Mera naam Maliha hai me India me rehti hu me ek middle class femily se talluk rakhti hu.
Me apne ghar ki badi beti hu shayad isi wajah se kam umar me hi zimmedariya uthana sikh gayi.
Log kehte hai Badi beti hi maa baap ka Sahara hoti hai lekin log ye kyu nahi batate ki badi beti ka Sahara kon hota hai. Kya badi beti ko pyar or support ki zarurat nahi hoti hai?
Me hamesha sochti thi ki duniya bohot khubsurat hai rishte hifazat dete hai .
Mujhe lagta tha ki mohabbat kabhi dhoka nahi deti mohabbat to dil ko sukun deti hai lekin me galat thi.... .
Me sab par trust Karti thi bina soche...samjhe us waqt mujhe andaza nahi tha ki meri ye aadat ek din mujhe itna jyada nukasan pohonchaegi.
Me bohot masum thi me kabhi ghar se akele bahar nahi gayi thi iski ek wajah ye bhi thi ki mere father bohot strict the.
Me sirf school jane ke liye Ghar se bahar nikalti thi uske alawa hame kahi jane ki permission nahi thi . Meri mammy bohot friendly thi, hum 2 behen or ek bhai tha bhai sab se chota tha ,dadi bhi bohot strict thi har kaam me nuks nikalna unki adat thi.
Kabhi kabhi mera dil karta ki me kahi Chale jau. Mene kabhi apni khushiyo ka nahi socha tha kyuki me apne ghar ki badi beti thi mere upar bohot sari zimmedariya thi me apni zimmedariyo ko bohot ache tarike se nibhati thi. Kabhi kisi ko shikayat ka moka nahi deti thi.Iske bawajud me kabhi apni dadi ko khush nahi kar payi.
Me apne perents ke liye bohot kuch karna chahte thi me apne perents ko wo sari khushiya dena chahti thi jiske wo haqdar the. Me novel reader or khayalo me khoyi Hui ladki thi.Me hamesha khud se jyada dusro ki parwah karti thi me apne dil ki baat kisi se share nahi kar pati thi me sab ko samajhti thi par Koi mujhe nahi samajhta tha. Me bohot akela feel karti thi.Zindagi me kabhi kabhi insaan sab ke hote hue bhi akela ho jata hai me bhi bilkul Akeli thi me khud se bate karti thi.
Me hamesha sochti thi pyar ruh ko sukun deta hai . Log jese dikhte hai Wese hi hote hai lekin me galat thi.... Such to ye hai ki log Sirf istemal karte hai apni zarurato ko pura karne ke liye. Zarurat khatam hote hi rishta khatam kar dete hai.lekin wo ye nahi sochate ki agar wo dusro ke sath galat karenge to uske sath bhi wahi hoga kyuki duniya to makafate amal.
Hum jesa dusro ke sath karenge wesa hi hamare sath hoga.
Mujhe lagta tha ki har Mithi Mithi baat karne wala insaan such bolta. Insaan jo wada karta hai use nibhata hai. Mujhe lagta tha ki kasam khane ke baad insaan hamesha sach bolta hai me bohot hi masum thi. Kyuki hamare ghar walo ne hame bahar ki duniya se ruba ruh nahi karwaya Yahi wajah thi ke me logo par aankh band kar ke etbaar kar leti thi.
Meri zindagi ki sab se badi galti shuru hone hi wali thi . Mene kabhi nahi socha tha ki me itni kam umar me itna kuch sikh jaungi.
Esi galti jisne meri zindagi badal kar rakh di.
"Us waqt mujhe andaza bhi nahi tha ki Sirf 16 saal ki umar me. Me apni zindagi ka sab se bada fasla te karne wali hu."