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"You're mean," she muttered, burrowing under the covers with jerky, frustrated movements.
"So you've mentioned."
I moved to the chair, forcing myself to sit down and create distance between us. The rut snarled in protest, demanding I be closer, demanding I touch her, claim her, make sure every inch of her knew who she belonged to.
"I want to hold you, Mimi,"Â
I stilled, tonight, it seemed she wanted to drive me to the very edge of insanity then push me off. I feared she would hear the arousal from my voice so I settled for a non committal hum.Â
"But maybe it's better if it doesn't happen." She whispered, her light voice edged with a sudden heaviness like she was not talking only about this moment.Â
"I am glad you understand."
That was what I should have said but instead I found myself asking. "Why?Â
She giggled but it was not bubbly, it sounded fractured like she was trying to laugh off something that hurt her. "My first memory was a hug from my mother."Â
