Andre's POV
"Awesome game today guys, I'm confident the first year will be fired up to join and not just guys but females as well" Levi addressed leaving no words unsaid as we all dressed up in the locker room "it was kinda epic" Yeonjun affirmed with a satisfied smile making the team laugh "not to mention Andre's dunk" Vincent said with a smirk reaching for his water bottle "with energy like that,I wonder what you do to your girlfriend" Cory,our very own redhead said with a knowing smile as we all got what he was hinting at
Excellent thought Cory... I do nothing to her
Talks like this made me uncomfortable on a different level, cause I knew my relationship with Oriena wasn't your typical 21st century relationship in America but no one needed to know that...
No one would ever know
Beck was the only one who knew my history and I'd like to keep it that way "I'm heading out to get a drink,you guys want anything?"I asked already at the exit of the locker room,they all agreed on flavor water,mint and lemon flavor specifically and I was more than happy to get out of here and face something else less discomforting but somehow I was faced with an even more sweet discomfort "Hazel?"
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"You didn't have to follow me all this way" I spoke with a dry tone walking ahead of her towards the vending machine "Its fine,I thought I could help" she answered softly as I slotted my card into the machine "hmm" was all I said staring at the vending machine like it was the most interesting thing in the world
"Great game today,you were incredible on the court"
Was I now?
"Thank you"
Silence...
"But I guess I wasn't the only one playing games today?" I blurted before I could even stop myself
Fuck
"what?" She asked with a confused face while I stuffed the drinks in a bag "forget it" she grabbed my hand as I tried to walk ahead "no,I'm not forgetting..expanciate" I took a deep breath to ensure my words wouldn't fail me "sometimes we enjoy a chase before until we get caught so" I gently placed a stray braid behind her ear as she turned breathless "don't be a tease" I whispered with a straight face "stay away from those guys,if you have anything to do with...thay're bad news" to which she simply nodded making give a smile.
She seemed to have a habit of nodding her head in certain situations which I found...cute and that was supposed to be so I stepped back "you should go meet your friends,I'll hopefully see you around" with that,I walked away leaving her standing where I left her.
Whatever her reason for coming to meet after the match, I hope it didn't happen again to avoid rumors but more than that .... I wish it would happen again.
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8:58pm
Her tongue delved deeper into my mouth which gave me a wave of shock and pleasure making me hum into her kiss...
"Oriena" I whispered breathlessly as she unlocked our lips accompanied by a scowl "someone's in the mood" she said with a smirk bringing her lips inches apart from mine with a eyes of seduction locked on my hazy ones "we'll take it slow,I want to enjoy this night" she spoke as she took of her woolen sweater revealing an orange lace bra and I just stared more than necessary really
"eyes up here Makeila" and I snapped pulling her closer and smashing her lips with mine seeking her very essence like a starved man "I hate it when you call me that" I whispered against her red, swollen lips as her face got redder "of course you don't but noted" with that she went in for more and I gave her everything I had to give earning me a satisfied moan from her lips.
I want to hear more of that
Then I went for it again,my tongue touched the roof of her mouth and she did it again making me smirk into our kiss.
Soon enough there was no space between us just as I bit into her neck soft "oh God" she uttered desperately with her arms squeezing my shoulders before going back to her lips. I wouldn't do more than this not because I didn't want to but because I couldn't,and officially all the ounce of libido drained out of me when I felt her hand in my trousers "what the hell Oriena!"
"I thought you'd enjoy it,come on Dre it's not sex..I just wanna make you feel good" she whined putting distance between us still on my lap "well you thought wrong,I'm going to my room"
On that note,I gently got her off me and left her to it.
It's wrong to leave her like that but I can't do it,I just froze up and washed in fear,it's a coward's move but maybe that's what I was.
With energy like,I wonder what you do you girlfriend
Cory words resonated in my head at a bad frequency "well,Cory I do absolutely nothing"I said with a bitter smile to myself as my demons won once more..
Oriena's POV
I woke up more tired than I had slept, I messed up big time last night by pulling a stunt like that..I just thought
No,you didn't freaking think
I walked to the bathroom sink reaching for my tea tree face wash when I felt my face wet before water even touched it, you guessed right;I was crying.
He looked at me yesterday in disbelief and disappoint,Andre left me last night and it was my fault when I knew his boundaries were set for reasons he never shared no matter how many fucking times I asked,tears rolled down my eyes so much which made me look up to the roof of my bathroom like it would tell me to stop crying. soon enough,the tears went back in giving me momentum to prep myself up for the day with extra concealer today due to my even darker under eyes.
I cautiously walked downstairs to be welcomed by the aroma of toasted sandwiches "those smell good Roxanne" I said as cheerily as I could to see someone who wasn't Roxanne "Roxanne's not here today" Andre stated in a dry tone
So I see
Just staring at his muscled, tall figure backing me I felt more exposed "Dre please look at me" was all I whispered with my broken voice and he did but not the way I wanted,he looked at me like he regretted last night happening
"Good enough" he quipped with a raised brow as we listened to the kettle brewing our morning tea.
I took a step forward "I'm really sorry did that last night,I really am"
he looked away at my pleading eyes before staring back again with his emerald pools "I'm not upset Oriena,I just don't have the energy for this scenario" he stated in a hard tone as he took steps towards me making my back up to the wall clenching my hands "the scenario where you do the exact thing I don't want and apologize over and over again, i'm not doing this today" the tears finally surfaced at the brim of my eyes as I looked up at him "I love you,but you can't keep forcing all my doors open when you know it drives me crazy in ways I can't express" he explained with exhaustion and softness as his thumbs wiped my tears,I held unto the his hands on my face "I'm sorry" I whispered one more time making him give me a sad smile "I know you are but I'm not so forgiving for now" he said with darkness looming over us giving me chills "I'll see you tomorrow morning, sleeping over at Beck's place" his warm hands left my cold face like a brief sun in the middle of winter, reaching for his back pack and ready to leave me "breakfast is all for you" he gave me a curt goodbye kiss on the side of my head before heading out the door leaving me in our large penthouse that suffocated more than a damn cubicle ever could...