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Chapter 15 - The Weight Of Steel

The curtains of the window blew softly as the first light touched the face of Delvin. Clashing of swords—war cries—was the only sound that flooded the exterior of Aquamaria.

"It's been three months after the warning. I must connect with Justice." He whispered to himself.

"Won't you join the training today? Come I have something to show you." Cid offered.

Delvin turned from the window, his hand still pressed against the wound on his side—the attack of the first assassins mark that had never fully healed.

" Still looking at the wound?" Cid asked.

" It has not fully healed. I wonder how they got into Aquamaria." Delvin replied, his hand on his chin. " If not for my sword Justice, I would have died from that ambush." He continued.

" I think we have traitors among us. Persie, Penelope and Tristan are investigating the matter. Let's wait and see the full shape of it." Cid tried to explain.

Delvin's jaw tightened. Traitors. The word sat wrong in his stomach, heavy and sour. He had spent his life fighting enemies he could see—soldiers with banners, armies with formations, threats that had faces. But this? Enemies wearing friendly smiles, sharing meals, sleeping in the same barracks?

This was worse.

"Penelope," he repeated. "I didn't know she was here."

"Arrived three days ago. Persie sent her." Cid's voice dropped. "He doesn't trust anyone else with this. Not even Tristan, not really. Penelope has... gifts. From the void's transformation. She can sense when someone's hiding something. When someone's divided inside."

The Lord's favorite food. Division.

"Smart," Delvin admitted. "We need that."

"We need a lot of things." Cid gestured toward the training grounds. "Come. What I have to show you might help with more than just fighting."

Delvin hesitated one last time, his fingers tracing the edge of the wound. The skin around it was pale, almost gray, and cold to the touch. Three months, and it hadn't closed. Hadn't healed. Hadn't done anything but exist, a constant reminder that the Lord of darkness had marked him.

If not for my sword Justice.

Long before any of this began. A simple name for a primordial blade—one that stood for something, one that cut through lies and shadows alike. Now the name felt prophetic. The sword had saved him. The sword, and nothing else.

"Coming," he said.

The training grounds were busier than usual.

Soldiers drilled in formation along the eastern edge, their movements precise despite the early hour. Archers loosed volleys at targets bobbing in the canal, their arrows finding marks with practiced ease. And at the center, ringed by onlookers, a circle had been cleared for something else entirely.

Sparring.

Delvin spotted her immediately—a woman with hair the color of moonlight and movements that seemed to skip somehow, as if she existed slightly out of phase with the world around her. Penelope. She faced three soldiers at once, and she was winning.

Her blade moved like water, flowing around their attacks, finding gaps that shouldn't exist. When one soldier overextended, she was there—not striking, but touching, her sword tapping his wrist so lightly he dropped his weapon in surprise. When another tried to flank her, she was gone, appearing behind him with a smile that held no malice.

"Impressive," Delvin murmured.

"Watch closer," Cid said.

Delvin did.

And then he saw it.

Every time Penelope moved, something flickered around her. Not light—the opposite. A thinning. A moment where she wasn't quite there. And in that moment, the soldiers she faced seemed to hesitate, to forget what they were doing, just for an instant.

"The void's gift," Cid explained quietly. "She can touch the emptiness between things. Between moments. Between people. When she does, she feels what's there—and what's missing."

"What's missing?"

"Connection. Trust. Loyalty." Cid's face was grim. "She's been walking through the city for three days, touching everyone she meets. Soldiers, merchants, servants, nobles. And she's found..." He paused. "She's found seventeen people who feel wrong. Who have a hole where their connection to others should be. Who feel... cold."

Delvin's hand went to his wound. Cold. He knew cold.

"Traitors."

"Seventeen of them, so far. Persie's people are watching. Waiting. They want to see the full shape before they move." Cid met Delvin's eyes. "But one of them is high-ranking. Close to King Fritz. Close to us."

The words hung in the air like a blade.

The sparring ended. Penelope sheathed her sword and walked toward them, her movements still carrying that strange, skipping quality. Up close, Delvin could see the cost of her gift—dark circles under her eyes, a pallor beneath her skin, a tremor in her hands that she couldn't quite hide.

" Delvin," she said. "I heard you fought at the water gates. Thanks for protecting my people and city. I went on an errand, couldn't stand for my nation."

