Coming home from the hospital didn't make me feel any less safe with the NTL app still on my phone. The comforts of my own
house provided me little relief, knowing I could be subjected to playing a game with any visitor that came through my front door.
Today was a rollercoaster of emotions. Not only was I molested twice, but I found out that there was no way to uninstall the
app. My best friend was having serious marital issues, and Souji almost split his head open from tripping down a flight of stairs.
It seemed like the world was conspiring against me. Even as I laid in bed, staring at my beloved husband's sleeping face, the sense
of unease grew unabated. My domestic life with Souji and the dream of becoming a mother was in jeopardy.
I got up and took a look at my phone, an unhealthy habit that I was afraid of getting accustomed to. My mind and body was
beginning to associate notifications with fear, thrill, and lust because of what it had been subjecting me to. The sight of my phone made
my heart race, my lower body hot, and my mouth salivate.
Ignoring it wasn't an option either. Something bad would happen to Souji even if I unintentionally ignored it. Twice was a
coincidence, three was a pattern.
It was only four in the morning, and I was wide awake. I
couldn't get back to sleep no matter how hard I tried. The only thing
to do was masturbate.
I didn't want Souji finding out about the dildo, but at least my
tried and true fingers could get the job done. My entrance was
already wet and my nipples hard as rock. Slipping in a finger or two
made me gasp. My body was still sensitive from today. As I rubbed
my clit and grabbed a handful of my breasts, I thought back to the
homeless man and molester on the bus.
Their touch was so lustful. They were disgusting. Yet at the
same time, it felt so good to be toyed with. I was made to be an
outlet for their libido, and it turned me on like no other to be wanted
like that."Aahh… nnnh…"
I was feeling it. The wave of pleasure that made me lose my
mind. I was going to climax at the thought of being molested again. I
imagined their groping hands, playing with my body in public. If I
really wanted to, I could make myself available to them, and they
would have fucked me right then and there. My pussy suddenly
clenched on my fingers.
"Cumming— aannnghh!"
I covered my mouth so as to not wake Souji up. He stirred for
a bit, turned over to his side, and continued to slumber none the
wiser. I pulled my hand out to see it dripping wet with my juices.
Even in my fantasies, I was betraying Souji.
Just what kind of loose woman was I becoming because of
this stupid game?
As I was about to get up thinking I might as well get an early
start, a hand grabbed my wrist and prevented me from leaving the
bed. Souji was awake.
"Sorry, did I wake up?" I asked.
Souji didn't say a word. Instead, he leapt up and kissed me. It
had taken me by surprise, but I wasn't going to let him get the better
of me. Our passionate kiss quickly devolved into a sloppy, tongue-
tied make out session. Then, he pulled me back into bed and
positioned himself on top of me. I saw the bulge in his pants. I might
have just masturbated, but seeing it got me into the mood again.
"I'm the one who should be sorry for ignoring you the past few
days. We agreed to sit down and really talk about having kids, but I
haven't really got around to it, huh?" he said apologetically, the tone
in his voice was self-reprimanding.
I put a hand to his face. "You don't need to be sorry. Besides,
you're giving me such a wonderful and comfortable life. Having you
by my side is all that matters to me."
"Ahhh! What kind of guy am I to deserve a woman like
Yuina?" He knocked his own head, but only lightly because of the
recent concussion he had. "Maybe there's no need to talk about it.
We want a son, right?"
"A son and daughter," I corrected him."Then we just need to do it right now," he said.
I blinked a few times. Maybe I didn't hear him right.
"Right now?" I repeated.
Souji nodded.
His erect penis poked my thigh through his pajama pants. I
reached down to feel its warmth and thickness. It was so hard in my
hands, throbbed ever so gently that he could ejaculate any moment.
Of course he was pent up and ready to spurt. He hadn't had
sex with me in weeks, and every plan to was foiled by him being too
tired or drunk.
This was finally my chance to get him to have sex. I didn't
waste any time pulling off my own underwear. My entrance was so
wet from masturbating, and I was extra sensitive. It was bound to
feel good if Souji put it in now.
Both of us were naked. Somehow it was a lot more
embarrassing to be undressed in front of him. Souji had seen me
without clothes many times, but I didn't have that same excitement
as before.
"I'm putting it in," Souji said. I helped guide him into me. His
penis slipped in without resistance. Our bodies finally connected
after so long. It took him a moment to adjust. The look in his eyes
was pure bliss. "I almost forgot how good it feels inside you."
I put a hand over his mouth. "Stop it. You're embarrassing.
Just use your mouth to kiss me."
