Word got out that I had a crush on Emma. Rumors ended up spreading around. My fear about the fact that I was queer was leaked to my classmates. I mean was forced to come out as queer without my consent at age 13 thanks to Rebecca and Shane….. Rebecca had the audacity to tell me that liking girls as a girl is "unnatural". Well, humans are the only animal species to be so homophobic against gay people. There have been articles and evidence that penguins can be gay. Male penguins will partner with other male penguins. The same thing with female penguins. Honestly, I think us humans are the unnatural animal species for making up complicated social rules that don't even make sense.
One of Emma's friends would encourage me to go talk to Emma. I did as she told me, but Emma felt I was giving off creepy vibes. I had no idea what I was doing, though; I was just following orders from Emma's friend. Somehow, later on in the year, I made Emma cry, and all of a sudden, her group of friends were giving me death glares. They act like I stabbed Emma or something, sheesh. My bad, I suck at social cues and have no idea what drugs people are on to obtain these "normal social cues" abilities.
Looking back on it, maybe I should have really tried to stab Emma in a psychological social manner for the bullshit that she did to me....
[Name: Nemo
Age: 13
Relationship status: classmate
Description: Has a crush on me, apparently. ]
I recall Emma's group of friends had joined in with Nemo's group of friends. The whole group was yelling out that Nemo had a crush on me back then. Nemo eventually asked for my number, so I decided to give it to him. He got mad that I didn't answer my phone when it was at home. He expected me to answer my phone at home, and he called just as school let out. At the time, I wouldn't bring my phone to school. I find it illogical for Nemo and his friends to expect me to answer my phone. I wasn't like Nemo and everyone else when I brought my phone to school.
I got Emma's phone number through "orders of Emma's friend," and when we called, I ended up talking about my group of friends a lot. I ended up accidentally saying one of my friends' names because I made her the first friend's name. Emma somehow got the impression that I had a crush on one of my friends…? Which I didn't…?
Emma thought I had a crush on Lamp, but I didn't. When I spoke to the friend group Dante and Lamp were with. Lamp was really confused at first and said, "I'm straight". I was also really confused about how Emma thought I had a crush on Lamp.
When my friend group found out that I had a crush on Emma, they were really surprised.
[Player #6
Name: Shelly
Age: 13
Relationship status: Friend
Astrology Sun Sign: Sagittarius
Friend Groupmates: Dante, Lamp, Black Aries]
Shelly had wondered why I never told our friend group about my crush on Emma. From my perspective, I thought they wouldn't care at all.