pyaas, thirst, dreams became a sona secretly raaz pur zyaada aur torah sa.
epilogue.
It was raining pouring rain so hard that night, standing at the top or was I sitting on the edge of the bridge tyne bridge, it was big and old but my reason was different, I was just mesmerising the view before some drunk asshole dropped a can in the water in the river tyne, I had my blue book with me I never leave anywhere without it, it withhold my deepest darkest secrets within here as well as other stuff made up but I admire what I wrote and drew, I took out my book from my bag and put my phone in my pocket, I also took out my pencil which I use all the time and started writing but got lost half way in what to write the song goes:
when you see my look straight at me, why do you fling back or run
aint it strange I would go partying, just for a taste of flirt sexy fun
let me show you how it goes and exactly how it works, look see just a kiss is way too fun
like it that way touch me, maybe it'll dance right bare.
come at me, take me, your lips does the job
zoul soul
zoulna soulna
doulna soulna
running around with my soul right now, grasping tight hold of me
keep running around like an oracle, oracle, oracle.
after finishing not knowing what more to write sitting under the bridge I went to draw something but my thoughts got lost in the weather which was started become more heavier so I put my book and pencil away and just sat there on the bridge doulna se soulna maybe I thought maybe I could use that to let my rooh zoulmate know what I want to show him I mean no one knows my magic which I call meadgick works not all the time but it will work for this, I couldn't help but think maybe it will be destined fate that brings us both together or maybe it won't but he will always know what I want to tell him until the time comes, sitting their pondering about other aspects of life like I help people for a living without them knowing and when they realised they ignore and turn it into someone else or themselves most of the time, I wonder what happened to that pregnant woman in that car accident on the highway on the way to York everyone is still talking about it, boom crash the driver wasn't paying full attention whilst talking to the passenger next to her and when it happened she shouted Mia your pregnant! Mia Mia Mia I mean didn't everyone hear that I certainly did as she got out the car screaming and shouting whilst crying saying I can feel a warmth everywhere the guy held her arm and helped her out the car vehicle and she sat in the middle pathway, anyways weird though because also the ambulance guy asked something and the woman said she's pregnant the guy then said I'm pregnant and the woman said yes I'm pregnant and I'm like huh but she just said and it seemed like Mia is actually pregnant having to smoke her vape as the warmth throughout her entire body would have subsided especially after drinking water I mean come on how did they not know how can they not tell are they dumb and stupid or something aren't they the police and ambulance how stupid can you get, I mean it looked like she's having to lie about her pregnancy and pretend she's not hum I wonder why anyways none of my business wait a minute wasn't their something said about a shraapit and something about using a baby name, anyways it turns out a lot of people can bloody tell she is pregnant. shaking off the scary thought I still sat there on top of the bridge dangling my legs wondering what else I would have to be doing tonight I thought a pub maybe but went there last night maybe a night club eh who knows, as I looked towards my right I muttered shit the fucking police I jumped backwards from the bridge as I grabbed my bag and ran off shouting sorry, it seemed as if that policeman wanted to run after me but thought best otherwise. he shouted you can't be sitting their not again next time I will have no choice but to arrest you ma'am its also for your safety as well waving his hand down his side and slumping what am I going to do.
MY name is well is Destiny.