There is a saying people repeat so often that it slowly loses its sound.
Time and tide wait for none.
Most people nod when they hear it. Some even smile, as if it is comforting. But the truth buried inside those words is colder than it sounds.
Time does not wait, yes—but it also does not care. It moves forward without looking back, dragging everything with it, including things that were never meant to be forgotten.
Five years had passed since that day.
The world did not stop.
It never does.
The protests that once filled the streets had dissolved into background noise. The outrage that burned hot for weeks cooled into tired conversations, then into silence. New scandals replaced old ones. People moved on, not because they healed, but because life demanded it.
What was lost was replaced. What was broken was patched. And what could not be fixed was simply ignored.
Deaths became numbers. Names became headlines. Headlines became archives.
But grief does not follow the rules of time.
Grief does not fade the way people expect it to.
It settles.
It hides.
It waits patiently, resurfacing in quiet moments when no one is watching. A mother losing her son, a brother losing his anchor—those wounds do not close. They are merely covered.
Rafael Shane sat in the lecture hall, staring at the board without really seeing it.
"What are you thinking, Rafael?" a voice whispered beside him.
It belonged to Conrad—a blond-haired boy with a careless smile, the kind that came easily to him even on bad days.
Rafael didn't answer.
"Shh, Conrad. Let him be," Michael muttered from the other side, shooting Conrad a sharp look. His tone carried more weight than his words. Michael didn't glare often, but when he did, it meant something.
Conrad opened his mouth to protest, then stopped. Something in Michael's expression jogged his memory.
"Oh," he said quietly.
"Right. Sorry, mate."
Rafael remained still, his hands resting loosely on the desk. His eyes were fixed somewhere beyond the walls of the university, beyond the city itself.
Today marked five years since General Romanoff had stood at the entrance of their home.
Five years since silence had been delivered in uniform.
Kinoff Shane—his elder brother. A name once spoken with pride, now spoken carefully, if at all. A brilliant existence. A disciplined soldier. A presence that once filled rooms and now existed only in absence.
The lecture continued, unnoticed.
Conrad, Michael, Teddy, and Rafael were friends—university friends. The kind formed through shared classes, shared stress, shared meals.
Teddy was absent today, claiming illness, but Rafael knew better. Some days were harder than others. Today was one of them.
A shout broke through the room.
"Hey! You!"
Several heads turned.
Rafael did not.
A plastic bottle skidded across the floor, bouncing once before rolling to a stop near Rafael's desk. It hadn't been thrown with precision—more frustration than aim.
Rafael blinked, pulled back into the present.
He looked up slowly.
The boy standing near the doorway was familiar.
Sam. A delinquent type. Loud when surrounded, smaller when alone.
Someone Rafael had noticed only in passing before.
"Oh—sorry," Rafael said calmly, rising from his seat.
"Didn't realize—"
Sam didn't wait.
He stepped forward and swung.
The punch came fast, but without control. No setup. No balance. Just brute force, fueled by the need to be seen.
Rafael didn't react instantly. There was a fraction of a second—an honest one—where he assessed distance, angle, intent.
Then he moved.
Not back. Slightly inward.
The punch grazed his shoulder, close enough for Rafael to feel the rush of air. His body turned with the motion, absorbing the impact instead of resisting it.
Sam overcommitted, his weight shifting forward.
That was the mistake.
Rafael caught Sam's wrist—not tightly, not violently—just enough to stop the momentum. His grip wasn't about strength. It was about timing.
Sam stumbled.
Rafael stepped in, shoulder-first, short and compact, driving into Sam's chest. Not a strike meant to injure. A movement meant to claim space.
Sam lost balance and went down hard, more embarrassed than hurt.
"Hey—hey! That's enough!"
Conrad said quickly, stepping forward with Michael.
A few students murmured.
No one cheered. No one laughed. It wasn't that kind of fight.
Sam scrambled to his feet, red-faced.
"You think you're tough?" he snapped.
"You started it,"
Conrad shot back. "And not even for the right reason."
Sam scowled.
"Your friends jumped mine at the gaming room yesterday."
Michael shook his head.
"They caused trouble first. Lost a match, couldn't handle it, and started yelling at the staff."
Rafael said nothing at first.
Then, quietly,
"You should know the whole story before you act. Reacting on half-truths is something immature people do."
Sam scoffed, muttered something under his breath, and walked away.
The room slowly returned to normal.
Rafael flexed his hand slowly.
His knuckles were red where they had met Sam's wrist. Not hurt—just marked. A faint, fading echo of contact. He rubbed them absently, then let his arm fall back to his side.
There was no satisfaction.
No lingering adrenaline.
Only awareness.
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"Mom, I'm home,"
Rafael said later that afternoon, closing the door gently behind him.
"You're early today," Lady Shane replied from the kitchen. Her voice was warm. Too warm.
"Didn't hang out with your friends?"
Rafael knew that tone.
He had grown up learning to hear what wasn't being said.
Before he arrived, she had been standing near the old medal—the one that no longer shined. The one she never cleaned. He could imagine her there, fingers brushing against cold metal, eyes refusing to let tears fall.
Her eyes were still wet now, though she tried to hide it.
Rafael adjusted his expression to match hers.
"What's for afternoon snacks?" he asked lightly.
"I'm starving."
"Noodles," she said.
"Extra spice."
"Perfect. I'll freshen up."
Their days followed a rhythm: eat, study, sleep. From the outside, it looked peaceful.
Inside,it was fragile.
After eating, Rafael retreated to his room. He packed his exercise kit and slung the bag over his shoulder.
"I'm heading to the gym," he called out.
"Alright," his mother replied.
"Don't be late."
He wasn't going to the gym.
Rafael ran past it, toward the old warehouse near their house. Rust clung to its walls. The air smelled of dust and animals.
"How are you, Uncle Ford?" Rafael greeted.
Ford looked up from his work, wiping sweat from his brow.
"You're here today? I thought you'd visit your brother."
Rafael paused. "It's been five years," he said quietly.
"I think… it's time to move forward."
Ford nodded, understanding more than he asked.
Inside the warehouse, Rafael climbed to the upper section and pushed open a broken door.
The room was simple.
A sandbag scarred by countless blows. A rope-tied tire coated in dust. A single window that let sunlight mark the passage of time.
Rafael placed his bag down. Inside were only three things: gloves, a towel, a water bottle.
He removed his jacket. The fading sunlight revealed a body shaped by routine—not extreme, but disciplined. Honest work.
He closed his eyes.
The fight replayed in his mind.
Not because he lost.
Because he could do better.
"What if the punch had been cleaner?" he murmured. "What if he had followed through?"
He struck the bag—not angrily, but thoughtfully. Each punch carried a question. Each movement tested an answer.
Afterward, he wiped the sweat from his face and stepped outside.
He went to Ford and asked if he could help gather the chickens. Ford didn't mind. They began their work.
To anyone passing by, it would look simple—just a young man running around, chasing chickens for an old farmer.
But inside Rafael's mind, every step was calculation.
Distance.
Angle.
Timing.
It wasn't play. It was movement training—how to move while already thinking about the next action.
After finishing the work,Rafael wiped his sweat and packed up.
As Rafael prepared to leave, Ford called out.
"Son," he asked gently,
"why do you train so hard?"
A breeze passed through the yard.
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