A letter to the sixteen year old me

Being born as the firstborn is never easy.Well that's according to most people.But what was my point of view.It was very different.I found it enjoyable for the first ten years.Until my sister was born.Well here comes responsibilities and acting mature."Hey Ariana you need not to argue with your sister you are the eldest you need to act mature." Well I had to.Having been in boarding school never really gave me the opportunity to get to experience life outside school.Well, my whole life was based on education which actually bore fruits,I got good grades and high GPA .I was morally okay but mentally functional until I realized that was actually a lie .