I chose the latter. Since I have books to write and responsibilities to do I wanted the easier out of the ordeal. But what I thought was simple isn't really the case. I still need to eat with occasional sting and aches from my surgery, that sometimes it's not funny anymore.
My face, head and nerves hurt like I am on fire and I can only stay calm, composed and take series of unplanned naps every now and then to let it slide.
Haaa….I even had hypertension one time since I thought that I just felt my blood pressure rise because of what I ate a day before it happened. But the truth is, I was trying to bear the nagging pain of my gums but unluckily I was advised to take pain relievers when those episodes happen again. It's a surgery not just a tooth extraction, so I that's why I was in a serious pain most of the time.
Okay but the story I have for you happened during my recuperation from surgery. A beautiful but a painful (broken heart) love story that only a few really experience in their lifetime or maybe more. At about one incident in billions of people trying to get to know a single person in a dating app, two souls meet in a most unexpected way. That beautiful person is my baby, Bea Reina. That's her name. Well, Bea is really her name but I don't know if that is her true name. Anyway, she woke something in me that made me see clearly, that I love women and want to be with one starting that day when Bea said she loves me.