Aiden stared into the starry night sky as his teammates fell into slumber. The fire was beginning to die out, and all that was left was the red and black charcoal sitting on the earth. He couldn't sleep. He couldn't sleep for months. His body was always alert and on edge for potential danger, and his thoughts wandered endlessly into the night. Even in the luxury of a sleeping bag he just couldn't seem to get comfortable, the ground felt like a rock, and he wasn't sure if he would ever get used to sleeping outside.
Who knew what time it was? Clocks weren't readily available as they used to be. They had to rely on the sunsets and sunrises, and if they were lucky, a watch. He wasn't content with being tired in the morning, being the team's sort of leader took a lot of concentration and his senses would be worse with drowsiness. So he closed his eyes and took a deep breath, hugging himself for warmth.
Time had passed when Aiden was half asleep. But he opened his eyes when he heard wailing. He closed his eyes and tried to ignore it, thinking it was another hallucination. But when it kept continuing on he sat up, peering around like a meerkat. There was a figure in the distance. It was hunched over on a log, barely moving. Fear filled Aiden and he looked around at his teammates. As he was giving a headcount he realized his sister, Maya, wasn't there. Aiden wiggled out his sleeping bag and put on his boots. He retorted the cold wind but was more worried about his sister. His hand grabbed onto a flashlight and quietly flicked it on, walking lightly to where the figure was.
She didn't hear him, she just kept crying. Even if he was hallucinating he couldn't potentially leave his sister to suffer. Gravel crunched as he walked, and he turned his head to make sure his team was still sleeping, they were. Aiden flashed the light towards her in order not to scare her, she looked at him for a moment through open fingers then dipped her head further into her hoodie. It hurt him to see her red face, he had never really comforted his sister before.
"Aiden… Go away." She said quietly.
What was he to do? He looked off into the distance, reminiscing about how his dad always took care of Maya. He hated his dad but maybe he could learn a thing or two about how to take care of Maya from him. "I'm not leaving. Not until you tell me what's wrong." His voice was stern but he tried to sound sympathetic.
"I'm serious Aiden." She tried desperately to rub her eyes, she wouldn't even look at him.
"I'm serious too, it's dangerous to be out here alone at night."
She opened her mouth to speak but all that came out was a sob. It wasn't like her to not defend herself. Yes she was annoying and snappy, but in all honesty she probably got it from him. He slowly sat down on the log next to her and just stared, he didn't know how to comfort her. "I won't tell the others."
She gave a half cry half snort. "And how can I trust you?"
That was a good question, he wasn't always… the trusting type. If you asked him to keep a secret there was a good chance he would tell a close friend. But that was the old him. He bit his lip nervously, not sure how to make him believe her. "I guess you can't. You just have to trust me."
She sighed loudly and hugged her knees. If makeup was still available he was sure her eyeliner would be running like a movie character. Now her face was full of acne and puffiness, but he dare not mention that. Aiden positioned the beam towards the sky so light would shine somewhat on both of them.
"Ugh. I don't think I really have a choice." Her words were muffled through her coat. Aiden had to strain to hear her croaky voice. She managed to calm down enough to speak. "Do you ever feel like… alone?"
Aiden raised an eyebrow. "Alone..? Not really. We have an annoying ass team."
Maya huffed. "That's not what I mean. God, I knew you wouldn't understand."
Aiden got slightly pissed at the comment. "I'm trying to help you, would you just fu-" He had to stop and take a deep breath before he cursed at her, she didn't deserve that. "Just… explain and maybe I'll understand."
"I guess I mean… Romantically. I'm 15. I should be doing things. Going on dates with guys. Going to homecoming, staying out late drinking. Having my first kiss… My first time…" She was quiet for a moment, the only sound in the air from a chirping bug. "But now I'll never get that because the world is fucked up."
Wait. She had never been on a date? Or even kissed a guy? A peculiar feeling came into his stomach, it was weird finding out this kind of sensitive information. "I'm not a girl, so I didn't really care about that stuff in high school."
She rolled her eyes, "C'mon! Didn't you ever have a crush on anyone? Did you take anyone to prom??"
It was weird she was asking him this. Maya usually would just avoid Aiden like the plague, especially at home. "Not really." He lied, thinking back to his crush on Lukas in sophomore year.
