I really should find a girlfriend, because I've found myself having some sinful thoughts about Qin Ling in front of me. My heart is pounding because of her current status, and these sudden, sinful thoughts are making me want to bang my head against a wall...
After having the idea of finding a girlfriend, I suddenly thought of Qin Ling's younger sister, Qin Qin...
If I could find a girlfriend as beautiful as Qin Qin, I would have no regrets in this life. However... Qin Ling became my stepmother. Is it appropriate for me to date her sister again?
What is all this about? Would Qin Qin even like me? She always acts like a proud princess at school, and she usually ignores any guys who try to chat her up.
But... now... it seems like Qin Qin and I have become relatives... After I suddenly realized this, I didn't know whether I should be happy or sad.
Although I thought about all that, it all flashed through my mind in a very short time, probably only lasting a few seconds, right? That's what I think...
I wonder if Qin Ling, who was standing in front of the door, noticed that I was lost in thought.
However, Qin Ling didn't say anything. After a moment, she pointed at the bed sheet on me and chuckled, "When did you put on a skirt?"
"Do you have any other clothes?" I looked at Qin Ling helplessly. Living with her was really inconvenient. In this hot weather, I couldn't possibly go home wearing the clothes I was wearing outside, could I? You know, when it's hot, we boys only wear underwear in the dorm.
"Wait a moment." Qin Ling seemed to remember something, and she limped into another room. A moment later, she handed me a pair of boxer shorts: "These are your father's. They're very clean. You can wear them when you're home if you feel uncomfortable."
"Why didn't you give it to me sooner?" I complained, then closed the door, threw the sheets on the bed, and quickly put on my boxer shorts. Although they were shorts, I felt much safer wearing them than just briefs.
"Hehe, you're really particular..." Qin Ling laughed from outside.
Being particular? If I weren't particular, would I just sit outside chatting with you wearing only my underwear? I'm just glad you don't accuse me of being a pervert... ugh!
"Alright, what do you want from me?" I opened the door again. Since I was starting to have designs on Qin Qin, I decided to be nicer to Qin Ling.
Qin Ling, who had been quite calm, hesitated again after hearing my question.
"What's going on?" I leaned against the door, looking at Qin Ling with some curiosity.
"I've thought about it, so I'd better ask you to treat my wound, especially that shard. Otherwise, I'll have to sleep on my stomach all night." After Qin Ling finished speaking, her expression was a little unnatural, but she still tried her best to appear calm.
I can guess how much courage it took for her to make this request, but after she said it, I also hesitated. Is it really appropriate to do this?
There's another reason why I'm hesitating now. When I came out of the bathroom after showering, I was swayed by some emotion. I felt sorry for Qin Ling at the time and genuinely wanted to help her...
Now, seeing Qin Ling after her bath, not only did my heart change and I had some sinful thoughts, but my body also underwent some changes. These changes were something a man could not control or hide, especially when he was wearing very little clothing.
If I were to harbor any evil thoughts while treating her wounds, that would be utterly intolerable...
Seeing that I was nervous and hesitant, Qin Ling was not nervous at all: "Don't be scared, I won't make things difficult for you. I just thought of a good way to let you treat my wound without taking off my pants."
What's there to be embarrassed about for a grown man like me? It's just awkward. I've never even held a girl's hand before, let alone touched her butt...
Now... how should I put it? I sadly find that now, my heart is filled with more expectation... an expectation tinged with guilt.
"Okay, then tell me your method." I replied to Qin Ling subconsciously, but I was really puzzled. Her wound was in such a place, how could she let me treat her wound without taking off her clothes?
"Look, my wound is about here." Qin Ling turned her back and pointed to her body. Although she was wearing pajamas, I couldn't help but feel a little aroused when I looked at a certain part of her voluptuous figure.
"If you just pull my pajama bottoms down a bit and then gather my underwear together, you'll be able to see my wound," Qin Ling said, looking at me with a pleading expression.
"Whatever, as long as you think it's good." I replied to Qin Ling casually. For some reason, I felt my face burning up... It's just treating a wound, why am I so nervous?
