The tranquil night of the Bosphorus gently lapped against the panoramic windows of Mert's luxurious, yet sterile, apartment in Beşiktaş. Outside, the yellow lights of the yalı danced on the water, and this ancient city, suspended between two continents, breathed as it always did. But inside, breathing was becoming increasingly difficult for the 28-year-old neuroscientist.
His study represented the fine line between a scientist's dream and a recluse's nightmare. One wall was covered with digital brain scans and complex neural network diagrams. On another, an old, worn-out oud, a relic from his father, hung as if condemned to silence. His desk was cluttered with parts of a prototype neural interface device, soldering tools, and wires. He had named it 'Symphony.' His goal was to directly connect the consciousness, the conductor of the brain's orchestra, to the deep, chaotic melodies of the sub-orchestra – the subconscious and the beyond-conscious.
Mert sank into his leather office chair, trying to focus on the cold metal plates of the device on his forehead. The device contained experimental magnetoencephalography (MEG) sensors, far more sensitive than surface EEG, capable of sensing even thalamic activity. It was still in the testing phase; neither funding nor official permission for human trials had been secured, and safety protocols were incomplete. His patience had run out.
He took a deep breath. "Here we go," he murmured, his voice echoing in the silence of the room.
His fingers ran a series of commands on his laptop keyboard. 'Symphony' came to life with a slight hum. At first, he felt nothing. He only watched the rhythmic dance of his brain's alpha and beta waves on the computer screen in the dim light of the room. Then, he surrendered to deep meditation. He slowed his breathing. He tried to clear his mind of the hustle of Istanbul, his own anxieties, and his unfinished business with Derya.
And then, something responded from the depths.
First, a tremor. A slight tingling in his fingertips, as if he had touched static electricity. Then, a small pressure behind his eyes. Normal, he thought. Amplification of brain waves.
But then, the tidal wave came.
Images – clear, intense, unbearably real – invaded his consciousness. He found himself in a place he had never seen, but could feel every detail:
The Laboratory
It was underground. There was a smell of ozone, oil, and… cleaning supplies in the air. A huge, ring-shaped tunnel, illuminated by blue fluorescent light, stretched before him. A place where protons collided at near the speed of light. CERN. The word flashed in his mind like lightning. A woman's whisper was singing an Italian song, her own whisper, he wasn't watching the woman, he was the woman, he… was a woman. Anxious and beautiful. For a moment, he felt her anxiety, her passion, her fear with his whole being. His heart began to race as if it were hers. This couldn't be his subconscious or beyond-conscious. He had never even been near CERN.
Mert's body tensed in the chair. "No," he tried to moan, but his voice caught in his throat. His fingers gripped the arms of the chair tightly, as if clinging to them for survival.
A Tokyo Night
A sudden jolt, a break. Now he was in a narrow room, smelling of paint and loneliness, where neon lights danced. He was trembling on the floor, his hands stained with ink. The pain was beyond a creative block, the pain of a channel forcibly opened by something unknown. And a violin sound… from the neighbor, a sad, searching melody. The attraction between these two strangers – the Asian man he was inhabiting and his neighbor Hana – was so strong that Mert felt a physical pain in his chest. The weight of their loneliness was added to his own.
Sweat began to trickle from Mert's forehead to his temples, and from there to the metal plates of 'Symphony.' The device should have given a warning. Brain activity was reaching dangerous levels. But he had bypassed the protocols, disabled the safety limits. Now he was paying the price.
New York Silence
Suddenly, he found himself in a dim, gloomy Brooklyn apartment. There was a smell of dust, old wood, and despair in the air. There was a coldness of metal at his temple. A gun was pressed against it. The pain inside him was so deep, so bone-deep, that Mert felt like he was suffocating. Then, that millisecond of eclipse in the universe. And… power. Uncontrolled, raw, explosive power. The pain of a brass casing turning red-hot in his palm... Mert screamed as if he were burning in his own palm.