"I don't know why I told you. It's not like you can do anything."
He felt like he had said the wrong thing. He never knew how to act around her. He always had a tough persona around her. One because he had to, if he broke down that means the whole team would too. And two, because he still held onto resentment from her father. But now… his father was gone. At least in reality, he was. "You're right though. The world is shit. So I can understand that."
She sniffed hard, "At least you got to graduate, drive, and experience life a little before you know, everything went to hell. I'm still… A kid. I guess."
Aiden nodded, hesitantly putting a hand on her small shoulder. "I'm sorry. I do my best to protect you. You are my little sister."
She looked at him with teary eyes, "Sometimes it doesn't feel like you're my brother… I know that's mean to say but it's true. You're so… closed off. But I guess I haven't been any better."
The comment stabbed at his heart, he cared about Maya. But he never knew how to show his emotions. His mental illness made it difficult to do so. But now that he was off his meds, maybe he could make more of an effort. "It's not your fault, I should be there for you." He looked away, not sure of what else to say.
He couldn't tell if Maya was shivering from the cold or her sadness but he pulled her in for a hug, something he rarely did with anyone. She was stiff at first but quickly fell into his arms. She sobbed loudly on his chest and he brushed her hair ever so slightly. He felt his heart racing as he breathed in her earthy scent, she always used to smell like perfume but not anymore. "Maya I... I'm sorry okay? I want to be a better brother, It's just… complicated."
The words only made her cry harder and he wondered if that was the right thing to say. He wished there was a tutorial out there on how to be a good sibling, but he knew he just had to rely on intuition. His feelings were scrambled up inside with something else. Something he hadn't felt in a long time. It was longing. And he started to understand what Maya was saying about feeling lonely. He guessed he did too. She pulled away from him after a minute and she tried to calm herself. Aiden stared at nothing in particular not knowing what to do. He had gotten his first kiss at 14. Sure it wasn't great but at least he got to experience it. He felt bad Maya didn't get to.
"You said… You've never kissed anyone?" He turned to her.
She shook her head no, and Aiden felt frozen again. A crazy thought ran through his mind. Was this what being a good brother was all about? In normal circumstances he would never but in this world, everything wasn't right. So was it really so bad if he just gave her a quick kiss, just to show her what it felt like? "If I'm going to be honest, I think you're an attractive girl. Any guy would be lucky to have you."
The comment took her off guard and she gave a small smile. It probably was a weird compliment coming from him, but she appreciated it. "Thanks. I haven't felt like myself since everything started."
His eyes stared deep into hers. "I know." All of a sudden his voice was exasperated as if he had been running a mile, and his heart rate quickened. "Maya- I… I want to show you what it's like- what it's like to kiss someone, and love them." Her eyes went wide but he didn't give her time to respond. "Just think about it. You know me. How often are you gonna get the chance to… You know."
Her first reaction was to yell at him, then to keep crying, but she was just silent. Aiden was making sense. Which was rare for him. "I hate it when you're right." She scoffed trying to laugh to hide her pain. "But me and you? That just doesn't seem right."
"I know but… Would it really be that bad?" He gulped, starting to sweat. What was he doing? "No one would have to know. It'll be quick."
Maya bit her nail, "You said you think I'm attractive?"
He knew young girls ate up compliments like that, but he wasn't doing it to lie, he genuinely felt that way. "Yeah, I mean look at you." He smiled.
She looked away, and Aiden didn't know if she was blushing from how red her face already was. "Just one kiss. And we never tell anyone."
Aiden shook his head. "Deal."
He could see the worry in his eyes, and he wondered if his face fell flat or if he looked worried too. He turned around to make sure no one was looking, then looked back to the smaller girl. He guessed he would have to take charge, he was more experienced after all. He ran his hand over her side and gave a light squeeze. Slouching over and closing his eyes, he aimed for Maya's lips. His other hand pulled her closer once the lips made contact. It had been so long since he had this, he instantly felt butterflies in his stomach. Maya's lips were surprisingly soft even without using chapstick for months, and he wished his lips weren't so cracked.
