OO Month, XX Day
Today, I received a massage from Gam Butler as well. I came once with my breasts and three times with my pussy.
As Gam Butler taught me, I said "I'm cumming" while reaching climax, and he praised me, saying I'd done well.
I need to keep focusing on it from now on.
Ye-na has finally gotten used to taking two fingers in her pussy. She says she'll challenge three starting tomorrow.
Ye-na bragged to me about it like it was a big accomplishment, but I've already been getting stuffed with three.
And... today, Gam Butler and Ye-na kissed again. Watching them embrace and kiss was beautiful no matter how many times I saw it.
I wonder when I'll have my first kiss?
...Oh no. Imagining a kiss made Gam Butler pop into my head instead of Siwoo. It must be because that scene of the two of them kissing is still burned into my mind from today.
OO Month, XX Day
Today, I got a new kind of massage. Unlike usual, I got fully naked, and Gam Butler sucked on my breasts.
He said it was a massage to stimulate my mammary glands and promote female hormone secretion.
Gam Butler looked so cute, sucking on my breasts like a newborn baby, lost in it.
When I stroked his head, Ye-na got jealous of me. I felt a bit superior, and it made me happy.
My breasts used to bother me because they were so big, but now I'm glad they're this size.
OO Month, XX Day
Today, I learned fellatio—sucking on a dick. He said the semen from it helps with female hormone secretion.
Gam Butler's dick was huge, nothing like the fingers he usually thrusts into our pussies.
When I got close and touched it, it was hot enough to burn, hard as steel. Imagining this dick going into my pussy made it twitch.
Ye-na demonstrated first. She knelt on the floor and took Gam Butler's dick into her mouth. With one hand, she stroked the shaft that wouldn't fit, and with the other, she fondled his balls.
Ye-na was already used to it, and she successfully drew out his semen in no time.
But I couldn't. My jaw hurt from holding the dick in my mouth so long, and even though I licked here and there, I couldn't satisfy Gam Butler.
He must have gotten frustrated because he grabbed my head with both hands and thrust his dick into my throat, moving his hips.
It was agonizing, like I was going to puke, but it was my fault for being inadequate, so I had no choice. Luckily, he liked my throat and came quickly.
My mouth filled up with Gam Butler's semen. It tasted awful, but thinking it was the semen he released because of me made it... not so bad.
I swallowed it down, and he patted my head, saying I'd done well.
But... now that I think about it, my first kiss was with Gam Butler's dick...
I'm sorry, Siwoo.
OO Month, XX Day
Lately, Siwoo's attitude toward me has changed. When I get close, he blushes and steps back. Even when we talk like usual, he can't look me straight in the eyes.
I finally feel like Siwoo is seeing me as a woman.
Come to think of it, Father asked me recently if I'd changed a bit. The effects of the massages must be starting to show.
As thanks, I sucked Gam Butler's dick even harder than usual.
OO Month, XX Day
Today, Siwoo asked me out on a date. He mentioned a new cafe near school and said their shortcake is delicious, inviting me to go try it together.
Luckily, it wasn't a massage day, so I accepted.
The cake was as delicious as Siwoo said. It seemed to use a unique recipe, so Siwoo and I put our heads together to analyze it. It had been a while since I'd spent fun time with Siwoo, and I was happy.
No, it was the worst.
I wasn't happy at all.
No... I'm the worst.
They're a couple who love each other, so why am I...
What am I even...
Why does it hurt so much to hear that Ye-na and Gam Butler had sex...?
OO Month, XX Day
I haven't gone for massages for several days now.
I'm scared to see Ye-na and Gam Butler.
...Correction. I'm scared to see Ye-na and Gam Butler having sex.
...Another correction. I'm scared of how much it hurts me to see the two of them having sex.
They clearly love each other. And I like Siwoo. I get massages to seduce Siwoo.
So I should congratulate them on sharing their first time.
But I...
I...
Am I greedy?
I wanted their first time to happen in front of me.
I thought Ye-na's body was so sensitive that she'd cum before satisfying Gam Butler.
So I figured I'd naturally fill that gap.
I want Siwoo's love, but I also crave Gam Butler's affection.
I... am greedy.
I'm sorry... Siwoo, Ye-na...
I'm sorry, Gam Butler...
OO Month, XX Day
I haven't gone for massages for over a week now. I'm consciously keeping my distance from Ye-na too. She looks worried about me, but I forced myself to ignore her.
Seeing me down, Siwoo took great care of me. He took me to secret eateries and nice cafes, trying hard to cheer me up.
