I am Yi Tian this world but 500 years from now...
Yi Tian opened his eyes, after blinking the blurriness away he realized he was in a room he did not recall entering he saw a bed made of a strange black iron the sheets covered in a thick dripping red substance and as he looked around the unfamiliar room he saw he was in a small cramped barley arm length room if he had stood and stretched hi fingers would have grazed the walls that were covered in dirt and crumbling there was dried blood on everything except the desk in the corner that restricted movement even further and the strange wooden desk had a complex emblem on it as if the cramped rooms previous Inhabitant was a crazy person it was a dark black and red symbol it looked like a mask covered in the same red substance as the bed but without worrying about it Yi Tian breathed a sigh calmly
Yi Tian:"I'm back for the 10th time After returning 9 other times to the past".
"The first time I returned i became a strong cultivator due to knowing were all the undiscovered treasures and Ingredients were hidden but then was betrayed the other 4 returns are unimportant".
"But however The other 4 lives after the first 5 I became a demon not in the literal sense but after being betrayed every time I was a righteous cultivator as soon as I was returned to the past for the 6th time I became a low tier villain as most people named me but then 386 years 5 months 3 days into my 5th live I looked down after feeling a sharp pain and saw my robes stained with blood I looked back and saw my fiance that I had been forced into engagement with by the 2nd rank righteous sect SHOU TAN was it's name".
"Thier daughter hated me but went along with it so I knew they were plotting something against me just not so blatantly killing me Infront of my demonic sect disciples but I felt nothing at the betrayal".
"As by then after my 5 lives seeing everyone I loved die along with me or betraying me in some way I lost every meaningful emotion only left with ambition and endurance and a unbreakable will to because a immortal demon".
"my face was now stone cold my stare was as empty as a void my foggy and dark black irises may stare back at you but I'm not entirely there anymore".
"My Smile May Look Perfect As I've Perfected It Across Lifetimes But I Assure You That I Am Not Happy Whatsoever I Just Built Up My Smile To Perfection To Take Advantage Of Naive People And Gain Some Benefits From Them And How Naive Of Them To Actually Believe It".
"I May Speak Gentle And Kindly Towards You People But I Assure You It's All An Act To Gain Pawns And To Gain The Benefits That You Will Bestow Upon Me While Believing Naively Because I Speak Gentlely And With A Kind Tone And Am Smiling At Them I Am Their"...
Friend...
"But I'm Not I Don't Care About Them Or How They Live Thier Life As It's Their Own To Live"...
" After All What Dictates I Have To Help ThemIf I Have Nothing Left To Gain From Them I Will Lead Them Down The Road Of Self Destruction Myself With A Smiling Face And Once We Reach The End Of The Path Together I Will Push Them Off Myself Into The Abyss Of Darkness Below While Laughing Madly At Thier Screams Until The End Even if I Die It's My Own Fault For Not Training Hard Enough For not Growing My Strength More Or For Trusting Easily So Hold No Fear Of My Death As If I Die It's My Own Inadequate Strength That Got Me Killed And That's My Own Fault No One Else's But I Will Never Back Down Or Turn Back Even If I Know The Path I Walk Is One Of Inevitable Self Destruction".
"So In The End I Hold No Grudge Against Thos Who have Beaten Me Even If It Was A Whole Sect Who Killed Me And Not One Person I Will Hold No Anger As Anger Leads To Mistakes And To Win I'd Do Exactly The Same As Them So If They Kill Me It Just Means They Were Better And Stronger And I Hold No Grudge Against The Strong If They Win I Don't Deserve To Be Angry As It's My Fault In The End".
YI Tian: rises from the metal black iron bed recognising the room as his families righteous clan this was his room before turning evil but this time he decides not to be the kind of villain who uses Thier face as in the past it had brought him trouble so this time while being evil he'd wear a mask so no one knows it's him that way until he's ready he can still earn benefits from his family to help him in the early stages of cultivation.
Yi Tian: sees a young girl enter his room
Shin Toahu: drops a glass jug and it shattered to the ground as she ran towards Yi Tian"young master your awake after 4 days of slumber"
.................sorry I injured my hand so could post no chapters it's still injured but can use a bit