POV:JAY
Idk why but after telling alex is my boyfriend I in front of keifer of guilt ofc I have to because ik deep down I love him more than myself.
That why I came to the store room to feel myself.
I start talking to myself because sometimes talking to yourself also give you strength to fight.
(Jay to herself)...I....I...ilove him very much but ....god I love him but...he openly tell me infront of all classmates that he used me right.....so why still it's feel like this that he is lying.....but he said it right.....the plan and all.....I lied to him god...idk why but I feel guilt now alex is not my boyfriend but...but what can i say right I was angry at him but deep down I really love him more than myself....and god that is worse.
GOD didn't i deserve love didn't i when I was small my own so called mom left me in the darkness with her so called boyfriend he..he tried to rape me he tried to fucking touch without my consent ik I have done something to aries that why he didn't love I don't care love me or not still didn't i deserve love.They through i forgot my past no I'm not
Ik aries is my brother ik all know about it but hide for me I m also a human but in that that I feel like a doll whenever I stand for myself they tell me that I m being dramatic god noo I'm not first kuya handed me in a engagement without my consent whenever they angry at something they shout at me I'm also a human right because of my mom i didn't get to meet my father yet.
God please take me I don't want to live a life where no one here to love.....
After the talking i didn't want to stay there I ran out to the room and live the school...
POV: KEIFER.
After the fight i want a alone place i came to store room to feel myself I was thinking about jay my jay than suddenly someone came that saw jay my jay is here but didnt came out i hide there i want to see what will she do she was cry i hate seeing her cry but she is crying because me im and idiot asshole.
But than she talk to herself i listen carefully but her talking to herself she ran out of the room than the truth hit me like punch her alex is not her boyfriend is still love me oohhh god but the most shocking part was her mother Fucking bastrad boyfriend try what rape fuck I will bury him alive i swear to god and....and i hate myself right now I break her heart at worse time god I break her hurt her that worse time I'm im God she said i want to die.....no.no.no.no she can't do that to me she have to live for me for our future.and I hurt to hurt aries but that fucking bastard didn't care about her i want the full truth about her past and I will.
God now I have to do something I have to see where is jay my jay my future may mrs Watson my jasper jean Watson..i love you darling scientist finding end of the universe.
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Hey guys comment and give me advice and also I didnt post because i have board exam so sorry so sorry I will post after my exam and comment and advice please and i love you all💖💖⭐