"And I also heard you can see traitors."

A ghost of a smile. "Among other things. The void left me with... sensitivities. I feel absence more strongly than presence. Loneliness more than connection. It's useful, but it's not comfortable." She looked at his side. "You're wounded."

"Three months ago. Shadow creature. It won't heal."

"May I?"

He hesitated, then nodded.

Penelope's hand hovered over the wound, not quite touching. Her eyes closed. Her face went through a series of expressions—concentration, surprise, fear, understanding—before settling into something that looked terribly like pity.

"It's not just a wound," she said quietly. "It's a seed. Something the Lord of darkness gave to King Conquer and he gave it to one of his minions, he marked you. Left a piece of itself inside. It's growing. Slowly, but growing."

Delvin's blood went cold. "Growing into what?"

"I don't know. Something it can use. Something that will let it reach you, control you, turn you." Penelope opened her eyes. "The fact that you're still yourself, still fighting—that's remarkable. The Keystone fragment you carry is protecting you. Slowing the growth. But it's not enough."

"What is?"

She was silent for a long moment. Then: "Connection. The same thing that starves the Lord. You need to be held, Delvin. By people who love you. By people who see you. The more you connect, the weaker the seed becomes. It feeds on isolation. On the belief that you're alone with this."

Delvin thought of his wound, his constant companion. Thought of the nights he'd spent alone, staring at the ceiling, feeling the cold spread. Thought of how he'd pushed everyone away, convinced he could handle this himself.

Stubborn fool, he told himself. Always have been.

"I know people," he said slowly. "A few, anyway."

"Good." Penelope's smile was tired but genuine. "Hold onto them. Let them hold you. And when the time comes—" She paused, her eyes distant. "When the time comes, you'll need to make a choice. The seed will try to bloom. You'll have to decide who you really are."

"What kind of choice?"

But Penelope was already walking away, her strange, skipping gait carrying her toward the city, toward more traitors, more secrets, more cold.

Cid's something turned out to be a magic stone fragment—larger than any Delvin had seen, pulsing with a warm golden light that made the cold in his side recede just by standing near it.

"Found it in the ruins east of here," Cid explained. "Took three days to dig out. Nearly got buried twice. Worth it, though." He hefted the fragment, which glowed brighter at his touch. "This one's special. It's from the heart of the magical stone beneath Aquamaria. The part that held everything together."

"What can it do?"

"Watch."

Cid set the fragment on the ground and stepped back. For a moment, nothing happened. Then—

Light. Warmth. Connection.

Delvin felt it like a physical force—a pulling, a reaching, a thousand threads spinning out from the fragment toward a thousand points across the world. He felt Abigail, heavy and scared and hopeful. Felt Persie, fierce and loving and determined. Felt Tristan, Ethan, Emerald, Justice—all of them, scattered, fighting, there.

And beneath them all, he felt the Lord of darkness. Cold. Hungry. Watching.

It sees us, he realized. It knows what we're doing.

But for the first time, that knowledge didn't fill him with fear.

Let it watch. Let it see. Let it understand that it was outnumbered.

"We need more," he said, his voice rough with emotion. "More fragments. More connections. We need to build something the Lord can't break."

Cid nodded slowly. "That's what I thought you'd say. Which is why I'm coming with you."

"Coming where?"

"To find the rest." Cid's grin was massive, infectious, impossible to resist. "You didn't think I'd let you have all the fun, did you? Kael is already arranging a ship. We leave at dawn."

Delvin stared at him. Then, despite everything—the wound, the seed, the cold, the war—he laughed.

"You're insane."

"Probably. But I'm also right. And right now, right is more important than sane."

Delvin couldn't argue with that.

That night, he stood at the same window, watching the same city, feeling the same cold in his side. But something was different. Something had shifted.

Penelope's words echoed in his mind: Let them hold you.

He thought of Cid, massive and loyal, ready to follow him into danger without question. Thought of Penelope, fierce and determined, trusting him with her city's future. Thought of Abigail, Persie, Tristan, Ethan—all of them, scattered across the world, fighting the same fight.

He wasn't alone.

He had never been alone.

The cold in his side pulsed—angry, threatened, hungry—and for the first time, Delvin smiled at it.

"Grow," he whispered. "Bloom. Do whatever you're going to do. I'll be here. With them. And we'll be ready."

