Chapter 1 - kaise Maine dost banaye

Jab main choti thi to mujhe hamesha lagta tha ki ek student ke liye kafi sare dost hona bhot acchi baat hai lekin jab main badi hui to mujhe pta chala ki esa zaroori nahi. Fir uske bad Maine socha ki ab Main Apne dost Kamhi rakhungi . Yah baat Hai jab Main nursery class main thi tab meri ek hi Dost mujhe hamesha lagta tha ki mujhe aur Dost banani chahie aur Maine Dost banane chahie or uske bad se mere class mein jitne bhi log the main on sab ko apna dost manti thi lekin is pore class main ek ladki thi jise main apni best friend manti thi main hamesha oske sath hi rheti thi ham dono ek sath khana khate baate karte game kheltey pdhai karte or ek doosre ki chize bhi apas main sher karte . Shuru main to sab acha chal raha tha lekin phir dhire dhire thode changes ane lage jase ki maine aapko phele btaya ki nursery main bhi meri ek bohat achi dost thi osne bhich main pdhai chod do thi isliye jab main class first main aei to wo meri classmate ki jaghe meri junior thi ek din osne mujhse kha ki aaj main oske sath lunch karo to main os din oske sath lunch karne chali gai or os din main dost to sabhi ko manti thi lekin bakhi sab se main itna nahi bolti thi jab osne mujhe os din apne sath lunch kare ke liye kha or main oske sath chali gai os din se chize bdal gai maine socha bhi nahi tha ki apni porani dost ke sath lunch karne per nai dost itna bora Maan jayegi jab os din main lunch karke apne class main wapas aei to meri dost ne pocha ki tomne mere sath lunch kyou nahi kiya to maine ose btaya ki main aaj apni porani dost ke sath lunch karne gai thi itna khene per hi wo mujhe se bohat naraz ho gai or osne pora din mujhse baat hi nahi Kari jab agle din main school gai to osne mujhe apne sath bethne se bhi mna kar diya or kha ki apni porani dost ke sath bheto yha nahi os din to maine ose samjha liye lekin chize yahi tak khrab nahi hone wali thi age or bhi kai chize khrab hoi jese osne ek din to apne sath lunch karne se bhi mna kar diya os din mujhe bohat bora lga lekin main ise apna best friend manti thi to zada kuch nahi kha bas waha se chali gai lekin iska bartav badalta Gaya lekin fir dhire dhire sab kuchh Sahi hone laga to Maine socha ki Shayad ab uska gussa khatm ho chuka hai lekin mujhe tab yah nahin batata ki yah sab Meri galatfahmi Hai bus kuchh Dinon ke liye usne mujhse acche se bolna shuru kara tha kuch hi dino main hmare exam start hone wale the to ham dono hamesha ki tarhe exam ke liye sath main padhai kar rahe the yhe sab tab Tak chla jab tak hmare exam khtam nahi ho jate ham dono ne exam ke liye bohat mehnat ki or hamare exam ka result bhi bohat acha aya tha kyouki ki exam main half day hota hai or ham dono sath main bhi nahi bhethte the exam main ham log kagi dor dor bhethte the hmare roll number ki vajhe se or fir exam khatam ho gaye ab hame fir se school main full day pdhai karni thi main meri dost ke sath hi bethi kuch dino tak to sab kuch normal raha lekin fir kuchh din baad mujhe Meri purani dost Mili Ham donon Ne thodi der baat Karen aur vahin per Meri nai dost bhi a gaye usne Ham donon Ko baten karte dekha aur kaha ki tum ab inse baten karne lagi ho to theek hi hai ab mujhse kabhi baat mat karna usne Aisa kaha aur vahan se Chali Gai fir main wapas Apne class mein gayi aur usse poochha ki tumne eisa kyon kaha aakhir Ham donon sirf baat hi to kar rahe the aur main baat to tumhare sath bhi Karti Hun to usne Laut kar mujhe jawab Diya ki Tum Meri Dost thi isliye Tum mujhse baat Kiya karti thi lekin vah tumhari dost nahin Hai to tumne usse baat kyon Karen aur vaise bhi Meri aur uski ladai ho chuki hai to main usse baat nahin karti hun isliye tum bhi baat mat kara karo fir Maine use Laut kar jawab Diya ki tum Aisa kyon kah rahi ho ki Tum Meri Dosti Tum to Aaj bhi Meri Dost Ho aur maine usse isliye baat ki kyunki vah bhi Meri acchi dosto mein se ek hai aur agar tumhari aur uski ladai Hui Hai or tum log ek dusre se baat nahin karte to Main usmein Kya kar sakti hun tumhari ladai hui hai uske sath Meri to nahin isliye mujhe usse baat karni hai to Main Kya Karun agar tumhari usse ladai hai ya nahin Maine jab usse yah baat kahi to aur bhi jyada naraz Ho gai aur dusri jagah jakar baith gai aur usne kafi der tak mujhse baat bhi nahin Kari fir thodi der baad main uske pass Gai aur jakar poochha ki Tum mujhse baat kyon nahin kar rahi Maine kuchh galat thodi Na kaha Hai to usne kaha ki tum kuchh galat kahati hi kahan ho achcha jao mujhe tumse baat nahin karni aur vaise bhi ab Tum Meri Dost nahin. Dost nahi Maine aise kab kaha ki tum mere dost Maine tumhen pahle bhi bataya hai ki tum mere best friend ho lekin vah bhi mere dost hai ab Koi itni chhoti Si baat per itna gussa kase kar sakta hai lekin osne mari ek bhi baat nahi suni aur kai dio tak mujhse baat bhi nahi Kari fir achanak ek din osne mujhse khud akar mafi mangi or kha mujhe maaf kar do mujhe tumse ladna nahi chahiye tha maine kha koi baat nahi bas hmari ye baat yahi khatam ho gai ab ham dono dost fir se sath aa gaye lekin chize is baar wasi nahi thi jase Maine Sochi thi osne mujhse baat karna to shuru kar diya lekin maine dekha ki ye meri wo dost nahi hai jo pheli thi ab osne esa kya kiya ki jo mujhe osme badlav nazar ane lage.