The drive back to the Watson manor was suffocating. The silence in the car wasn't peaceful; it was heavy with the shared weight of the secrets they now carried.
Keifer gripped the steering wheel so hard his knuckles turned white, his mind replaying the image of the hot iron and the "red river" on the linoleum.
Just before the gates, Keifer pulled the car over and killed the engine.
"We can't just walk in there and tell her we know," he said, his voice hollow. "If we do, she'll bolt. She's spent years building those walls to protect herself.
If she thinks the secret is out, she'll think we're in danger. She'll leave, Soph."
Sophia wiped her eyes, nodding slowly. "You're right. She's a warrior. If you confront a warrior, they fight or they retreat. We need her to just... be Jay. How do we get her to drop the mask?"
Keifer looked out at the dark silhouette of the manor. "I have a plan. I can't promise she'll tell us everything tonight, but I'm going to make her choose between her mask and me."
It was past midnight when Jay finally returned. She moved through the darkened hallways like a shadow, her footsteps making no sound.
She was exhausted, her shoulders heavy with the weight of another day of pretending.
Her only goal was to reach her bedroom, wait for the silence to confirm Keifer was asleep, and finally let her face collapse into the exhaustion she felt.
She reached the door and pushed it open gently.
The room wasn't dark. A single lamp cast long, flickering shadows against the walls. The smell hit her first—the sharp, bitter scent of expensive scotch.
Jay froze. Her eyes darted to the couch.
Keifer was slumped there, his silk tie loosened and hanging messily around his neck.
Three empty bottles sat on the coffee table, and he held a fourth one loosely in his hand.
His hair was disheveled, and his eyes, usually so sharp and piercing, were glazed and bloodshot.
Keifer wasn't actually drunk. He just drink two sips for smell, and the bottles were empty props he'd scavenged from the bar.
But as he watched Jay run toward him, her face stripped of its usual porcelain perfection, the pain in his chest was more real than any intoxication.
Seeing her this terrified—knowing why she was terrified—tore him apart.
He stood up unsteadily, the bottle swaying in his hand. He took a staggering step forward, and as if his legs had given out, he let himself fall.
"Keifer!" Jay gasped, lunging to catch his weight.
Her small frame couldn't hold him, and they both sank to the floor together, backs pressed against the velvet side of the couch.
Keifer let his head thud back against the cushions, a hollow, bitter laugh escaping his lips as he looked at her through hooded eyes.
"Jay... you came home," he slurred, his voice thick with a fake haze but a very real ache. "I thought... I thought you'd finally stayed away. Thought you'd finally left me in the dark."
"You're drunk," she whispered, her hands shaking as she reached for the bottle. "Keifer, look at me. Just give me the bottle. Please."
"No," he muttered, pulling it away. "I like it here. Everything is... blurry. The world doesn't hurt when it's blurry."
"Please give me this," she begged, her voice rising in a way he'd never heard. "You're not drinking any more. Please, Keifer. I'm asking you."
A single, hot tear escaped her eye, carving a path through her face. She didn't even try to wipe it away.
Keifer turned his head, staring at her with a feigned, glassy-eyed confusion. "Why do you even care, Jay? Just go. Go sleep there, away from my side. Just... go."
"Just listen to me, please leave it," she sobbed, her hands now clutching at his sleeve. The tears were coming faster now, a steady stream that mirrored the rain they had left behind at her old house.
"Why?" Keifer raised his voice, the "drunken" frustration boiling over. "Why do you even care? You're the perfect sunshine girl, remember? You don't feel anything. You don't see me. Why does it matter if I drown myself in this?"
"I do care!" she choked out, the words bursting from her like a physical wound. "If I don't want to... I still do. I can't stop it!"
"But why, Jay? Why?" He leaned closer, his face inches from hers. "Give me one reason. Give me one truth."
Jay's breath hitched, a broken, jagged sound. She was shaking so violently now that her teeth were almost chattering. The wall she had spent years building was vibrating, the foundations crumbling under the weight of her terror.
"I can't tell you!" she wailed, her head dropping as she let out a sob that seemed to come from her very soul. "But I do! I care so much it's killing me!"
"Why can't you tell me?" he whispered, his voice softening, the bottle forgotten on the carpet.
"I can't tell you!" she repeated, her voice high and desperate. She grabbed his shoulders, her tears soaking into his shirt. "What if you remember everything tomorrow? What if I say it and it's real? I'll never be able to forgive myself for admitting it! Please... please stop it. Pleaseeeee!"
She collapsed against him, her forehead resting on his chest, her entire body racked with the kind of grief that only a survivor knows.
She wasn't just crying for him; she was crying for every time she had to stay silent while the monster drank.
Keifer's heart felt like it was being squeezed by a cold, iron hand.
He wanted to reach out, to wrap his arms around her and tell her the truth—that he was sober, that he was sorry, that he had seen the nightmare she called a childhood. But as he watched her, he was paralyzed.