Maya was hesitant, she didn't know what to do. But when Aiden gently pushed her forward she gave more suction on the kiss. He even heard her moan slightly which made him tingle. His hand brushed against her wet cheek, pushing her hoodie down so he could feel her hair. He felt like he could stay like this forever, but he promised it would be short. So as soon as it started it was over. He pulled away and saw Maya's eyes still closed, reminiscing on the kiss. He hoped he wasn't bad.
When she opened her eyes she stared at him with a slight smile, she bit her lip trying to taste whatever of Aiden's saliva was left. "I didn't expect it to feel like that."
He chuckled, "Not like the movies huh?"
She shook her head, "No, even better."
The male was shocked by the comment, he felt a blush run through his body. "Well, you're a natural if I do say so myself."
Maya looked away embarrassed, pushing a stray piece of hair away from her face. "I never thought my first kiss would be from you…"
"It's better me than some asshole."
She shot him a look, "But you are an asshole."
"True, but I'm your asshole." He half regretted the flirty comment, he didn't want to make Maya uncomfortable.
She touched her lips then smiled to him, "I guess so, you must've kissed a lot of women in your life."
He shook his head, "Not really actually. Not too many people want to kiss a psychopath."
"Maybe, but this psychopath kisses pretty good." She giggled at him, and he thought he saw her wink. But it could've just been in his head.
"Oh yeah?" He smirked. "Why don't you kiss me again then?~"
This time Maya climbed on top of him, pushing Aiden back a little. "With pleasure." She whispered.
She was much more confident this time, her lips craved Aiden's just as badly as his craved hers. Aiden was a little more reluctant to moan, but he couldn't help it when a few breaths escaped his lips. He usually would love having anyone on top of him but it became uncomfortable when he felt something rising in his pants. He would have never guessed this was her first time kissing a guy if she wouldn't have told him, because damn this girl was good. His hands pulled her closer, he wanted so badly to open his mouth and add tongue but he wouldn't do it without her permission.
She broke off the kiss and took a deep breath, looking at him with battering eyelashes.
"You have to breathe, you know." He taunted.
"Yeah, but how can I when your lips are distracting me?"
He rolled his eyes, "Yeah, but the longer you hold your breath, the less time we have to kiss."
"Oh? So you're admitting you want to kiss me some more?" Her voice was sly.
"I did say you were attractive, didn't I?"
He kissed her this time, slightly biting her lip. Her breath was a little more stable but he could tell she was still holding some of it in. But that was alright, her perfect lips made up for that. She tried to be playful and bite his lip back but she ended up biting a little too hard. He groaned a little and pulled away, rubbing his fingers on the mark, it was bleeding.
"Did you just..?"
"Oh shit." She gasped, her confidence vanishing. "I-I'm sorry…"
He was frozen for a minute but then instincts took over. "Don't be. I have a weird uh… thing for blood."
She looked surprised but not concerned. "Would it be so bad if I did this then?" Her head bent down toward his lips and he thought she was gonna kiss him, but instead she licked the blood. It caught Aiden off guard and he moaned, feeling his dick surge with a new wave of energy.
"Maya you bitch…"
She laughed. "Oh c'mon, I know you liked it. I'm just teasing."
"You had to have gotten that from a porno or something. There's no way you came up with that on your own."
She winked, "Maybe. But who knows."
With his eyes wide open Maya continued to lick the wound, he liked seeing the blood on her tongue, even if it wasn't a lot. Aiden couldn't count how many times he had seen her bleeding before and he had gotten turned on, it was a fucked up fetish but he couldn't help it. "Who would have thought you'd be into this…" He mumbled.
She stopped for a moment. "I could say the same to you, pervert."
The comment drew him aback. "Don't call me a pervert."
She frowned. "Oh really? Is that why your dick's hard?"
Shit. " Get off." He said sternly, pushing his hands on her side.
"Hey hey wait a minute!" He tried to move but he didn't want to make her fall and possibly hurt her.
"Maya please. I'm serious. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to-"
She shushed him and put a finger over his lips. "I didn't say I was mad."
He pushed her hand away, "Okay. But I'm embarrassed. And I want you off. Now."
"Embarrassed because you got turned on by your little sister?"
The comment really set reality for Aiden, this was not how he expected tonight to go. "Yes! Is that what you want to hear?? Now get the fuck off!"