I was grateful to Siwoo, but my mood didn't improve at all.
If anything, every time I spent time with Siwoo, I kept picturing Ye-na making love with Gam Butler.
Ah... no, that's not it.
I was picturing Gam Butler making love with Ye-na.
Even with Siwoo right in front of me...
OO Month, XX Day
I didn't go for a massage today either.
OO Month, XX Day
I didn't go for a massage today either.
Siwoo asked me out today, but I turned him down, saying I wasn't feeling well.
OO Month, XX Day
I didn't go for a massage today either.
Today, I masturbated while imagining Ye-na and Gam Butler having sex.
But it didn't feel good at all.
OO Month, XX Day
I didn't go for a massage today either.
OO Month, XX Day
...I had sex with Gam Butler.
I'm happy... So this is what happiness feels like. I'd forgotten.
I should write in my diary, but... I have no strength left in my body.
It better not turn out this was all a dream when I wake up.
OO Month, XX Day
Thank goodness it wasn't a dream. The pain in my pussy tells me that yesterday's sex with Gam Butler was real.
Actually, I don't remember it well.
Ye-na and Gam Butler were waiting for me at the school gate, we went to Ye-na's house together, and Ye-na permitted Gam Butler to have sex with me.
And then...
Sex with Gam Butler...
Why?! I can't remember from the sex part onward. It was my first time... This is so unfair!
When I whined to Ye-na about it, she sent me the video of my first time. In the video, I looked so lewd and slutty.
I was getting pierced by Gam Butler's monstrous dick, letting out pleasurable moans, and then I hugged him tight.
Is that really me...?
Does sex feel so good that I fell apart like that...?
I'm heading to Ye-na's house soon. We're planning an all-night sex party disguised as a pajama party.
I need to be careful not to pass out this time.
OO Month, XX Day
I had sex again today.
I stayed conscious up to my second orgasm, but from the third, I blacked out again.
Still, I'm better off than Ye-na, who passes out at her first climax every time.
OO Month, XX Day
Today, I kissed Ye-na.
It started with a position for the three of us. I was lying on the bottom, Ye-na on top of me, and Gam Butler thrusting his dick between our pussies.
It wasn't direct penetration, but our clits rubbed together, and I got so aroused. Ye-na writhing and moaning on top of me was adorable.
Without thinking, I kissed Ye-na, and she accepted it. While we were lost in the kiss, Gam Butler took turns putting his dick in each of our pussies.
Ye-na passed out again at her first climax.
It felt fun, like I'd made her cum.
OO Month, XX Day
We had sex as a trio again today.
I've completely gotten used to Gam Butler's dick now.
After he came in Ye-na, his dick was still rock-hard, so I sandwiched it between my breasts and sucked on the tip.
Then I got on all fours on the bed, spread my pussy, and Gam Butler thrust in.
The dizzying pleasure made me moan naturally.
Sex really feels good.
OO Month, XX Day
Lately, the way Siwoo looks at me has changed again. Now he breaks out in a cold sweat and doesn't know what to do just from me talking to him.
Today, there was some unintended light skinship with Siwoo, and I could see he got hard.
I was really disappointed.
OO Month, XX Day
Not just the boys in my class, but even the teachers have started looking at me differently. It's not just Siwoo.
People whispering while sneaking peeks at my breasts or ass, even taking secret photos. But my breasts and ass already have their owner. Disgusting creeps.
I told Gam Butler, and he handled it cleanly. Expulsions and firings, all done in less than a day.
He's truly capable in every way.
As thanks, I rode on top and shook my hips for him today. But it wasn't enough, so Gam Butler ended up shaking his too. I need to step it up.
OO Month, XX Day
We had sex as a trio again today.
OO Month, XX Day
We had sex as a trio again today.
OO Month, XX Day
We had sex as a trio again today.
OO Month, XX Day
Ye-na is pregnant.
I was jealous.
OO Month, XX Day
I checked just in case.
Two lines.
Ah... I'm happy.
OO Month, XX Day
We're going on a trip to celebrate the pregnancy.
But Gam Butler said to invite Siwoo too. He told me to use this chance to end things with Siwoo for good.
Siwoo had been getting too friendly lately, with sneaky touches—it was annoying me anyway.
I said I would, and he kissed me, saying I was a good girl. When I coquettishly said a kiss wasn't enough, he fucked me.
I should have acted cute more often...
OO Month, XX Day
I invited Siwoo on the trip. When he heard, he was happier than anyone and said he'd definitely come.
Seeing him like that gave me a great idea.
Hehe... I'm looking forward to the day we leave for the trip.