The cold receded, just slightly.

It was afraid.

Good.

Dawn came gray and cold, but Delvin was ready.

The ship waited in the harbor, its sails furled, its crew bustling with final preparations. Cid was already aboard, his massive form unmistakable even at this distance. Beside him, a smaller figure—Penelope, wrapped in a cloak, her blonde hair catching the first light.

"She insisted," Cid called as Delvin approached. "Said she could sense fragments from anywhere. Couldn't argue with that."

Penelope's smile was tired but genuine. "The void left me with gifts. Might as well use them."

Delvin climbed aboard, his hand brushing the magical stone fragment at his neck. The cold in his side pulsed—weaker now, less certain—and he felt a surge of something he hadn't felt in months.

Hope.

"Where first?" he asked.

Penelope's eyes went distant, her gift reaching out across the water. "South. There's something there. Something powerful. Something the Lord wants."

"Then we'd better get there first."

The ship cast off, catching the wind, carrying them toward fragments and battles and choices yet to come.

Behind them, Aquamaria shrank to a dot on the horizon.

Ahead, the dark waited.

But Delvin wasn't afraid.

Not anymore.

In the darkness between worlds, the Lord of darkness stirred restlessly.

They gather, it thought. They connect. They grow stronger.

The seed in the warrior's side pulsed with fear—its fear, the Lord's fear, impossible to separate now.

No matter. The seed will bloom. They all will bloom. And when they do—

But the thought trailed into silence.

Because beneath the fear, beneath the hunger, beneath the ancient patient hatred, something else stirred.

Something that had never existed before.

Doubt.

They are only human, the Lord reminded itself. Humans break. Humans divide. Humans betray.

But even as it thought this, it could feel them—thousands of tiny lights, flickering across the world, reaching for each other. And at the center of them all, a brighter light, growing, waiting to be born.

Soon, the Lord whispered. Soon I will teach them all what darkness truly means.

But the words felt hollow now.

Hollow, and afraid, and terribly, terribly alone.

Persie sat still, the parchment trembling slightly in his hands. Tristan sat on his right, Emerald on his left, Ethan across the worn wooden table. A single candle flickered between them, its light inadequate against the weight of what Persie had just read.

"This is the summary of what Kael found three months ago in the library of Aquamaria," Persie said, his voice quieter than usual. He looked up, meeting each of their eyes in turn. "He nearly died getting this information. The library's deeper chambers were warded—old magic, from before the First Age. But he got through, and he copied everything he could before the wards reconstituted."

"Just read it," Tristan said, though his usual sarcasm was absent. "The suspense is killing me, and I'd rather die of information than anticipation."

Persie glanced down at the paper again. The words felt heavier than they should, as if the parchment itself remembered the ancient source it had been copied from.

"From the ancient books I read," he began, reading Kael's precise handwriting, "the Fused being is The Creator. And the Lord of darkness—the one we face—is Umber. They were not always enemies. They were not always separate. In the beginning, before the fire and the void divided, there was only them. Two aspects of the same whole. Maker and Light."

He paused, letting that settle.

Emerald's stillness deepened—a void-touched response that Persie had learned to recognize. She was processing, reaching into the emptiness within herself to find echoes of this truth.

"Continue," she said quietly.

"The Creator gave birth to the fire and the void as an expression of itself. Light and dark, presence and absence, all contained within the original unity. But Umber—" Persie's voice caught. He cleared his throat and pressed on. "But Umber wanted division. Wanted separation. Wanted to be worshipped alone, without The Creator's shadow falling across its glory. It tried to seize the fire and void for itself, to remake existence in its own image."

"The first betrayal," Ethan murmured. "Before there was even a world to betray."

"The Creator could not destroy Umber," Persie continued. "They were too intertwined—destroy one, and the other would fall. So instead, The Creator divided itself. Separated the fire from the void, set them at opposite ends of existence, and used the tension between them to create a prison. Umber was cast into the darkness between, and the fire and void were left to guard the walls of its cell, unknowing."

"That's why they were lonely," Tristan said slowly. "The fire and the void. They weren't just separated from each other—they were separated from themselves. From their origin. From The Creator who made them."

