My heart was bumping so hard in my chest that l thought I was gonna die from the anxiety l felt at that moment. but from how could this be, l have calculated everything beforehand on how it was going to end but now its just all going to end in vain. Standing on the edge of the windows which were very big, that l could jujst through them and escape , my body was frozen in that place and l could only just stare at him , looking at me witjh an expressionless face.
Why is it happening now, l have done all my best to protect him from danger but it seems like l am not quite suitable for that. My body was frozen in that place and l could only just stare at him. He looked crushed and l exactly knew why.
Next to us dead bodies were laying on the ground and in those bodies, there was this old man with gray hair and Alexander stared at him intently for a while before h looked right at me after that, blood was flooding everywhere that you could think that there was a stream of it, indeed that was me who just did all that and now things are never going to be same again because how could it be.
He is probably going to hate me after this; I just killed his father and now am still standing here looking at him expecting some kind of forgiveness or maybe. l should have never taken this mission but if l didn't, we were never going to see each other.
He started trying to get closer to me where l was, step by step and my body could only dread from what was going to happen next if he touches me .Thunders started to clap louder and louder as the minutes went on. my hands were trembling terribly still having drops of blood n my skin and my face my clothes even though there were black you could still tell that there was.
i even tried to give myself a relief by saying that l was wearing a black mask hiding half of my face but that wasn't going to help because he could see my eyes, the vibrant, radiant and mysterious allure they carried.
And all of this happened went downhill because allowed myself to open up my heart. I was clearly seeing the signs and it's the number one rule that weren't supposed to have any relationship if we do enter this career, but l guess l was that naive.
from where l was standing l could see that in his eyes, he was utterly broken and it seemed like nothing was left to it and all because of me.