I was heart broken,I felt like my life was over.
Maybe it's bother for me to die,I thought.
We all arrived at the kadi (judge)s apartment _four of us.
There the policeman put me in a cell.i was deeply worried.i didn't eat, didn't drink,I kept only imagining death.
Suddenly an imaginary alarm ring in my mind suicide,,yes suicide.yes, maybe that's better,I can't bear this misery anymore,I thought.but how should do it?then the ideas come.i will go to the top of the apartment building and jump off.
So I made my decision _before the kadi could make his.i got up and slowly slowly dragging my feet towards the staire, heading to the top of the building.
When I reached the rooftop.i stopped there frozen.
Suddenly,I felt someone whispering in my mind!.an other sin will come from your hand,,,, sinner,,,, don't,,, don't do it.