___Cordelia facing her celling while reminiscing her graduation day where she's the one who deliver the speech in front of her Professors and fellow Graduates who with their parents and guardians. That day she thought that she can finally get her self out of poverty, because finally she can get a work,but that was just a manifest after all.
After her parents died due to a car accident at the age of 17, Cordelia need to face the world all by her self. She worked hard just to feed her self and sent her self into college since she's the only child,and her relatives are so far to her and barley know them or maybe let just say she didn't know even a single person on her family aside from her parents, knowing that, the Love story of her parents is unwanted and unacceptable in the eyes of their family, so they ran away far from them just to continue their love story and forgot what they have in their lives back then, and choose to focus on what's coming ahead. Life is very difficult for her and the only way to survive is to lived with it and continue to live with it.
____Back to the present, she feels devastated because she can't even find a job__ not literally, it's just all the company that she tried to apply rejected her due to her lack of experience.
"Oh God why life is so hard for me? Like, seriously they just rejected me because I don't have enough of experience? Are they dumb that they expected a fresh graduate like me already have a 5 or 10 years experience? I don't know what to do now, as far as I remember..... 10 different companies rejected me only this day." She spoke to herself bored and tired.
She stayed like that until her phone rang, she stood up straight out her bed, getting her phone full of hopes that the caller is one of those company that she applied through online__only to know it was just her best friend calling her (Sarah). She answered her phone with disbelief because she got excited just for nothing... While having a conversation to her Best friend she can't stop herself felt envy to her friend who already found a job, its not like she's not proud and happy towards her Best friend's achievements because indeed she is, it's just she can't stop herself feeling and thinking that all her efforts trying to be persistent at all time will always ended useless.
"How true that there's always a rainbow after the rain?" A very common quote that I always heard." Well... maybe that is applicable to others after all, but what about me?" Am I an exceptional? If that's the case,That's the only exception that I don't what though...
"Oh God have mercy on me! Please send a person that can help me to overcome this challenges" Opsss... I forgot that I'm to busy prioritizing my self to the point that I will be a living extinct if I don't have Sarah in my life__ my one and only friend and the only person who can stand my behavior. Hey don't get me wrong! It's just I don't like being fake in front of other people I don't like to be around,you know... Sorry but not sorry_it's better to be true to yourself than to make your self a fool clown in fornt of others.
It's a long day self, now let's sleep and let the problem be still a problem tomorrow hehehe.. of course it's just a joke, I just want to get rest for now, charging my self so I will have again a strength to face that problem.
**Day after*****
_ I woke up due to the sun who already kiss my face, I guess I'm so tired yesterday to the piont that I sleep that long. Time check it's already 10 am, hashhh no wander I'm so hungry I missed my breakfast, now it's time to get out of the bed_ prepare my self and cook for my self since I'm strong independent woman... ehh... just say your alone who don't have enough of money to get a server self. Stop being so over dramatic! I spoke to my mind but my stomach betrayed me and slap me into reality. Damn stomach stop being annoying!!
I know it too exaggerated but I feel like I'm starving to death!
Cordelia is currently at her kitchen preparing a food for her until her phone rang again, Cordelia is to focused on what she's doing to the point she didn't hear the buzz of her phone at first. Her phone continue to rang until he noticed it and answer the call out of nowhere.
"Ahhhhhhhhh!! O my God!!! What's happening right now? Tell me am I dreaming right now?" Cordelia speaking to herself chocked, you know what more chocking? She forgot the egg that she fried. The fried egg seems to be...no longer called a fried because it's now a toasted egg!! It burned so bad, don't know if Cordelia can still eat this or let's just say goodbye to the egg.