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Chapter 1 - My struggle life journey

Aaj ka din thoda sa theek tha so mera jivan kaisa chal raha hai . mera naam hai Anu jiski Kai sapne hain lekin kaise sakaar hote hain vah aage chalkar pata chalega main Matra 8 sal ki thi jis samay Maine ek singer banne ka Sapna dekha tha Lekin jab Main Tere sal ki Hui to mere mummy papa Ne kuchh aur hi banne ka avsar Diya mujhe jo ki mujhe nahin achcha Laga lekin mere mummy papa ko vah chij bahut acchi Main Bus jaati thi ki main kuchh achcha karo singing karo mere bhi bahut sare fan followers on but Aisa kuch nahi hua mere Papa Jo Kisan the aur mummy ghur Chala thi thii hamare pass itne paise nahin the ki mai singing kar sakun isliye Papa ne bola ki jaldi se padhaai kar lo aur kuchh achcha jaldi Ban jao taki unhen paise ki jarurat mein kafi madad Ho mere Papa Mummy Ne kabhi bhi mujhe ladki nahin samjha main ladki hun lekin mujhe ladki nahin samjha mujhe ek ladka ki tarah Pala hai isliye mujhe Apne mummy papa per bahut Garv hai aage Chalke Jo mere chacha bade papa The vah hamesha hume support nahin kar rahe the kyunki hamare pass paise nahin the to mujhe khud Hi Bahar nikalke kuchh karna pada Meri jivan bahut mushkil Thi lekin Maine har nahin Mana kyunki sabke jivan mein kathinaiyan aati Hain yah hamen lagta hai ki jivan Hai Lekin life bahut hi mushkil Hai aage Chalke jab Maine 18 sal per 12th class pass kiya to mujhe FIR aage padhne ka mauka nahin mila lekin main bolati rah gai Meri shaadi ki baat chalna shuru ho gai Thi ki ab iski shaadi kara dete Hain lekin main kuchh karna chahti thi singer to nahin Ban Pai lekin main kuchh achcha karna chahti thi Apne pair per khada hona chahti thi to Papa ne kaha ki tumhen jo karna hai vah to kar to fir mummy Se Maine support Kiya ki mujhe Bahar jakar padhaai karni hai to unhone bola theek hai Mummy Papa ne bola ki hamari ek shart Hai Jahan Ham bolenge vahi aapko padhna hai to maine bola theek hai ghar ki aarti ki sthiti Sahi na hone ke Karan mujhe unki baat manani pade kyunki mujhe kuchh achcha Banna tha lekin mere bade Papa aur chacha donon log kabhi bhi mujhe support nahin karte The hamesha bolate the ki tumse nahin Ho Main nahin ho payega mere kuchh friends bhi the jinhone mujhe bahut support padhaai karne mein madad ki sabko lagta tha ki main kuchh nahin kar paungi kyunki Main ladki hun bad mein kuchh sal bad ek do sal bad mere jivan mein ek Insan aaya jise Shayad nahin aana chahie tha Khair Main bhi ek bacchi hun galtiyan sabse Ho jaati Hain lekin maine koi galti nahin ki yahi Meri sabse acchi baat hai aaya to sahi lekin Maine use andekha kar diya kyunki hamen jivan mein hamesha Sahi kam karte rahana chahie kisi ke bahkave mein nahin aana chahie isliye maine socha ki padhaai Kar leti hun aaj mujhe study curte 2 sal Ho chuke hain aur mujhe Apne per bahut jyada Garv Hai kyunki main study kar pa rahi hun ladkiyon ki Sabse Badi problem hoti hai ki unhen bahar padhne ke liye support hi nahin kiya jata hai aaj ki generation mein lekin mujhe support Mila to Main Apne mummy papa ke liye bahut hi thankful Ho ki mujhe aise acche mummy papa mile aur Aisa bilkul nahin hai ki mere jivan mein kathinai nahin Hai kafi kathinai bahut kathinai ek time aata tha jab aapane kamre ka room rent nahin De paate the to Makan malkin a ke hamen bolate Suna kar Chali jaati thi ki kamre ka room per kab doge vah papa ke upar khoob chillati Thi lekin papa hamare kabhi bhi hamen kuchh bola nahin unhone Bus itna bola beta Tum padhte raho main paise arrange karta rahunga mujhe ek taraf Hai ek Kisan ki Beti hun main mujhe kabhi is baat ka dukh nahin hua na hi Kisi aur Ko kabhi is chij ki dukh honi chahie jivan badhate raha badhate raha chalte Raha Main ek din raste mein Ja Rahi Thi ek bujurg mein Amma Jaisi thi to vah sadak paar nahin kar pa rahe thi to maine unhen sadak paar karvane mein madad to unhone bola ki beta Tum aage jakar kuchh achcha karoge jivan mein mehnat karte rahana to fir main aage badh Gai FIR ek Aisa samay aaya ki Shayad vah chij kabhi hona nahin chahie Mera aage chalkar accident Ho Gaya...

To be continued.....

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