Although he pushed she didn't move. She just stayed in place. "You know. I hated you for a long time. You were always such a bitch but you finally stepped up and became a man. I wanted to gag at the thought of kissing you. But now, we're all we have. You said it yourself, is it really so wrong if we…" She put her full weight on his erection and Aiden let out a moan, closing his eyes.
"Fucking hell Maya." His dick loved the attention but his mind was screaming otherwise.
"I mean c'mon, when was the last time you had sex?"
"A while, but that doesn't make this right-"
" You kissed me. And called me attractive, are you gonna take that back? Or say you were lying?"
He vigorously shook his head, "N-no! I think you're very attractive but…" He stared at her hips. "I just didn't think I'd take it this far…"
"You've thought about it before?" She asked curiously.
Fuck. He didn't like feeling vulnerable. In fact he hated this feeling. "I'm sorry." Was all he could muster out. If she truly did want it, was it so bad? He did want to show her what love was. Did he love Maya that way? He wasn't sure. He could recall having sex around her age, so it wasn't that crazy that she would be starting to want it.
She climbed off of him and sat beside him, but conscious not to make their shoulders touch. "I'm sorry." He said again but she didn't respond. Her head was facing the ground and she was wondering if she was crying again, but he didn't hear anything. His dick twitched, aching for some kind of friction and he was slightly irritated with his body. "Maya. I've thought you were attractive for a long time. I always had some sort of feelings about you… and maybe that's one of the reasons I avoided you. I said it earlier and I'll say it again. I want to be a better brother to you."
Maya looked at him with a frown, and Aiden stared deep into her heavenly brown eyes. How could you not fall in love with them? He kissed her gently again and she gave back. His heart was racing and he realized he did care for her a lot- if not loved her. He wondered if she felt the same about him. His mouth opened to start a makeout session, but he quickly closed it and pulled away. "Can I..?" He said in a shaky breath.
She nodded and they continued. The inside of her mouth was so small so Aiden had an easy time exploring it. He was worried Maya would choke herself from not breathing but she seemed to be handling it pretty well. He hated it to admit it but he loved her in his mouth, it felt familiar and warm. Each time their tongues pressed together they both let out soft moans and silently begged for more. Her hand brushed against his piercings as she tried to rest her fingertips on his face as he did the same to her earlier. The comment about Aiden stepping up and becoming a man rang in his ears. What did his little sister really think about him?
Eventually they had to stop for a break. She wiped the salvia from the corners of her lips. It would be typical of her to not want to be messy. He would never say that he loved her out loud, he had hardly said it to his past lovers. But he still wanted to let her know that he meant something to her. "I want you." He almost whispered it. It carried in the wind and went into her ears. He could see from the dim light that she was in fact blushing. He scooted a little closer to feel her body heat. His hands held her sides and she copied his movements. Taking a deep breath and leaning in for another kiss, he began to feel hot in his thermal jacket. His hand slowly made its way down to her legs until he stopped at her inner thigh. Maya placed a hand on top of his and gently squeezed it.
He was hyper-aware of everything now, the collar of his jacket scratching against his neck. And the wind blew against the run-down house not too far from where they were sitting. He paused from the kiss in order to look down at what he was doing. Without words he slowly placed his hand on her crotch and felt its radiating warmth. Maya was much slower, keeping one hand on her own thigh and one hand on Aiden's leg, but he didn't mind. He kept eyeing her to make sure everything was okay, but she didn't show any signs she wanted to stop. Slowly he rubbed against her close and she started to softly moan. His mind wandered to the thought of her masturbating which only made him more erect.
Every time Maya moved her hand his body shivered with excitement. He wanted to rip off both their clothes and go to town but he had to be gentle. He could tell Maya was enjoying herself, he wanted to say this was only the beginning, that he'd make her feel so good. But the silence was more comfortable. She finally gently glided his hands along his erection, making Aiden moan as well. He pressed a little harder and Maya moaned like a beautiful princess.
"You can go further... If you want." She shyly asked.
"Are you sure?"
She nodded, "I'm positive."