Even in the middle of her own breakdown, with her eyes swollen and tears continuously flowing down her cheeks like a river that wouldn't end, Jay didn't stop. She didn't crumble.
With shaking hands, she gathered the empty bottles and the one he had been holding.
She moved with a frantic, desperate grace, clearing the "poison" away as if she were clearing away the ghost of her stepfather.
When she came back to him, she didn't look at him with anger. She looked at him with a tenderness that shattered what was left of his composure.
She knelt back down and took his hand. Her palm was small and cold, but her grip was steady. With her other hand, she reached up and gently wiped the tears from his eyes with her thumb.
"Did you eat anything?" she whispered, her voice hitching but focused entirely on him.
Keifer stared at her, unable to break eye contact. A wave of profound, stinging guilt washed over him. He felt like a coward. Here he was, the "Golden Boy" with every resource in the world, pretending to be broken just to see her cracks.
And here she was—a girl who had watched her mother die, who bore the scar of an iron on her back, who had been beaten and starved—and her first instinct was to care for the man who had spent months being cruel to her.
How? he thought. How can someone this broken still have so much light to give?
He couldn't find his voice. He simply shook his head 'no,' his eyes locked onto hers, searching for the girl he had found in the pages of the diary.
Jay's expression softened, a flicker of maternal protection crossing her tear-stained face.
She leaned forward and scooped his face into her hands. Her touch was the softest thing he had ever felt, yet it felt like a brand of a different kind—one of pure, unselfish love.
"I'll be back," she murmured, her voice steadying as she went into 'survival mode'—the mode she had used to keep her mother and herself alive for years.
She stood up, pulling him with her. She guided him to the edge of the bed with a strength he didn't know she possessed. "Just sit here," she said, her thumbs brushing against his cheekbones one last time. "Just sit here, Keifer. I'll be back. Don't move."
He watched her turn toward the door, her small frame disappearing into the hallway to get him food she probably hadn't even eaten herself.
Keifer sat on the edge of the bed, his head in his hands, finally realizing that while he was trying to "crack her mask," he had accidentally discovered that her heart was the only thing in the house that wasn't broken.
From the shadows of the hallway, Sophia stood by the tall window, her silhouette trembling as she watched the scene through the crack in the door.
Her heart was in her throat; she had never seen Jay so undone, yet so incredibly strong.
She caught Keifer's eye for a fleeting second—a silent, tearful nod that told him, "Keep going. The walls are finally coming down."
But as the minutes ticked by, the silence of the manor grew heavy. Twenty minutes passed. Then thirty. Sophia's exhaustion began to weigh on her, but the confusion weighed more.
Jay had only gone to the kitchen for a tray of food. In a house this quiet, her absence felt like a loud, ringing alarm.
Keifer stood up from the bed, his "drunken" facade momentarily forgotten in a surge of genuine worry.
He looked at Sophia, and without a word, they slipped out of the room. They crept toward the grand staircase, moving like ghosts, peering over the mahogany railing into the dim light of the hallway below.
What they saw froze the breath in their lungs.
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Jay wasn't in the kitchen. She was kneeling on the cold floor, but she wasn't alone.
Cheska—the girl who had spent every waking moment trying to sabotage Jay and drive a wedge between her and Keifer—was sitting on a chair, clutching her leg.
Cheska had tripped in the dark, and her knee was a jagged mess of scraped skin and blood.
Jay was hunched over the girl's leg, a first-aid kit open beside her. Her own face was still a wreck of tear-streaks, but her hands were steady as she cleaned the wound.
"I'm so sorry, Cheska," Jay whispered, her voice thick with a guilt that didn't belong to her. "I should have left the hallway lights on. I wasn't thinking. It's my fault you fell."
Cheska looked down at the top of Jay's head, her expression a mix of shock and confusion.
For months, she had treated Jay with nothing but coldness and malice, trying to take her place.
And yet, here was Jay, after being terrified by Keifer's "drunkenness," stopping to heal the very person who wanted to destroy her.
Upstairs, Sophia let out a frustrated, muffled sigh, leaning her forehead against the railing.
"This girl is driving me crazy," she muttered under her breath, her voice a mix of agony and disbelief. "She's literally falling apart, she's terrified Keifer is turning into a monster... and she's down there apologizing to the girl who hates her."
Keifer didn't say a word. He watched the way Jay's fingers moved—gentle, careful, as if she were handling a piece of fine porcelain.
He realized then that Jay didn't just feel pain; she felt everyone's pain. She had been hurt so deeply that she couldn't bear to see even her enemy suffer a scratch.
He felt a fresh wave of love hit him so hard it made him dizzy.
While he had been pretending to be broken to trick her, she was downstairs being the only truly whole person in the house.
"She's not an ice queen, Soph," Keifer whispered, his eyes never leaving Jay. "She's a light that refuses to go out, no matter how much darkness we throw at her."
A/n :
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