"Here you go." After handing me the medicine and cotton swabs, Qin Ling turned around and leaned against the back of the sofa. Her voice was clearly tense again. Of course, no matter how good her idea was, to treat the wound properly, she still had to expose a small part of her body.
Holding the medicine and cotton swabs, I looked at Qin Ling, who had her back to me, and suddenly felt an urge to pull down her pajama bottoms. A woman's body is mysterious and unfamiliar to me, yet also something I yearn for...
This is outrageous! This is utterly sinful! How could you exploit someone's trust to do such a thing?!
Thinking about this, I almost wanted to slap myself. After hesitating for a long time, I put my hand on Qin Ling's pajama bottoms and tried to recite things like "Form is emptiness, emptiness is form, I should be free from all worldly desires," "Saving a life is better than building a seven-story pagoda," and "The human body is just a stinking bag of skin" to calm myself down.
However, the effect was not obvious. Faced with such a beautiful but smelly body, I was not calm at all, and my hands were even trembling.
"Hey, hey, hey!" Qin Ling suddenly shouted, and grabbed her pants with her hand: "You don't need to pull down the inside too."
"I didn't..." After explaining, I realized that I had almost pulled down her underwear because I was so nervous.
Qin Ling didn't say anything more. She pulled her pajama bottoms down with her hands and then asked me, "Do you see the wound?"
Instead of looking for the wound, I stared at the white cloth in front of me, took a deep breath to calm myself down, and replied to Qin Ling, "Not yet."
"It's roughly in the middle." Qin Ling slowly gathered the white cloth towards the center. As she moved her hands, my head started to spin again. Just when I was hoping she would move that annoying white cloth a little further to the side, she stopped.
"Can you see the wound now?"
"Okay." I nodded. It would be too fake to say I couldn't see it... Sigh... Working in a place like this must be a high-risk job. You can easily get distracted and make a mistake if you're not careful.
Why am I staring at that white cloth?
"Can we see the fragments?" Qin Ling then asked.
"I'm looking for it." I reached out to try to open the wound a little, but found that my hand was shaking uncontrollably, shaking completely out of my control. It's... damn it! It's just a piece of broken porcelain, why are you getting so excited?
For a moment, I felt dizzy; not only were my hands shaking uncontrollably, but my vision was also blurry.
Qin Ling seemed a little anxious, and she urged again, "Have you found the fragments yet? Is the lighting bad?"
"Hmm...it is...a bit backlit." I replied casually. Actually, the lighting was fine, but my hands were shaking so badly that I couldn't bring myself to do it.
"Then I'll go somewhere else." Qin Ling said, looking around as if studying the light source. She quickly readjusted her position.
The lighting here is indeed much better, but my eyes are even more blurry, mainly because of the dazzling white cloth.
If I don't act soon, Qin Ling might really start to suspect something. I no longer have so many evil thoughts in my mind; I'm just trying to calm myself down, but my hands are still shaking uncontrollably.
I gritted my teeth and raised my hand, then used my fingers to pry open the wound on the skin. Once I opened the wound, I could see that the fragment was in the middle of the wound, but it was almost buried under the skin.
"Ah..." Qin Ling couldn't help but let out a soft cry, probably because my action of opening up the wound hurt her.
Her shout startled me even more, as I was already on edge. My hand, which was spreading her injured skin, trembled involuntarily. Because this was a high-risk area, this tremor caused my hand to accidentally touch something I shouldn't have...
Qin Ling's body trembled involuntarily, and I quickly removed my hand as if I had been electrocuted.
This is so frustrating! I'm so useless! I haven't even been able to deal with that piece of broken porcelain all day...
"Did you see the fragments?" Qin Ling asked again, then subconsciously placed both hands next to my workplace, pressing them against certain areas, seemingly to prevent me from touching anything I shouldn't.
Her actions annoyed me. Was I doing it on purpose? Honestly! If you hadn't screamed in pain, would I have been trembling with fear?
"I saw it." I gave Qin Ling a positive answer.
"Can it be removed?" Qin Ling asked again.
"I think it'll be okay. Just bear with it, it might hurt a little when you remove the fragments." After saying a few words, I found myself really calmed down, and all the messy thoughts in my mind disappeared. I really should focus on removing the fragments. It was all my fault, but she suffered because of it.