and down more quickly. 

"Mmm, ah ah... Jay, mmm, Jay..." I cried out as I felt a tickling sensation spread throughout my body. Heat flowed from my stomach to my buttocks. Both my hands gripped his shirt tightly, and my legs tensed as his large hand accelerated its movement. My mind went blank, as if all my strength had been sucked out. I barely had the strength to hold onto his shirt. 

Thinking about doing this with Jay, with the man I loved and who was so good to me, was the best. 

I jerked as I approached climax. When Jay saw that, he bent down and licked the top of my nipple again to enhance the sensation, and it worked. 

"Ah, uh, Jay, I, I..." 

"Dan..." His usually deep voice now elevated my mood even higher. "I, I think I'm..." 

"Mmm, me too... the same, ahh!" I pressed my lips tightly before releasing without restraint. Jay's hot core contracted slightly before also ejecting cloudy white fluid. I collapsed and buried my face in his shoulder, completely helpless. My heart was beating so fast that I could hardly breathe. Jay was no different. 

We stayed like that for quite a while before I reacted. The sticky fluid wet our entire thighs. This was the first time I had seen Jay's penis in its entirety. His penis was still erect and large, which embarrassed me. Unlike my penis, which softened after the previous release. Jay took tissues to clean me, but seeing him do so made me feel so embarrassed that I asked to clean myself. 

"W-well, we'd better shower." 

"Yes." 

"You go first." 

"But..." 

"Hm?" 

"I still want to do it again." He said frankly. I turned to look... Indeed, he was still erect. 

"My God." I put my pants and shirt back on. I had told him from the beginning that I would help him, so I slowly reached out to touch that part. 

His felt warm and had a unique scent. I began using my fingers to squeeze the tip as he had done to me earlier. The clear fluid used as lubricant slowly seeped out. I touched that part and used my finger to move it back and forth before grasping his entire body part. 

I pursed my lips a little helplessly. Perhaps because he was mixed-race, my hands looked so small. 

I began to stroke up and down slowly, with the confidence that I wouldn't hurt him. I waited to see the other party's reaction. When Jay seemed satisfied, I accelerated my movements. When I saw Jay bite his lip lightly, my heart suddenly pounded hard. He was so sexy... 

I didn't know where to look; I didn't dare to look directly at his face, nor at the private part I was playing with using my hand. Then, he brought his face closer to mine and kissed me. I closed my eyes to receive the kiss. His hot tongue invaded slowly and gently, intertwined with my tongue, producing wet and embarrassing sounds. He teased me by lightly biting my upper and lower lips, very aggressively. I tilted my neck slightly to find an angle to be close to his hot tongue, searching throughout his mouth as if I were tasting its sweetness. 

After a while, Jay moaned softly through his throat. His penis twitched again and released a large amount of white fluid, spreading all over my hand, thigh, and stomach. When he released the kiss, I looked into his eyes. Those sharp, watery eyes looked at me, full of love and passion. His face was red and hot. I was no different. I leaned my face forward, touched his lips, then pulled away. 

Jay apologized for making me dirty again, but of course, I held no grudge against him. We wore the same clothes and took turns showering and changing into new clothes. We sat embracing on the bed. He placed his chin on my shoulder as usual, while I affectionately buried my head against his body. 

"Jay, are you okay with what we did earlier?" 

"I really liked it. How about Dan?" 

"I liked it too." I smiled back. "I guess... if you do a little research, you'll know there's more than this." 

"Yes." 

"I... I'm okay if you want to do it." 

He was immediately surprised. 

"B... But for now, with what we just did, I'm fine. I want to rest for a while." 

"How many minutes?" 

"Not minutes, a few days." 

"Okay," he answered casually. I turned to kiss his cheek affectionately, but it turned out Jay also wanted to kiss my cheek, so we kissed.

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