Persie nodded. "And now that they've reunited, now that they've become The Creator again—"

"The prison weakens." Emerald's voice was soft, but it cut through the room like a blade. " Umber feeds on division. On separation. When the fire and void were apart, its prison was strong. Now that they're together, the walls are thinning. It's not just taking advantage of their reunion. It was waiting for it."

The silence that followed was absolute.

Finally, Ethan spoke. "What else? There's more, isn't there? Kael wouldn't have risked his life for just this."

Persie looked down at the paper. The final lines were written in Kael's smallest script, as if he'd been running out of space—or running out of courage.

"The Creator has taken birth before," Persie read. "Twice. In ages long forgotten, when the world was young and the barriers between realms were thinner. Both times, The Creator chose a human woman to carry it into existence. Both times, the woman survived."

Ethan's shoulders relaxed slightly. "Then Abigail is safe. If it's happened twice before, and the women lived—"

"Read the rest," Emerald interrupted. Her eyes hadn't left Persie's face. "There's more."

Persie nodded grimly.

"But the births were not without cost. The first mother was changed—gifted with sight beyond sight, able to perceive the threads of fate and connection that bind all things. She lived three hundred years, watching empires rise and fall, but she never again knew peace. Every moment, she saw what was coming. Every moment, she carried the weight of knowledge no human should bear."

He turned to the final paragraph.

"The second mother was changed differently. She gained the ability to heal—to touch any wound, any sickness, and make it whole. But every healing cost her a piece of herself. By the end, she was hollow, empty, a shell kept alive only by the love of those around her. She died surrounded by family, smiling, having given everything she had to give."

"So it's not death they face," Tristan said quietly. "It's something worse. Transformation. Loss of self."

"The seed takes root," Emerald said, and everyone looked at her. "Like Delvin's wound, but deeper. The Creator doesn't mean to harm—it means to connect. But connection at that level... it changes you. Remakes you. You're still yourself, but you're also more. And 'more' has a cost."

Persie set the paper down. His hands were steady, but his heart wasn't.

"We can't tell her."

Everyone looked at Ethan.

"Think about it," Ethan continued. "Abigail is already carrying the weight of the world. She's already terrified—not of death, but of failing everyone. If we tell her that survival isn't the same as being okay, that she'll be changed in ways we can't predict..." He shook his head. "It would break something in her. The hope she's holding onto—the belief that after this is over, she can go back to being Abigail—that's what's keeping her going."

"You're suggesting we lie to her." Tristan's voice was flat.

"I'm suggesting we protect her. There's a difference."

"Is there?"

"Enough." Persie's voice cut through the argument. He looked at each of them—Tristan's anger, Emerald's stillness, Ethan's desperate love. "We don't decide this alone. Abigail has a right to know what's coming. But we also have a responsibility not to crush her before she needs to stand."

"Then what do we do?" Ethan asked.

Persie was quiet for a long moment. Then: "We wait. We watch. We learn more. Kael is still digging—there may be more information, more context, something that tells us how to help her through this. And when the time is right—when she's strong enough to hear it—we tell her. Together."

"And until then?" Tristan asked.

"Until then, we do what we've always done. We fight. We protect. We hold the line." Persie stood, and there was something in his bearing that hadn't been there before—a weight, a purpose, a king's determination. "And we make sure that when the time comes, Abigail faces her transformation surrounded by so much love that she can't possibly feel alone."

Emerald rose too, her void-touched eyes meeting his. "That's a good plan."

"It's not a plan. It's just—"

"Love," she finished for him. "I know."

While they wrestled with truth in the candlelit room below. In her chamber high above, Abigail shifted in her sleep. The Fused being stirred within her, aware of the conversation happening far below, aware of the weight her companions now carried.

They love you, it whispered, though she couldn't hear. They will carry this so you don't have to. Not yet.

But soon.

Soon, you will know everything.

And then you will have to choose who you become.

Abigail's eyes fluttered open.

The room was dim, lit only by the soft glow of dawn seeping through the curtains. For a moment, she didn't know where she was—the fog of sleep still clung to her thoughts, heavy and disorienting. Then she felt it. The weight. The presence. The life growing inside her.

Three months. Had it only been three months?

She looked down, and for the first time, she saw it—a small curve beneath the bedsheets, subtle but unmistakable. Her hand moved to touch it, and when her palm made contact, she felt... warmth. And beneath the warmth, something else. A pulse that wasn't her heartbeat. A rhythm that wasn't her blood.