In the room, in the real world, no sound came from Mert's mouth. Only a muffled grunt. But his eyes moved rapidly behind his closed eyelids, twitching like in REM sleep. A thin, watery trickle of blood began to seep from his nose. The first drop fell on his chin, and from there onto his white lab coat.
London's Greed
This was the most violent. He found himself in a glass-walled office that dominated the sky. There was a smell of cigar smoke and money. The ambition, greed, and contempt for humanity he felt inside were so sharp that Mert felt nauseous. His mind was filled with complex financial networks, acquisitions, and manipulation plans. And the screens showed millions of dollars he had gained by mistake. He saw this moment as an opportunity, a commodity. Mert froze in the coldness of this foreign mind.
He was no longer an observer. He was a swindler. He had forcibly entered the most intimate moments, the deepest fears and passions of these people. And they, perhaps only as a tingling, a shiver, a fragment of a dream, were feeling his presence.
"Stop…" he whispered with difficulty. "Stop, stop, stop…"
His fingers trembled as he reached for the keyboard. The images continued to attack: Jin's cold, calculating curiosity in Shanghai; Valeria's prophecy-mixed fame hunger in Los Angeles; Sofia's loss in a river of data at the screens in Berlin; Leonardo's leaning over dusty manuscripts in Rome; Derya's touch of ancient symbols with her soil-covered fingers in Konya…
All of them. All of them were there. At the same time. The echoes of moments lived in the same millisecond were flowing like a flood from the channel opened by 'Symphony.'
Finally, the physical pain became unbearable. His head was about to explode, unable to bear the information load passing through it. One more spasm. Mert tried to pull the device off his forehead. The connections resisted, scratching his skin. With a final pull, he threw 'Symphony' away, and he himself fell from his chair. The device hit the glass table and slid, scattering a few pieces on the floor.
Mert knelt on his knees. His lungs were gasping for air like a drowned man. Sweat and blood from his nose formed a wet mask on his face. He opened his eyes. The dim light of the room stabbed his eyes like daggers. Reality was slowly settling in. His own room. His own life.
But what he didn't know was that his life… was no longer his own.
His hands trembled as he reached for the table, trying to lift himself up. He stood up, staggering towards the sink. Cold water splashed on his face and the back of his neck. The water mixed with blood, turning a pink color, and flowed down the drain. He looked in the mirror.
He was looking at a stranger he didn't recognize.
In his eyes, along with his own surprise and fear, there were other things. A glimmer of Elena's sharp intelligence. A spark of Marcus's anger. The shadow of Kai's artistic melancholy. And Anton's… Anton's stain of cold, disgusting ambition.
He opened his palm. The burning sensation of Marcus was still there, a ghostly pain. He raised his cup. He remembered Elena's crack. He closed his ears. He heard the echo of Hana's violin.
"What… what happened to me?" he growled at his reflection.
The answer came from within. A single word, not in a foreign language, but as a pure concept, appeared in his mind. The point where all the images, memories, and emotions intersected. The tear that opened in the fabric of the universe in that millisecond.
Nexus.
There, wet, bloody, trembling, and now forever changed, Mert understood the truth. The experiment had not failed. It had succeeded, incredibly, horribly. He hadn't dived into the dark waters of the subconscious.
He had dived into the consciousness of others.
And they, in some way, might have entered his.
He leaned his back against the cold ceramic wall, slid down, and collapsed to the floor. He pulled his knees to his chest, put his head in his hands. His eyes were fixed on the shattered 'Symphony' on the table. The device had ceased to be a symbol of innocent scientific curiosity and had turned into the key to an abyss.
"What happened?" he whispered, this time a more powerful, more painful question. "Who are you, and why… am I seeing you?"
Outside, the waters of the Bosphorus continued to flow towards the other side, Istanbul was sleeping – or pretending to sleep. But Mert knew. Sleep would never again be a sanctuary. Because every moment he slept, he could invite another's memories, another's war, another's love.
That night, Mert was shattered, not only as a neuroscientist, but as a human being. And from the fragments, echoes from all over the world, carrying the same foreign suffering, were rising.
The real adventure was just beginning.