Lucien sat in the dining hall, staring at Rowena and Lysandra sitting at opposite sides of the table.
Lysandra hadn't said anything since morning, and the afternoon was coming to an end. Lucien needed to know why she was there; was it to warn him about something, or was she simply visiting as she said?
His mind slowly went back to Elian.
Elian...
He was getting into something he could not control. Before he went to Elian's room, he was with Rowena in his study, and when she tried to make conversation about their impending union, he suddenly needed an escape... his escape... Elian.
He didn't mean to leave his fiancée behind and go to a man. He didn't mean to leave Elian so suddenly that he felt like he was going crazy. He didn't mean to let his body be consoled only by Elian's touch. But he did all those things anyway.
