So a big turn. I got into a accident on the way to the mountains. I cant hear anymore. Im learning basic ASL to sign for no apparent reason. My brother is at the hospital right now. I might get hearing aids but it wont help that much.
So yeah life's harder now, and add that to my self-harm. I might try attempting if this gets worse.
but I did promise to stay at least until ushikis birthday. its january 30th.
I guess I'll try in February.
Not hearing is so weird. My alarm is now only a vibration that I have to sense to wake up. I cant hear anyone or anything approaching .
ok none of that weird stuff now. The things I learnt in ASL:
self introduction (My name,age favorite things, family members, personal info etc)
the alphabet
random 10 words
I hate my life.