Episode 04: "The Cowardly Virgin and the Vain Girl"
"Hmph♪ What do you think? My underwear? It's pretty sexy, right? Ehehe~♡"
When I lifted my skirt in front of Yuuki-kun and showed him my panties, his face turned bright red and he froze.
But after a while, he hurriedly averted his eyes, said, "S-sorry!!" and turned back to face his computer again.
(Ugh... what a coward!! If he would just make a move on me, I'd have a perfect excuse!)
It's been almost a month since we were locked in this room. I was at my limit.
(I want to masturbate so baaaaaaaaad!!!!!!!!!!)
Despite how I look, I have a strong sex drive. I'm not entirely sure, but judging from what other girls say, I think I'm pretty perverted.
It all started in the later years of elementary school when I accidentally stimulated *that place* on the monkey bars and learned about masturbation. Ever since then, whenever I had free time, I'd play with myself.
At first, I was timid about it, but once it started feeling good, I couldn't stop. Now, I think I do it more than half the week.
That's a lie... Not half the week, almost every day... On holidays, I do it about three times a day...
Apparently, some other girls hardly ever masturbate. After learning that, I vowed to myself that I would absolutely never let anyone find out about my perverted side.
Why? Because I'm a severe show-off, the type who wants to be pampered and admired by others. It would be the worst if anyone thought I was a masturbation addict or a slut.
(But I just can't stop masturbating... There's no way I could give up something that feels so good!)
If masturbation feels that amazing, just imagining the pleasure I'd get from sex—something people in the world are so obsessed with—makes me shiver.
So, ever since middle school, I've really wanted to experience sex. But my personality has been my downfall, and I'm still a virgin.
I'm confident that if I made the first move, I could probably have sex with almost any guy, but my pride won't allow me to be the one to invite him. Plus, if I had an experience with some random guy and rumors spread that I'm perverted, that would be a problem.
For reasons like that, I've remained pure even at this age... but lately, even pleasuring myself doesn't satisfy me at all.
(Ah... I want to try sex!! But I absolutely don't want my pure, innocent image to be ruined by my slutty true nature!)
With a personality like this, it's no wonder I've never had a boyfriend.
I've never liked anyone enough to confess myself, and the quiet boys seem intimidated by my perfect, superhuman appearance at first glance and don't confess to me.
I'm the type who wants to be in a superior position, so I hate flashy, aggressive guys who try to dominate, and even if they confess, I turn them down.
It's no wonder I can't even get a boyfriend, let alone have sex.
Sometimes I hate myself for being this way, but I just can't suppress my desire to be seen favorably and pampered by those around me.
But because of that, I've been having a hard time lately.
Actually, I'm naturally pretty good at sports, but I'm not that great at studying. However, I always keep my test rankings near the top.
Why? Because I study for tests like a maniac.
Back in middle school, once I got lucky and scored high on a test, everyone praised me, saying I was amazing. Since then, I've developed a habit of desperately studying the test material, even cutting into my sleep time, for every single test.
I seriously want to stop now, but I'm scared to let my grades drop at this point. The thought of disappointing everyone is terrifying, and I can't slack off.
(Sigh... I really have a hopeless personality... I'm starting to feel like I'll end up a virgin forever without ever getting a boyfriend...)
Thinking that almost brings me to tears.
(In that regard, Miyu is amazing...)
My best friend Miyu is bright, sociable, has lots of friends, and above all, she's super beautiful. What's more, she hardly studies, yet her grades are always top-notch.
And she doesn't have calculated, considerate conversations like I do, yet she naturally attracts people.
I guess that's what you call the real deal...
A lot of people tell me I'm cuter than Miyu, but I've always been jealous of her. She's been popular since forever and is always at the center of attention.
--Anyway, back to the topic.
In any case, my biggest worries right now are this extreme stress and sexual frustration.
For some reason, even the curtains in the bathroom and toilet are semi-transparent, so you can see shadows, making it impossible to masturbate.
Once, I tried to do it secretly so Yuuki-kun wouldn't notice, but just as I was starting to feel good, I almost let out a loud moan and had to stop in a panic.
I always let out a loud voice when I climax. My body also jerks, so if I masturbated in a room this size where you can see everything at a glance, there's a 90% chance I'd be found out.
(What on earth is Yuuki-kun doing!? Aren't high school boys supposed to have such strong sex drives that they masturbate three times a day!?)
I'm pretty sure I read something like that online, and when I secretly listened to the dirty talk of the boys in my class, they said they did it every day.
But it's been a month since we were locked in here. He's been spending his time with a cool, calm face. He gets flustered when I initiate physical contact, but he shows absolutely no signs of his sex drive exploding.
(Don't tell me... he's impotent?)
No, no, that can't be right.
I know he secretly hid his crotch when he saw me naked before... and when I pressed my breasts against him during physical contact, his pants were clearly bulging.
So he definitely gets erections and must have a sex drive.
(Then why won't he make a move on me!!)
I hate myself for being unable to make the first move because my pride gets in the way, even in this situation. If he were the one to attack me, I'd have a perfect excuse...!
But Yuuki-kun is the ultra-herbivore type, just as he looks, and for some reason, even in this situation, he doesn't seem to be struggling with his sexual desires and makes absolutely no attempt to lay a hand on me, so the possibility of anything happening is hopeless.
And today too, Yuuki-kun is fiddling with his computer and doesn't even glance in my direction.
(Hmph! Why won't you look at me!)
I deliberately poked his shoulder, *poke poke*.
"Hey~! Don't ignore me~!"
Even I think I'm annoying, but I really want attention. I want to be pampered.
"Sorry! I was concentrating..."
