[Year 2023]
In the year 2023, Akshat felt like life had quietly lost its color.
He wasn't loud.
He wasn't popular.
He wasn't even noticed much.
Most days, he just existed.
Sitting in the middle or second-last bench, earphones plugged in without music playing, staring out of the classroom window as if the sky held answers it never gave. He laughed when his friends laughed, nodded during conversations, and pretended everything was fine.
But inside, he felt… heavy.
Not the dramatic kind of sadness.
Just a silent, lowkey kind.
The type that stays with you at night when the room is dark and the phone screen is the only light.
And then there was a girl named Mahi.
She sat two rows ahead. Not too far. Not too close.
Her laughter was effortless. Her presence felt warm — like sunlight that reached him but never fully belonged to him. He liked the way she tied her hair during exams. The way she frowned while solving maths problems.
The way she said "okay" with a soft nod.
He had a crush on her.
A simple one.
Pure.
Unspoken.
He planned to confess so many times.
"Today after class."
"On farewell day."
"After boards."
"Before we leave."
But hesitation always won.
What if she laughed?
What if she already liked someone else?
What if he ruined the little normal friendship they had?
So he stayed silent.
And silence became his biggest regret.
Before he realized it, high school ended. The farewell day came and went. Pictures were taken. Promises were made. Numbers were saved.
But feelings?
Unsaid.
And just like that, a chapter of his life closed — not with heartbreak, but with unfinished emotions.
Then came higher secondary school.
New classrooms.
New subjects.
New people.
But Akshat carried the same quiet mind, the same overthinking heart, and the same "what if" that still echoed whenever he thought about Mahi.
2023 was the year he lost his chance.
Higher secondary would decide whether he would stay the same…
Or finally change.
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[Year 2024]
Higher Secondary — The Shift
Higher secondary school didn't just change Akshat's classroom.
It changed his world.
Mahi chose Mathematics as her main subject.
Akshat chose Biology.
Two different streams.
Two different floors.
Two different futures.
At first, he thought it didn't matter. "We're still in the same school," he told himself.
But gradually, distance isn't measured in meters — it's measured in moments.
Their free periods stopped matching.
Their class timings shifted.
Their casual hallway glances became rare.
Soon, she became someone he used to know.
That's when something inside Akshat started changing.
He felt rejected — even though she never rejected him.
He felt replaced — even though she never replaced him.
The silence he once held because of hesitation slowly turned into insecurity.
And instead of facing his fear, he tried to mask it.
He started telling himself things like:
"If one girl didn't work out, I'll just focus on many."
"Why care about one person?"
"I'll become someone everyone wants."
It wasn't love anymore.
It was ego trying to protect a wounded heart.
The idea of being admired by multiple girls… of never feeling ignored again… started to attract him. Not because he was heartless — but because he was scared of being vulnerable again.
He confused attention with validation.
Desire with self-worth.
But deep inside, even when he imagined having many girls around him, there was always one face that appeared first.
Mahi's.
Higher secondary wasn't just about subjects and exams.
It became a psychological turning point.
Would Akshat grow from heartbreak?
Or would he let his insecurity reshape who he becomes?
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[Year 2024 ending]
During higher secondary, Akshat tried to move on by confessing to three girls — Vanya Jha, Manya Yavali, and Sameeksha Atriyaa.
Vanya and Manya were best friends.
Vanya rejected him gently but stayed by his side as a good friend, protecting him from bullies.
However, after school ended, they slowly lost contact. Manya's rejection was firm and straightforward, leaving no space for hope.
Sameeksha, calm and distant, also turned him down without hesitation.
Three confessions.
Three rejections.
By the end of higher secondary, Akshat wasn't heartbroken anymore — he was simply numb, quietly convincing himself that maybe chasing attention was easier than risking his heart again.
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[Year 2027]
The year he once thought would end in silence became the year that rewrote his fate. Akshat sat for the highly competitive Pre-Medical Examination of the Aryavarta Union, thousands of aspirants fighting for a single digit of hope.
Nights of caffeine, self-doubt, and relentless revision finally crystallized into a single number — Rank 1069 overall in AU.
It wasn't just a rank; it was proof that the quiet boy who once stared out of classroom windows had been sharpening himself in silence.
With that result, he secured admission into the prestigious AUMC (Aryavarta Union Medical College) — an institution reserved for the top minds of the nation.
As he stepped through its grand gates for the first time, white coat folded in his arms, Akshat knew one thing for certain: this was no longer the story of a hesitant high school boy.
What he don't know was that this is the beginning of something far worse in his life.
Real story begins now.
End of ch 8
To be continue...
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