Ghar se school tak ka safar
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Mere jiwan me kuch khushiya bhi aai or kuch gam bhi. Mera nam raveena hai .jab me pahali bar school gai to mujhe dar laga tha lekin dhire dhire mujhe school aana achha lagane lag. Ek meri mama ki ladki thi wo bhi mere sath jati thi aur ham hamesha ek sath jate the wo mujhse choti thi. Wo hoshiyar thi padai me or me kamajor thi.ek din usane pure school me top kiya mujhe khushi thi ki wo top aai. Lekin mere number kam aae. Jab ghar aae to mujhe ek thappad maara nanaji ne or kaha ki tu kuch nhi kar sakti. Mene kuch nhi kaha me chup rahi .or roti rahi meri aai or unhone mujhe samajaya ki dimag sabke paas hota hai lekin Tera dimag kahi or rahata hai or tu apne aap kam mat samajhna kabhi bhi kayu ki tu jesa sochati hai wesa hi hoga tere saath. Or kaha ki kabhi har mat manana. Nani ki sunai baate mujhe hamesha yaad rahti thi. Uske baad main bhi padai suru kar di or me padai me accha karane lagi. Mujhe bhi puruskart kiya gaya. Mahare 8 class ke do paper nhi hue korona ki wajah se wo bhi meri meri sab se achchi vishay ki yani samajik vigyan or math ke . Or hame 9th me utirn kar diya gaya.9th me bhi lockdown tha ese hi 10th me utirn kar diya gaya .2022 me 10th ki . mujhe bhi dhire dhire padai ka matalab samjane laga ki padai ke bina kuch bhi nhi hai kayu ki mere upar mere class ke hi students haste the me unse kuch nhi kahati thi, aapko pata hai wo kayu hasate the kayu me thori alag thi mere vichar alga the . Me har kisi ki madad karati thi to mere upar hansste the tabhi ek teacher dekh rahe the to unhone mujhe kaha ki dusro ki madad karna galat nahi hai wo Hans rahe hai unhe hansne do unka bhi time aaega, time sabka aata hai.10th puri hui or me 11th me aagi or meri sister wo 9th me. Do nae teacher aae . wo meri sister or mujhame phark nahi kar pate the Kayu ki shakal bhi ek nam bhi ek jese mujhe sabhi school me reena kahate the or arina tha. Maham dono bahano ki jodi misal thi sab ke liye. Lekin ek din esa aagya ki wo achanak is duniya me hi nahi rahi chal bashi 😭😭. Ek hansate khilate pariwar ko tod ke chali gayi . me uske Bina school gai nahi thi to ab kese jaau.kaphi time baad me gai par mera man nahi tha me class me thi sharirak rup se Lekin manasik rup se nahi.
To teacher ne mujhe udas dekhakar ek kahani sunai ki jo aapaka tha hi nahi uske liye kayu rona agar aapka hota to jata hi kayu.wo teacher hamesha ek story sunaya karte the.me unki story se parbhavit hoti thi.wo teacher history or polity padate the.me English me thori kamjor thi or aaj bhi hu kayu ki mene English kabhi padane ki koshish ki hi nahi. English ke teacher hamesha kahate the ki aap hamesha nishkiry rahte ho abhi kabhi sakiry nahi rahate ho mahari class school ki sabase best class thi. Mene koi school program me kabhi bhi bhag nahi liya . pahali baar mene ek speech diya wo bhi English mujhe dar lag raha tha ki me bol paugi bhi ya nhi lekin me accha boli uske baad me hamesha me har program me bhag leti rahi lekin dukh ki baat thi kayu ki wo mere liye school ka last program tha lekin agar ab mujhe kahi bhi bolne ka moka milta hai na to me darti nahi hu ab. Jab hamare 12th ke per board chal rahe tab ki baat hai ek ko galat laga baki sabane sahi kaha.
School ke principal ki or meri bilkul bhi nahi banti thi. Kayu ki me sahi ka sath deti thi or wo ye mante nahi the wo hamesha baccho ko uhi sunate rahate the .Galti ye hui ki me kophi dene aai teacher tab mujhe chakkar aa gaya or me jo teacher kophi check kar rahe the unke paas beth gai to principal sir ne dekh liya or mere or teacher ke upar chilae kaha ki na hi to teacher anushasan hai or na hi students me par unhe ye pata nhi tha ki ye kayu yaha bethi mene unhe Batane ki koshish ki par unhone meri ek nahi suni wo soch rahe the kayu ki unki soch bari choti thi. Wo sabako apana jesa hi samajhate the.lekin wo galat the, wo kbhi nhi chahtate thi ki me top karu lekin mene top karliya unki beti mujhse piche rah gai .sab khush the lekin principal sir khush nahi the. Me hamesha se sabase alag rahti hu kayu lag sukh me to sath rahte hai lekin dukh me koi Sath nhi deta. Mene meri jindagi me ab tak kabhi kisi ko mitr nahi banaya ya phir bana hi nahi sayad ukahu.
Hame hamesha aage badana chahiye or khud pe bharosa rakhna chahiye tabhi hma jindagi kuch par paege or aage bad sake ge. Logo ki sunege to ham kabhi aage nhi paege.jivan hamara hai logo ka nahi logo se puchege to lag ek baat ki hajar bate bataege kayuki ye to logo ka kam ho gaya hai.hame sakaratmak vichar karahana chahiye tabhi Kuch ham accha kar sakte hai.ham jisake jesa karege wasa hi hamare sath hogo.hame kabhi kisi ka bura nahi karan chahiye.ye kalyug hai hame hamare karmo ka fal turant hi mil jata hai ya. Ye ek choti si story hai mera ghar se school tak ka safar hai wo bhi mere nanihal ka.
Hamesha aage badhate rahana chahiye hame jivan me.agar musibate nahi aaegi jivan me to jivan kesa. Pareshani aati hai jivan me tabhi ham kuch shik pate hai.
Piry mitaro!