"Haah... fine. I'm going to take a bath..."
Yuuki-kun has been like this lately. Before, he was more like... just me talking to him would make his face turn bright red!
"Yeah, have a good bath."
Yuuki-kun is still facing the screen, waving his hand without looking at me.
That's kinda irritating...
I take off my clothes in the changing area and enter the bathroom. As I shower, I look in the mirror and see my naked body reflected.
(It's a bit weird to say this about myself, but I have a pretty sexy body, right? So why doesn't he show any interest at all!?)
Anger gradually wells up inside me. Here I am, all pent up, while he's perfectly calm.
From the stress, my hand unconsciously reaches for my crotch.
--*Squelch*...
A damp sensation reaches my fingertips.
I timidly touch my private parts. They're already heated, and even a slight touch makes me feel like my hips are about to give way.
"Ah, ahn♡"
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A voice escapes me, and I hurriedly cover my mouth.
(Haa... No good! If I climax, I'll definitely be found out!)
I want to, I want to, I want to! I want to masturbate! But I don't want to be thought of as a perverted girl!
Reason and instinct clash fiercely within me.
I'm scared of everyone being disillusioned with me. But if things stay like this, I feel like I'm going to go crazy...
(No! If it gets out that I, who's known for being pure and innocent, am actually a slut who loves masturbating, everyone at school will look down on me!! That's the one thing I can't---)
"......"
Huh? Come to think of it, isn't there no need to worry about everyone at school finding out?
Living together for this past month, I've come to understand well. The boy named Kusano Yuuki-kun is, quite literally, an ultra-herbivore and a good-natured coward.
Even if he were to find out about my perverted true nature, would someone like him go around telling everyone or try to blackmail me?
No, he would absolutely never do such a thing. If he were that kind of person, there's no way he would have lived alone with me for a month in this inescapable, sealed room without doing anything.
In other words, even if I were to have a grand masturbation session here, no one other than him would ever know about it.
That means, as long as I'm prepared to let him alone see my embarrassing side, I can masturbate without worrying about anything.
Besides, we don't even know when we'll be able to escape from here. We might be stuck like this forever. If this situation is going to continue indefinitely, then I might as well--.
The moment I thought that, the desires I had been suppressing until now exploded within me.
"Fu, fufufufufufu..."
A ferocious smile spread across my face as I flew out of the shower room, completely naked.
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"Phew, I think it's coming along pretty well!"
Wow, making games is surprisingly fun!
It's a simple job of creating characters with AI, thinking up scenarios myself, and finishing it with RPG creation software, but this is surprisingly deep.
Once you start getting into it, there's no end, but for now, let's just finish creating the story to the end. I have all the time in the world, so there's no need to rush.
"Hmm hmm hmm~♪"
As I continued working while humming, I felt footsteps approaching from behind. It seemed Seo-san had returned.
"I'm back~. Hey, is the bath free?"
"Ah, welcome back. Yeah, thanks."
I replied without turning around.
I knew without looking at Seo-san. She was probably lifting her skirt right now, completely exposing her panties.
(Heh heh heh! I won't fall for the same trick forever!)
I may be a pathetic virgin, but I'm not stupid enough to get caught by the same trick over and over!
If I resolve myself from the start to see Seo-san's panties, then even if I see her panty flash, I should be able to respond calmly without getting confused or excited!
Bring it on! Come at me anytime!
"Hey, hey~~. Yuuki-kun, look over heeere~♡"
Here it comes! Alright, with this, my victory is assured!
——Wham!
I turn around with force! There——
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——was the figure of... Seo Haruna... completely naked...
(Huh...?)
My thoughts freeze.
It took me a few seconds to understand the meaning of the sight before my eyes.
No matter how many times I looked, it didn't change. There was a naked beautiful girl.
Long black hair in twin tails, large and beautiful breasts, a slender waist, and a plump butt.
The naked body of my classmate, who I usually spend time with in the same classroom, was incomparably more beautiful and sensual than any erotic image I'd seen online.
"Wha, wha, wha, why are you naked!?"
"Ehehe... Hmm~, I just kinda thought maybe I don't need to wear clothes anymore?"
'Maybe I don't need to wear clothes anymore?' That's not it! Have you lost your mind!? Seo-san, I wish you'd be a bit more aware of your own looks and the destructive power of your body!
"No no no! That's no good! Hurry up and put on clothes! Please!!"
"Eh~? Why? Yuuki-kun wants to see me naked, right? Look, look~, my breasts are big, right?"
Saying that, she came clomping closer.
Then, when she came right in front of me, she leaned forward and struck a pose that seemed to emphasize her chest.
——Jiggle... .
I could clearly see the large breasts swaying. Even the small pink protrusions at their tips.
——Gulp.
I unconsciously swallowed my spit. And then, perhaps due to male instinct, my hand unconsciously reached out towards them.
Just a few centimeters more, the moment my hand was about to touch a girl's breast for the first time in my life——
"Hmm~~? Yuuki-kun? What's with that hand?"
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Seo-san stared at me with a grin and a mischievous-looking smile.
At her voice, I snapped back to my senses. I hurriedly jumped back to put distance between us.
"Whaaaaaaa!! Seriously, what's wrong!? Seo-san??????"
This is weird! The usual her would absolutely never do something like this! What in the world is happening?
I hurriedly averted my eyes from her and entered the space with my bed, pulling the curtain.
"Tch~, how boring... Well, whatever. I guess I'll go to sleep soon today."
"Ah, yes... Understood..."
I was relieved that Seo-san obediently backed off.
"G, good night."
"Good niiight~"
And so, the curtain rose on a strange life for two, with Seo-san who had somehow suddenly gone crazy.