She didn't let him drive.
Not after what happened.
She took his keys gently, guiding him into the passenger seat, buckling him in like it was the most natural thing in the world. The silence between them wasn't awkward—it was careful, protective.
When they reached his place, the lights were off, the house quiet in a way that felt heavy instead of peaceful.
She noticed.
"Hey," she said softly. "Let's turn on a lamp, okay?"
Warm light filled the room, chasing the shadows away.
He sat on the couch, shoulders slumped, exhaustion settling deep into his bones now that the panic had loosened its grip. She brought him a glass of water first, then helped him slow his breathing again, sitting close enough that their knees touched.
"You don't have to talk yet," she told him. "Just rest."
He nodded.
She removed his jacket, folded it neatly, then draped a blanket over his shoulders. The way she moved—unhurried, intentional—made his chest ache in a way that felt unfamiliar but good.
When his hands started shaking again, smaller this time, she took them in hers.
"Look at me," she said gently.
He did.
"I'm not going anywhere."
Something in his eyes softened, like a door finally unlocking.
She stayed.
She brewed tea the way she knew he liked it—warm, not too sweet. She sat beside him while he sipped it slowly, reminding him to breathe when his thoughts started spiraling.
Later, she helped him to his bedroom, tucking him in like it wasn't strange at all. She sat on the edge of the bed while he lay there, eyes open, fear still lingering behind them.
"You can sleep," she whispered. "I'll be right here."
"You don't have to stay," he said quietly, though his fingers tightened around the blanket.
She smiled, brushing his hair back. "I want to."
She stayed until his breathing evened out, until his grip loosened, until the tension finally left his body. When he stirred in his sleep, murmuring something unintelligible, she reached for his hand.
And he calmed.
Hours passed quietly.
She didn't sleep much. She watched over him instead—listening to his breathing, tracing invisible patterns on his wrist when he needed grounding, whispering reassurance when his dreams turned restless.
By morning, sunlight spilled softly through the curtains.
He woke to find her curled up in the chair beside his bed, blanket around her shoulders, hair slightly messy, face peaceful despite the dark circles beneath her eyes.
For a moment, he just stared.
Something inside him shifted—deep, irreversible.
She woke shortly after, blinking sleep away.
"Hey," she said softly. "How are you feeling?"
He swallowed. "Better. Because you stayed."
She smiled. "Good."
He reached for her hand, this time without hesitation. "Thank you… for seeing me like that. For not leaving."
She squeezed his hand gently. "You don't scare me," she said. "You matter to me."
In that quiet morning, wrapped in soft light and shared silence, he realized something profound.
With her, he didn't have to be strong all the time.
With her, he could rest.
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