You're awake.

The Fused being's voice was soft, gentle, almost tender.

"Barely," Abigail whispered. "I feel... heavy."

You are carrying more than a child. You are carrying hope. Possibility. The future of everything.

"That's not heavy at all," she said, and the words came out wry, almost amused. "No pressure."

A warmth spread through her—not physical, but emotional. The Fused being was laughing. Actually laughing.

You will need that, it said. Your humor. Your stubbornness. Your refusal to be crushed. In the months to come, these will matter more than any power.

Before Abigail could respond, a soft knock came at the door.

"My lady?" Mira's voice, gentle as always. "May I come in?"

Abigail pulled the sheets up slightly, a sudden self-consciousness washing over her. "Yes. Please."

The door opened, and Mira entered carrying a tray—steaming tea, fresh bread, a small bowl of honey. The healer's eyes went immediately to Abigail's face, reading her with the practiced ease of someone who had spent decades caring for others.

"You didn't sleep well," Mira said. It wasn't a question.

"I slept. Just... heavily. Dream strangely."

Mira set the tray on the bedside table and settled into the chair that had become permanently hers over the past three months. "Tell me about the dreams."

Abigail hesitated. Then: "I see things. Places I've never been. People I've never met. A woman with eyes like mine, holding a child, standing on a mountain I don't recognize. A man with a sword, fighting shadows, his back to a wall. A city burning, and then—" She stopped. "And then nothing. Just darkness. But the darkness feels... watching."

Mira's expression didn't change, but her hands stilled in her lap. "The dreams have been getting stronger?"

"Every night."

For a long moment, Mira was silent. Then she leaned forward, her voice dropping to barely a whisper. "Abigail, I need to ask you something, and I need you to answer honestly."

"Always."

"When you wake from these dreams, do you still feel here? Do you still feel... yourself?"

The question caught Abigail off guard. She opened her mouth to answer immediately—of course I do—but the words didn't come. Because the truth was more complicated.

"Sometimes," she said slowly, "for just a moment, I feel... stretched. Like there's more of me than there should be. Like I'm still in the dream even after I've woken up." She looked down at her hands, turning them over as if seeing them for the first time. "Is that normal?"

Mira reached out and took those hands in her own. Her grip was warm, steady, grounding.

"I don't know what 'normal' means anymore," Mira said quietly. "But I know what you mean. You're not losing yourself, Abigail. You're expanding. Making room. The being you carry—it's not just growing in your body. It's growing in yourself. Your soul. Your mind. It's preparing you for what's to come."

"For the birth."

"For everything." Mira squeezed her hands. "The birth is just one moment. One threshold. What comes after—the transformation, the becoming—that's what you're dreaming about. That's what you're preparing for."

Abigail's eyes widened. "You know. About the other mothers. About what happened to them."

Mira's face went very still. Then, slowly, she nodded.

"I've been a healer for forty years," she said. "I've delivered hundreds of children, sat with dozens of dying women, held the hands of mothers who were terrified and mothers who were triumphant and mothers who were both at once. When Persie told me what Kael found in the library, I... recognized it. Not the specifics, but the shape of it. The pattern."

"What pattern?"

"The pattern of women who carry something greater than themselves." Mira's eyes were distant, remembering. "I once attended a woman who gave birth to a child that would become a king. During her pregnancy, she dreamed of battles. Of thrones. Of the weight of a crown she would never wear. After the birth, she was... different. Quieter. More patient. She saw the world in terms of decades rather than days. She lived to see her son crowned, and then she died, peacefully, as if she'd finished something."

Another pause. "And I attended another woman, years later, who gave birth to a child that would become a monster. A warlord. A destroyer. During her pregnancy, she dreamed of fire. Of ashes. Of emptiness. After the birth, she couldn't look at her son without flinching. She knew what he would become, and it broke something in her. She died within a year, not from illness, but from grief."

Abigail's blood ran cold. "You're saying the child determines the mother's fate?"

"I'm saying the connection determines it. What you carry, how you carry it, who you are when you carry it—all of it matters." Mira leaned forward, her eyes intense. "You are not those women, Abigail. The being you carry is not a future king or a future monster. It's something else entirely. Something that has done this before. Something that chose you."

