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Chapter 5 - Chapter Five: A Question Without Regret

The spiritual water stilled.

The white stone tower faded.

Fields of endless abundance vanished like mist.

Liú Tiānyuè stepped back into the dim mud-walled room.

The air was colder here.

Thinner.

Real.

Morning light filtered faintly through cracks in the window.

Nothing had changed.

And yet—

Everything had.

She stood in silence, grounding herself in the smallness of the house.

The broken stool in the corner.

The patched blankets.

The faint scent of unwashed children.

Seven heartbeats beyond the wall.

One steady, restrained adult breath.

She could return to the space at any time.

She could feed them.

Clothe them.

Heal them.

Elevate them beyond this village entirely.

The question was not whether she could.

The question was whether she would.

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She sat at the edge of the bed.

Her fingers traced the rough wooden frame absently.

This life was optional.

She could repair Zhào Dàfēng's legs within days.

Restore his ability to walk.

Give him enough resources to survive independently.

Then leave.

Return to wandering.

Build influence elsewhere.

Reclaim a throne in a new world.

She owed these mortals nothing.

They had not summoned her.

They had not earned her protection.

This body's marriage was a transaction of debt.

Nothing more.

Yet—

She thought of the dream.

Seven children huddled together in winter.

A ten-year-old boy pretending he was not afraid.

A four-year-old learning silence too early.

A baby crying without milk.

Curious.

The sensation was unfamiliar.

She had ruled over thousands of undead.

Commanded legions.

Destroyed cities.

But she had never ruled a household.

Never shaped minds from infancy.

Never been called—

Mother.

The word lingered in her thoughts.

Strange.

She leaned back slightly, staring at the ceiling.

Could she raise children?

She had slaughtered children before.

Entire families.

During the apocalypse, mercy had been inefficient.

Humans rebuilt quickly.

If one wished to erase resistance, one erased bloodlines.

She remembered villages burning.

She remembered small bodies among the fallen.

She remembered the absence of feeling.

No hesitation.

No remorse.

No guilt now.

She did not regret it.

They had been human.

Humans had betrayed her first.

Her extermination had been… corrective.

Necessary.

Even now, thinking of those centuries, her pulse remained calm.

She was still a zombie.

Still detached.

Still capable of annihilation without blinking.

So why—

Why did the image of Zhào Míngjié being shoved into the mud irritate her?

Not because he was a child.

But because he was hers now.

Territory.

Claim.

Extension of her domain.

Her claws extended unconsciously, grazing the wooden bedframe and leaving faint marks.

Motherhood.

The concept was inefficient.

Time-consuming.

Emotionally entangling.

Weakening.

And yet—

It was also power.

To shape loyalty from childhood.

To mold minds that would never betray her.

To create a lineage that belonged entirely to her will.

Her red-tinged eyes narrowed thoughtfully.

Could she do it?

Could something that had devoured cities raise children without devouring them?

She imagined Zhào Míngyuán, the seven-month-old girl.

Small.

Fragile.

Helpless.

Her mind offered two equally calm images:

Crushing such fragility.

Protecting it.

Neither image stirred guilt.

But one stirred… interest.

What would it be like—

To have a child look at her without fear?

To have small hands reach for her willingly?

To be relied upon not out of terror—

But trust?

She had ruled through fear for three hundred years.

Fear was effective.

Fear was simple.

Trust was something she had never possessed.

Not from her mother.

Not from her fiancé.

Not from humanity.

The original Liú Tiānyuè had died without ever being chosen.

The Zombie Queen had ruled without ever being loved.

Her fingers curled slightly against her palm.

If she left after healing Dàfēng—

She would return to solitude.

If she stayed—

She would be stepping into something unknown.

Dangerous in a different way.

Not physically.

Emotionally.

She tilted her head.

Could a creature born of resentment learn nurture?

Could a queen of the undead become a mother?

She did not feel guilt for what she had done.

She would not repent.

She would not soften into something weak.

But curiosity…

Curiosity was powerful.

And she had always followed power.

A small cough echoed from beyond the wall.

Followed by the soft rustling of children waking.

The day had begun.

Liú Tiānyuè stood.

Decision not yet made.

But no longer dismissing the possibility.

She would heal Zhào Dàfēng.

That much was certain.

After that—

She would observe.

Study.

Experiment.

If motherhood proved inefficient—

She could always leave.

But if it proved… interesting—

Then perhaps this small mud house in Heze Village would become the birthplace of something far greater than any apocalypse.

Her lips curved faintly.

Not warm.

Not gentle.

But intrigued.

For the first time in three hundred years—

Liú Tiānyuè was not thinking about conquest.

She was thinking about possibility.

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