Chapter 1 - MERI JINDGI KI KAHNI!?

My name is deep my age 26 and my life story its very diffcalte hun takk jo meri life ch hoye bhut hi jyada kharab te bhut ghat sahi hoye a j sach m batau ki apki aise he life tou comment m jarrur batao and hun india ch nhi ha hun out off city ch ha us da resain eh nhi m etha kujh glat kita j m koi nasha jive drink smoke and eda da kujh nhi kita bss ik resain eh ki main etha bhut kujh bardshat kita par j dekhya javein o sahi c hun chaheeda c j o na hunda shayd jis jagh aaj m haiga etha m kade na hunda usde vich bhut jane sath dena vale ghat te sath den wale koi koi hi c bss kehnda hunda jida jina char rabb na mare ona char koi ni mrda bss ohi sub kujh c hun takk dekhya nale kade v jindgi ehsaan nhi hunde bhut kujh suna nu v milda te sehn krna odo bhut mushikal hunda fr eda dil krda ki m marr ja m jida lok drink kra kujh v par is cheg nal krn nal apa nu kujh ni milda us nal apna hi nuksaan hunda kise da kujh nhi jnda and kehnda hunde lok ta pehla hi nhi jarde te apa eho jeha kar laina pisho apne gharde and jis de apa jyada kareeb hune maa o sub tou jyada rounde kyu maa apa nu sub tou jyada pyar krde hunde us nu bhut dukh lagda ki mera beta aise kyu kar raha us ko kya hoga vo pehla tou aise nhi tha aub kya hua ussa vo mujse baat nhi kr raha shyad usko koi problem hogi vo bhut kujh sochte hai lakin sach hota vo hume pta hote hai maa ko nhi isliya kabhi b galat kadam maat uthao jo problem aye ho ja koi agar hume galat bol raha ho uska sun k galat side m matt jao usko aise kujh kr k dekhao ki vo khud haran ho ki aise kaise kargeya vo mujh yaken nhi ata usko aise sochne me majboor krdo j jo apko bata raha hu j sub maine force kiya hai agar m kujh galat krta shyad abhi m jaha hu edar m kabhi na hota jo maine dekha jo suna and jo force kiya uska jwab maine aise diya hai ki vo aaj v soch rahe ja aise kaise kargeya hume yakeen nhi ata aur mera ghar ja kr pushte hai apke ladke ne ki kaise hume v batao aaj vohi meri maa ache hai khush hai sub kujh thik hai isliya ma apko apne kahni bata raga hu ki aap kabhi n kujh v ho jaya aap ko darna nhi kise v galt raste pe nhi chlna chahiya agar apko lagta hai ki aap kise galt rah pe chal rahe ho aap pehla apne dil ki sune aur fir faisle kare ki aap sahi ho fr aage chale isliya m apko apni kahni bata raha hu...?