As his hips picked up speed, I basked in the pleasure of his
touch. However, my mind drifted to Miyata's youthful and naive
energy when he fucked me three times in one night. That wasn't all. I
thought of being molested by the same two people from the other
day. Both of these thoughts were turning me on more than Souji,
even though he was the one I was having sex with.
I was getting close when Souji's body stiffened. His dick
throbbed inside me and soon, a warm sensation flooded into my
body. Unfortunately, that was all he could muster. He was already
panting, sweat covered his entire face, and the penis quickly went
limp until it slipped out on its own.
Climax was so close, but lost to me in a single instant.Souji fell back onto the bed, wiping the sweat from his head. I
laid there with him, unsatisfied.
"That was amazing, but I'm beat," he said.
"How about another round?" I asked, climbing on his waist.
When I grabbed his penis, it was as limp as a deflated balloon. I
couldn't put this in even if I tried.
"I don't think I can get it up anymore. Was I that good for you
that you wanted more?" Souji asked.
I swallowed the lump in my throat and answered, "Yeah… it
was…"
Pursuing sex any further wasn't going to do anything. I should
just be happy that I received his cum. I shouldn't forget that the goal
was to have a child. This was our first step.
"Maybe later. Hopefully this is enough to get us two kids," he
said, patting my stomach.
"God. Why do you have to be so embarrassing?" I poked his
sides, causing him to twitch and jerk in surprise.
We fooled around until we decided to finally get out of bed.
Souji never did get it back up. Even with me lying naked next to him,
wrestling around on the bed, didn't get him erect. I dreaded to think I
wasn't attractive anymore, nor did I want to believe we were getting
to that age in our lives. Twenties should be spent living up our youth,
not wasting it away.
As I was helping Souji change, his eyes scanned the floor.
"Lose something?" I asked.
"I can't find my tie," Souji said.
"Maybe it slipped behind the bed—"
"No, Yuina!" His outburst startled me when I searched
between the mattress. I bumped hard onto the bed, causing a small
white bottle to clatter to the floor.
The color in Souji's face drained away.
This was prescription viagra. Why did he have this? Was
there something wrong that I didn't know?
My mind was spinning. The worst possible answer screamed
in my head that maybe I wasn't attractive enough to get it up for him.
"Souji, are you…?"My husband snatched it from my hands and shoved it into the
cabinet.
"It's… because of work. Stress, you know… been putting a lot
more than just me down. But I haven't taken it today. In fact, I haven't
taken any in months!" he explained.
How could I believe him if he held this from me? For some
men, this must be a big deal. So in times like this, I have to be a
good wife and support him.
"I had no idea." I pulled his head down to my chest and held
him there. "And don't worry. This doesn't change a thing. We'll just
work on it and get through it together, okay?"
Later, I walked Souji to the elevator. We had a lot to discuss
about our trip to see his parents in Hyogo, Tatsuno City this weekend
for Obon.
"Dad's been pestering me to get on my brother's case about
getting a job. So… pretty sure Asumu's going to be a big topic again
this year." This was an especially sensitive topic for Souji. He had a
hard time reconciling his love for his brother, and the fact that the
man had been a deadbeat right out of high school.
"By extension of living with your parents, your brother's living
off of you. Just pull the 'you're living on my yen' card on him," I
suggested.
"What am I, his mother?" Souji let out such a heavy sigh, the
condensation on the elevator door lingered for a while. The issue
with his older brother wasn't unfamiliar to me. Their parents always
used our visit to point to what Asumu could be having— a job and
domestic life like Souji's. It's too bad those conversations always
broke into arguments.
I also had a problem of my own with Asumu, and it was tough
to confide in Souji with.
"On the topic of your brother… do you think you could ask him
to be a little less frisky?" I asked.
Souji raised an eyebrow. He knew what I meant but wasn't
surprised by it.
"That's just Asumu being Asumu. He's always been touchy-
feely with people. Don't think he means anything by it," he said."It's even worse when he gets drunk." I shuddered at the
memory of when his brother groped my breasts in the middle of
dinner. He passed it off as just being sloshed, but that still wasn't
acceptable in my book.
"I'll talk to him, but I don't think it'll get through his thick skull."
The elevator reached our floor. I gave Souji a kiss and pushed
him in.
"By the way, would that card work on you? Since you're living
on my salary, maybe I could ask more out of you?" he asked as the
elevator doors were closing.
"I wouldn't be opposed to some roleplay," I answered coyly,
which got him red up to his ears. Unfortunately, he couldn't get
another word out before the doors shut.