Chapter 1 - meri jivan ki kahani

Mera naam Manisha Gautam Hai Main ek chhote se gaon Se belong Karti hun Jahan per ladkiyon ko koi value nahin Hoti Hai Main Aisa kuchh karna chahti Hun ki Jahan Se Koi ladki aage nahin badhi hai main us gaon ki pahli ladki hun jo aage badhane ki kosis kar rahi hu meri age 20 hai jab main 15 ki thi to main apne para hathigo gaae me rheti thi aur mai 7 class me padhti thi aur meri age us time 15 saal thi jab mai us school se aai to ghr pe mummy ne pakode bna Rakhi thi main padh khushi ke sath hath pair dhul kr jaise hi ek pakodi khai? Main aisa kabhi socha nhi tha ki mere sath kuchh aisa hoga jaise maine ek pakodi muh me Dali achanak mere muh se blood aane lga aur waha pure din girta rha. Aise hi 3-4 din tak hota rha mummy ko jab pta chla to mummy meri pass ke doctor ke pass le kr gai waha pr doctor ne turant jawab de diya . Doctor ne bola ki ese turat kahi bade hospital me le jao . Uske baad ghr Wale Delhi ke rohni hospital me lekr gai waha mera checkup hua. Waha kr doctoro ne kaha ki enka elaj 6 month chlega ab ghr Wale kya hi krte unho kaha kon baar gao jayega fir waha se le kr Delhi ayega . Delhi me hi room liye rent pr mummy boli esliye padhai bhi kharb ho rhi hai ab eska yahi pe naam likhwa do . Pass kr shalimar bagh kr pass school sarkari school tha jiska naam goverment girl sss shalimar bagh tha . Waha par mera 8 class me addmission hua wahi se meri jindgi badlne ka phela charan tha. Dawai le sath sath meri padhai bhi nhi ruki . Jab mai school gai to maine dekha ki yaha ke school aur kr schoolo me bahut frak tha. Uske baad mai wahi pe rhene lgi aur aise hi maine 8,9,10,11,12, pass ki. Lekin jaise hi maine 12 pass ki waise hi ghr Wale mujhe gaaw le aaye. Usi jagah jaha pe ladkiyo ko ye shikhya jata hai ki ladkiya ko ghr ka ho kaam Krna chahiye. Maine apne ghr pe bola bhi mujhe graduation kran hai ghr Wale bole ab nhi padha skte aur ghr pe rhe kr silai ,khana bnana ye sb sari chije shikh le but mujhe aisa nhi Krna tha mujhe sbki tahar nhi bnana tha mera bhi sapna tha ki mai tt police ki taiyari kru na ki ghr pe ye sb chije sikhu. Ha us time ghr walo ki aarthik encom achhi nhi thi jisse mujhe padha ske maine bahut jid krke phone khari waya jisse mai khud ke liye kuchh to kr saku . Ghr Wale phone kharid kr diye . Maine phone pe hi chhanbin Krna suru ki gaao wale ye sb dekh kr bolne lge tum apni ladki ko phone dekr kharab kr rhi ho maine to apne ghr Wale ko samjha do thi lekin gaao ke mahilao ko kon samjhata na o sb padhe likhe aur mera gaao aaj bhi waisa hai jaha ladki ko bahar jane se kisi se phone pe baat krne se roka jata hai yaha tak ki mere sage bhai bahen meri bhabhi gaao ke ladke mahilaye bolte the ye kuchh nhi kr payegi eski shadi kro yaha se bhage but mujhe en sbko jawab dena hai ki main bhi kuchh kr skti hu. Maine dekha hai ki gaaw me sahro me bahut se changes hai waha par koi cast dekh kr nhi baat krta hai sabko ek hi tarah se trit krte hai. Maine Delhi sahar se bahut kuchh dikha hai ki hume kisi par nirbhar na rhe balki kuchh aisa krke dikhaye ki bolne wale ka muh bnd ho jaye . Aur gao me aabhi bhi aisa mahol hai jaha ladki ko naukarani kr taur pe rakhte hai. Mai abhi bhi aise kaam me lagi hu taki en sbko bta saku ki ladkiya bhi kuchh kr skti hai. Par mere akele bolne se kya hota jab ghr ke hi log tane marte hai unki bate sun kr main rone lagti hu . But ab mai kosis kr rhi hu aur aise hi krte rhungi saflta jarur milege .