"Chose me," Abigail repeated bitterly. "Lucky me."

"Not lucky. Chosen. There's a difference." Mira released her hands and sat back. "Luck is random. Chance. But choice—real choice—is never random. The Creator has taken birth twice before, and both times it chose women who could bear the weight. Who could be transformed without being destroyed. Who could become more without losing themselves."

"How do you know I'm one of those?"

Mira smiled—a warm, weathered expression that held forty years of experience. "Because I've spent three months watching you. Because I've seen you wake from nightmares and still smile at the sunrise. Because you thank me for tea and bread when you're carrying the weight of the world. Because you're still you, Abigail. Stubborn, scared, hopeful, human you. And that's exactly what The Creator needs."

Abigail was quiet for a long moment. Then, softly: "Thank you, Mira. For everything."

Mira reached out and adjusted the pillow at the top of the bed—a small gesture, but one that held decades of practice. "My lady, take a rest. You and the baby will need it."

"Thank you," Abigail said again. "You have been with me for three months. I don't know how I would have done this without you."

"Don't worry," Mira said gently. "I'm with you. We're all with you. That's the point, isn't it? That's what this whole thing has been teaching us."

Abigail nodded, her hand drifting back to the small curve beneath the sheets. "Connection."

"Connection." Mira stood, gathering the tray. "Rest now. The dreams will come again tonight, but they're not enemies. They're lessons. Pay attention to them. Learn from them. And remember—you're not alone in any of them."

At the door, she paused and looked back. Abigail had already closed her eyes, her breathing evening out into the rhythm of approaching sleep. But her hand remained on her belly, protective, present, connected.

Mira smiled and slipped out silently.

In the darkness behind her eyelids, Abigail dreamed.

She stood on a mountain she didn't recognize, watching a sunrise that painted the sky in colors that had no names. Beside her, a woman with eyes like hers held a child—not a baby, but a child of perhaps three years, with hair like spun gold and eyes that held the depth of eternity.

You see her? the woman asked. Her voice was warm, ancient, sad.

"The first mother," Abigail said. It wasn't a question.

The first. Yes. I carried The Creator, and I was changed. I saw everything—every thread of fate, every possible future, every choice and consequence. For three hundred years, I watched. I never knew peace. But I never regretted it either.

"Why not?"

The woman turned to look at her, and her eyes were Abigail's eyes—the same gold-flecked brown, the same stubborn hope, the same fear worn thin by necessity.

Because I was chosen. Because I mattered. Because in the endless vastness of existence, I was the one who said yes. That is not a small thing, Abigail. That is everything.

The dream shifted.

Now she stood in a cottage, warm and small, watching a woman with silver hair rock a cradle. The woman's face was peaceful, but her eyes were hollow—empty in a way that had nothing to do with sadness.

The second mother, Abigail whispered.

The second. Yes. She gave everything—piece by piece, healing by healing—until there was almost nothing left. But look at her face.

Abigail looked. The woman was smiling. Not a fake smile, not a mask—a genuine, peaceful, satisfied smile.

She gave everything, the first mother's voice continued, and in return, she received everything. Love. Gratitude. Purpose. She died empty, yes. But she died loved. Surrounded by the people she had saved. Held by the hands she had healed. That is not a tragedy, Abigail. That is a victory.

The dream shifted again.

Now Abigail stood alone, on a mountain, watching a sunrise. But this time, the sunrise was different—it was her. Light pouring from her chest, from her hands, from her eyes. And facing her, across a divide of shadow, stood something vast and terrible and alone.

Umber.

The Lord of darkness.

Soon, a voice whispered—not the first mother, not the second, but something older. The Creator itself. Soon you will face this. Soon you will choose.

"Choose what?"

Who you become. The first mother became a seer. The second became a healer. What will you become, Abigail? What gift will you carry from this into whatever comes after?

Abigail looked at the light pouring from herself. Looked at the darkness waiting across the divide. Looked at the sunrise, the mountain, the vastness of everything.

"I don't know," she whispered.

That's alright, The Creator answered. You don't have to know yet. You just have to be willing.

"Willing for what?"

To become whatever is needed.

The dream held her for one more moment—suspended between light and dark, between who she was and who she would become—and then it released her into sleep without dreams.

Peaceful, deep, restoring sleep.

And in that sleep, something within her continued to grow.

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