He had felt resentful of her for so long but now he felt glad that she allowed him to do this to her. It made him feel important in a weird way like he was making up for all his wrongdoings. He unbuttoned her pants and zipped them down, exposing her torn-up black panties. He pushed his hands through the jeans and rubbed in circles on the black fabric. This made her twitch as now his hands were much closer to her pussy. She was starstruck by all the sensations and felt herself gushing at the thought of Aiden's fingers in her. He was barely doing anything and she was embarrassed by how wet Aiden made her, but she reminded herself that Aiden had his own little problem going on.
"It feels good…" She moaned out.
Aiden was taken aback by the sudden comment, "Yeah?"
"Mhm~ I want you inside me."
That was something you usually wouldn't hear from your little sister. Blood rushed to his dick instantly and he didn't know how to reply. He knew it would happen but her saying it made him realize how soon intercourse would be happening. "I wanna be in you too. I have for a long time." He admitted.
"Then why are we waiting?" She groaned out.
"Relax. I haven't even touched your pussy yet."
Maya hastily unbuckled Aiden's belt and then pulled it off. He stopped rubbing against her while she did this, as he felt frozen. He heard the zipper reach the bottom and Aiden grabbed onto his erection through his under. "Then hurry it up."
She was right, being touched through your lingerie felt amazing. It gave him the confidence to fully undress her. Well- almost fully undressed. It probably wouldn't be wise to take off their tops, due to how cold it was. He pushed her hand away, giving her a quick lick on the neck as he helped her take off his pants. She did the same minus the lick, the pair growing more impatient by the minute. He pressed his hand against her again only for another minute before he pulled her panties aside to expose her. She was hairy, and he knew he was too. They hadn't been able to shave in months, but he loved hairy girls, so it didn't bother him. He couldn't get a good look but he could see it well enough to make his dick ache to put it in her.
Two fingers entered his mouth to lube it up and he smirked as he put the fingers on his clit. Maya yelped out a loud moan and stopped momentarily what she was doing to Aiden. His heart felt so full that he was doing this favor for Maya. It was rare he felt happy in this world, but seeing her pleasured meant everything to him.
After a minute of moaning Maya was able to control herself again. "You're really hard for me aren't you?"
He gave an embarrassed nod. "Only for you. You're really hot like this."
She gave a giggle, "Only 'cause you make me horny as fuck." She had to pause as Aiden went a little rougher. "Mm… Is it normal for girls to fantasize about having their brother's dick in them?"
Aiden pretended to think about it, "I don't think so, but I'm not complaining, you naughty girl~" He smirked.
Maya pulled down his underwear unexpectedly and started in awe at the sight of his dick. It was probably the first time she had seen one in real life. She haphazardly touched it if it was about to explode in her hand. "Wow… It's so warm." His dick stood straight up and Maya made gentle circles around the tip.
Aiden nodded, "Yeah. It does that."
She felt his dick pulse in her hand and she smiled, "I guess it wouldn't help if I did this huh?"
She slowly moved up and down the shaft and Aiden rolled his head back. "Fuck…" He concentrated on the pleasure for a moment and could hear Maya quietly gloating over making Aiden curse in pleasure.
"Let me show you how it feels to have someone fuck you." He didn't give her time to think when he put a finger in her pussy. And just like that the two were a moaning mess. Maya's entrance was tight, which made sense. So he was slow pushing the finger in and out. He was glad his nails weren't too dirty or sharp, because he was sure that would hurt. Maya didn't complain, she enjoyed getting finger fucked just as Aiden enjoyed getting jacked off. Her pussy gripped onto his finger, silently begging for more.
"Oh Aiden…" She rasped out. "I want your big dick inside me… please."
Her words really got to him, he had imagined this scenario happening so many times but now his beautiful sister was right in front of him begging. "Mm.. I don't know if you'd be able to handle my dick." Which was half a tease, half a legitimate concern.
"P-please… we have to try. I just… I need you so bad–"
Aiden breathed out hard, "F-fuck… I need you too."
He pulled away and pushed Maya's hand off him. She needed a minute to breathe and he needed to figure out what to do. They were going from 0 to 100 quick but he couldn't contain himself. "Listen okay? I'm gonna pick you up. You can hold onto me."
