I will write and write and keep writing without ever saying your name so that when i am grey and old and my eyes have gone dull , i try to remember who you were and i hope that you remind me of sunlight on a cold winter day, i hope i will have a smile on my face , i hope i will crack a laugh . I hope my children will ask what i am laughing about but i know i will not able to remember and that night i will hug my lover tight and thought about this time.
I timeline i am living in rn.
I wonder if i ever be old enough to even witness that.
How will we end is a question that will always be there.
I hope you find someone you love and someone who love you back exactly equally.
I hope you find peace, that your lack rn.
I hope you will be happy not sad when we end.
I hope you will take care of yourself even when you don't want to.
I hope and wish you the best.