Her eyes looked scared but she obliged. That way if things got too intense she could at least hold onto him for some support. Plus he wasn't sure how great doggy style would feel for the first time, he wanted to make sure she was comfortable. He scooped her in his arms like he was picking up a child. He had no problem holding her because prior to the apocalypse he was a gym rat. But now running for your life practically every day kept you in shape. His dick pressed against her amber skin and he teased around her pussy by rubbing his tip against it. Her arms and legs were wrapped tightly around him, and he held his dick in one hand to position himself into her pussy, once the tip went in, he felt a wave of pleasure hit him.
He cautiously pushed his way in. There was a lot of natural lubricant but he didn't want to just shove it in. It still might hurt, didn't some girls bleed during their first time? And even though he was into blood he wanted to avoid that if he could. He let her pussy take his dick at her own pace. He wasn't huge by any means but anything bigger than a pencil was probably a lot for the dainty girl.
"F f. .. Fuck Aiden i-it's i-in…"
"This is what you wanted isn't it?" He rasped out.
She felt Aiden starting to slowly fuck her, it was a lot of pressure but she loved it. "Yes… Oh god p-please Aiden I need this so bad~"
It had been a long time since he had been inside someone. And the fact that Maya was a virgin was even better. Her nails dug into Aiden's back as he pushed in and out. He didn't even try to hide his moans and she didn't either. This might of been one of the best ideas she's had yet, and he didn't regret a moment of it.
"Maya you're so tight… I love your pussy…"
"You fucking better. You own my pussy."
He purred at Maya's flirting. "Oh yeah? You're being my little whore aren't you?"
"Mm… Yeah~ Fuck your little sister's pussy you pervert."
He might have been pissed off earlier at Maya's comment about calling him a pervert. But now that they were fucking it was hot as ever.
"It's not my fault you're sexy. You were practically begging for me to fuck you~" He liked pinning the blame on Maya even if he wanted it equally as bad, it made him feel powerful.
"Ugh… I'm so glad I let you shove your dick in me. I've never been so fucking horny~"
Aiden quickened his pace as Maya bounced in his arms. He rested his chin on her back and she continued to whine into his shirt. "You're taking everything so well…"
"I-I could handle more…" She moaned out.
He didn't want to believe her, she was practically crying from how much she was moaning, and her pussy was holding onto his dick like its life depended on it. But his brain didn't care, it signaled for him to go faster and he felt like he couldn't stop. He felt his cum building up inside him and he gave low moans from how good everything felt.
"Aiden! Oh fuckkk!~" Her eyes started to water and she moaned out like a wounded animal. Aiden found it fascinating and hot to witness. The pace they were going at was perfect. Every second was bliss and he wanted to burst into her.
"M-Maya I'm gonna end up cumming in you…"
"D-do it. Please god Aiden I-I need your cum in me so bad… Fucking do it you pussy."
His morals were battling in his head. But when Maya challenged him he couldn't deny her pleas. He knew she came when he felt warm liquid surge around his cock, and coincidentally he came too. It felt amazing to release in someone, he had only done it once before. Maya took his cum without complaints, in fact it fueled her orgasm even more. She was so demanding towards him that he didn't even feel bad at this point. This was heaven compared to the quick jack offs he'd do in the bathroom. It didn't matter that they were related, all that mattered was that he loved her, and she was satisfied. He felt her begin to shake after she was done screaming, and his arms were beginning to feel limp. He carefully unentered her, cum dripping everywhere and sat her on the ground.
"You were amazing… Just… Wow. I never would have expected…" He trailed off.
"I know." She smiled. "We'll have to do it again sometime."
"Again?" His eyes went wide. "You mean you liked it?"
She rolled her eyes, "Of course I did! I didn't scream for nothing!"
He chuckled, "Remember when this was supposed to be a quick kiss?"
Maya sat up and gave Aiden a quick kiss. "There. A quick kiss." She winked then gave a yawn. "I think I'll sleep here tonight, I'm exhausted. Plus I don't think I can walk."
Aiden nodded, "Yeah, that's fair." He looked back to their campsite which was pretty far away. "It won't hurt to be away from them for the night."
Just then the flashlight died, he didn't know how long they had been at it but it must've been a while to need the batteries changed.
He put on his clothes and sat on the ground next to her. "Have I told you, you look beautiful tonight?" He said in the almost pitch black dark.
She laid next to him, "Oh shut it."